the first single off my new album 'dearly departing', coming out 9/9!

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
album art by @/ashleydhe on instagram

so much time and effort has been put into this project and i truly hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i cant really see it here and now
and the lights behind my back are turning down
every sailor knows his in and outs
but i struggle every now and then with life so hear me out

i might die today
i could throw my life away
every time i surface i cant see
i think my mind’s away
they say im bad luck
thats why the bad stuck
and follows me everywhere

seeing aint always believing
the ocean was never forgiving
we need to drop anchor

and i stand and wait as cold air breaks the sail before us all
our fatal fate has taken everything that we once loved
so fuck it all
if i go down i’ll be swinging
a rope tied to songs i’ve been singing
the weight is enough for a fixing
so i tighten the knot and im ready for war
war
i still need more (from life, inside my mind)
more

i cant really see it here and now
so i contemplate the ways in which i drown
every time i’m lost im never found
i just suffer all the consequences, end up on the ground

i might die today
i could throw my life away
every time i surface i cant see
i think my mind’s away
they say im bad luck
thats why the bad stuck
and follows me everywhere 

seeing aint always believing
the ocean was never forgiving
we need to drop anchor

im leading a life not worth living
and seemingly so, unforgiving
its time i let out this anger

dearly departing

anchor [jolst]

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V. anchor [jolst]

hate u ft. sendflowrs (sorrow bringer)

s/o my buddy @brecken
lyrics
power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i gave it up but its stressing me out
u in her dms but im in her house
said she in love with the way that i shout
its the way that i sound
just bring me back to the ground
i got heavy eyes
i dont call nowhere home
but im comfy inside of her thighs

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

i wish that u could kno how every night u make me feel
i dont buckle up when im in my whip but i steer
yea u make me fear
was it ever real or was it all just a lie
but i cant take it anymore
is there any surprise
i was down on the floor
n u looked me in my eyes
u said its all gonna be fine
i said i hope its alright
i guess ill stay here tonight
i guess its one more delight
its okay if u dont want me back
just kno that ill be here forever
its okay if u stab me in my back
baby girl ur messing with my temper

power me up now i cant get enough
live in the dark but theres fire in my cup
theres fire in my gut
i tell her im sober she calling my bluff
now every day beats the worst day
i hope ur praying for me cuz im lost inside my ways

i could build u up
but i would die for u
n she scratch out my eyes
n turn my fingers blue
n at the end of it all i hope that u feel the same way that i do

calling my bluff w/ brecken (cløud x heyrick)

dearly departed

NeEd ToP iN tHe DoWnToWn La ArEa W/Skele & screwyounick

numb

𝕾𝖎𝖓𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖙𝖍 𝖎𝖓

Lyrics:

(frvr)
Got me feeling ecstasy 
Bleed all over me yeah bleed on me
Suck my scars I'll be your remedy
Poison me, and fall for me 

You were a vampire
Sinking your teeth in 
Couldnt feel the pain until you were leaving
In love with the feeling, I'm in love with the feeling
Bleeding and bleeding 
Keep me recieving 

I don't fucking care it's all bliss
I dont fucking care I like this
Get out of my hair I need it
Get out of my hair im bleeding

(erisu)
Your a vampire suck apon my fucking veins
Lemme feed you 
I’ll do whatever it fucking takes
Lemme be there
I need you 
Lemme be there for you 
abuse you
Take my life away
Use me as a puppet aye 
I don’t got a name 
I’ll let you use my fucking strings

YOU’RE A VAMPIRE 
I NEED IT 
I NEED YOU TO ABUSE ME
I NEED IT
JUSt TEAR Me limb from limb APART TILL IM BLEEDING
I DONT NEED NO LOVE I JUST NEED DEMONS
RIP MY HEART OUT I 
promise I’ll FEEL IT
I want attention you give! promise you’ll see this ?!

Frvr X Erisu - 𝓥𝓐𝓜𝓟𝓘𝓡𝓔 [prod. IOF]

@nate2timezz @remghost go follow them and use their stuff. I love all of you that give my music a chance. Have a wonderful rest of yer day ^~^

Lyrics: 
You~ and me~~ were cut from a different breed
see these dreams i need~~
To live won't forgive those that hold me back
So quick left in past you'll stay there
Ransom notes locked in my damn head
Can we just support each other~
Cause I need that
It's not much to ask
pls i need that~

When all is said and done I'll be the one standing there all alone
Dust settles on the pavement chasing places
Way to far away to reach
We can all pretend but never think bout what we really know
Hiding behind doors ill lock them
No ones coming here again
You can find another home this ones ran down from all the storms
You can find another friend you lost the one that really cared

You~ and me~~ were cut from a different breed
See these dreams i need~~
To live won't forgive those that hold me back
So quick left in past you'll stay there
Ransom notes locked in my damn head
Can we just support each other~
Cause I need that
It's not much to ask
pls i need that~

emberz pt. 2 ~ [p. remghost & nate2timez]

prod: https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
lyrics:
who am i? shoulda told you to go to hell.
what is life? imma go to, hell.

words never meant so much.
i promised i would stay, but i can't.

fade away at the seems, you're breakin' me.
lay awake in my dreams, dark fantasies.

oohh, rise.
oohh, her eyes.

who am i? shoulda told you to go to hell.
what is life imma go to, hell.

i promised i would stay, but i cant.

SPOTIFY

i promised i would stay, but i cant. (acoustic)

Lyrics: 
I can't really run from, what i've become so I'm just gonna crash and burn
drifted in lane too soon, haven't been you since June
I don't really care, I hope that you're aware 
don't leave me here in my ruin
baby left me too soon
flowers outside in bloom
~
I can't see how you say it
when every bone in my body is breaking
will you still confide me and stay right beside me
till my light goes dim
I love you forever
YOU FUCKINGWITHHIM?
~
Think how you press up to him
and it didn't even happen yet
I'm caught up in my mind and I'm dripping sweat
escalate my state of mind with medicine I think that I'm better than the rest, I'm still all neck up in my stress
tryna live my best life, hopein for the best right?
I said fuck that shit it's all bout action not the best night
hard to just commit myself, when I feel like a bitch for no apparent reason
hit the ceiling, I might quit your

i promised i would stay, but i cant. (acoustic)

kais

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