produced by me ^^ <3

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Lyrics -
i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls
i didn't wanna text you
too long
that i didn't really see you
won't lie yeah, i've changed a lot
spent the summer with myself and all of my thoughts
bring another bottle
i could really use one
but it's something that i never really talk about
never really saw the same
never really felt the pain

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

i just watch u cry
you do it all the time
i'm here cause i like you
it ain't a lie
focus how to breathe
i need u for some venting
look at me i'm worth
more than i really think
knock me down until it hurts
i'm omw to brink
i'm omw to edge
i'm omw to learn
i'm omw to death 
i don't wanna make this turn, no
i don't wanna make this turn
i don't wanna hit the dirt
i don't wanna make it worse

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls (feat. heylog)

you were not there 
you were not there 
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

i don’t wanna drink but i wanna feel drunk
i don’t wanna smoke i just wanna get high 
i don’t wanna live without your love
so i’m please begging you to end my life 

i’m a sunchaser 
i chase the light 
stay here lil baby 
stay right by my side 

i know i’m not perfect 
but why do we fight?
i don’t even shout back
i’m always too high 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours girl no need to act up
i’ll be right there with u 
u and me it’s bad luck
gimme few hours girl no need to act up 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours babe im tryna get tipsy 
stop hitting my phone
give a fuck if u miss me 
give a fuck if u miss me 

i don’t wanna call her 
think i’ll smoke another pack
i don’t wanna be sober 

you were not there 
you were not there !!!!
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare ): 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

and if i close my eyes i can still smell the perfume ): 
memories flood back u treated me the worst you always fuckin call me like what do u want?
when i’m sippin on this cup i’m not tryna get drunk 
x2

you already called me a liar like 23 times
n u only feel good after 23 lines
i can’t lay shit up, no 23, i’m fine 
i jus spent a whole bag on 23 white wines

23 (jolst)

use me up to tell me that u never loved me
I feel like I’m never nothing
I’m tired can u just leave me alone
Please stop staring swear my face is fucking boring
I don’t need to be important I’m swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror
Should I be alive
I’ve got reason to believe that it’s just not my time
Maybe in another life

I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been thru it all before I’m just like you
I never wanna let you down but I had to

I’d give up on everything to be a better me
I’ve got people streaming songs
but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hmu to make a song with me

I won’t get that mad
I’m just frustrated
I can’t seem to get a break and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes maybe you’d get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient

WRITING EVERY FEELING BUT I’LL ALWAYS FORGET
EVERYTHING I EVER DID OR EVER SAID IN THE END
BUT I’M TOO FAR GONE TO CARE
I DON’T LIKE YOU
I WISH THAT YOU’D CARE FOR ME
YOU DON’T TRY TO

you promised

prod: https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever https://soundcloud.com/jolst
master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

(mother fucker you promised
how could you do me like that, do me like that
pick apart my bones
you left me starving 
i can't even feel bad, even feel bad
i'm a perfect target)

mother fucker you promised
how could you do me like that
why'd you act so heartless
pick apart my bones
you left me starving 
i fell in love so fast
bet i looked so harmless
i'm a perfect target 

pointing out the obvious babe
i think something's wrong with my brain 
pray for love,
abandon my faith 
i know nothing turns out okay

i don't wanna think about it 
that knife pressed right on my lips
and if we're so covered in sin 
even god can't fix what you did

spotify

perfect target (prod. 2001 & jolst)

prod by. noski x essar
sub to noski https://www.youtube.com/@prodbynoski
and essar https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4ck80Z9prYfnSElUW5_ezQ

lyrics:
everydays a struggle, everything is fucked up
i don't know what to say to you
tryna lift the rubble, crush it when i come up
i can't even make it through, but shit i ain leavin
i got too many things to believe in
they wont text me like "bro are you down?"
i gotta figure my own shit out.

where did i go wrong? i've been static for way too damn long
will you trust me? don't say that it's gone, say that it's gone, say that it's

you can tell me i'm stupid i know, 
but there's not any blood on the floor
i won't end my own life that's forsure,
i know that there's more there's gotta be
more than this, there's gotta be

more than this.

prod hira <3

cleaning his blood with my sword
staring my eyes kinda sore
are you trying to look like a whore
put a guard up shes breaking my wall

she kept calling every number on my phone
texting people there that i dont even know
swear she thinks i care but god i really dont
must be boring when my voice is monotone

keep him pressured, i can do this on my own
shooting arson as it melts between the snow
ill burn his house down, pouring petrol on the road
he cant leave hes getting covered in the smoke

just give it up im getting out of your life
i dont really give a fuck if no ones bothering mine
u said its okay
better dead then alive
said its not my fault
ur heart beats closer to mine
i dont know how to look at you
fighting for my life so baby please just drop the attitude
looking in the mirror
i dont know whats gotten into you
throw myself in water with some concreted tied onto my shoes
i mean nothing else to you

okay,.
die
ok
alone?

travelling at 60 going home
the bottom of the bridge is looking warm
promise me that you wont tell a soul
i gave up everything so you could have it all

she kept calling every number on my phone
texting people there that i dont even know
swear she thinks i care but god i really dont
must be boring when my voice is monotone

keep him pressured, i can do this on my own
shooting arson as it melts between the snow
ill burn his house down, pouring petrol on the road
he cant leave hes getting covered in the smoke

arson

produced by imalmostjoey
completely non profit

lyrics

u gotta listen
i got an ear for the music
i got some thoughts for u to listen to 
cus lately im winning
like half the lyrics are stupid
u aint got shit that u proving
least when i run my mouth 
i ditch the couch and get up n prove it

honestly 
when did everything become so damn trife
watchin me
why does every body think theyre damn right
totally
to say this is a skill is fucking toxic? right..
totally
insulting to the ones who live this damn life

thats how i know u aint about it like i am
i know a lot of fuckin artists who are honestly just fans
it aint about what u accomplish but the texture of ur hands
cus if u had a spine at all u'd plant ur feet n take a damn stand

damn tramp
u aint ever caught a damn hand
trust a good knock to ur head will shake ur brain n all that damp sand 
wam bam
love to see ur back bend
how u getting pressed about a fight u fuckin started man
shady plans 
why u throwin shade out on ur twitter fam
make amends
never gonna happen if u play pretend
i just had to say my piece 
oh who knows if it was a waste of breath 
its sad i hit the scene nd had to ask 
like where the music at

honestly 
when did everything become so damn trife
watchin me
why does every body think theyre damn right
totally
to say this is a skill is fucking toxic? right..
totally
insulting to the ones who live this damn lie

nevermind

sleep talking (imalmostjoey)

@lilskeleskrrt
@prodjpjp

// geist
don’t look at me and tell me no hard feelings
blood was lost, it’s dripping through the ceiling
i saw this coming from a mile away
the knife was left in my chest for a reason
but i wish you the best forever, you win
i don’t want to fall in love with hate

i just wanted to dance
when your hand’s in my hand i feel my heart is racing
lost in a trance
but now i’m alone and i rot in this basement
there’s blood on my hands
and i paint the walls red when given a chance
oh don’t give me that glance
your eyes tell me secrets my heart cannot stand

oh
the knife was left for a reason :/
oh
wish you the best forever you win...

// skele
cut me right thru
baby you don’t need a panic
watch it pour out
darling isn’t it romantic
it’s like paradise
fading out
only you and i
somebody call the surgeon
tell him that it’s urgent
on the table stained red
i told you
i think that it was worth it
this is perfect
if you hold me as i go
i’ll wait up there for certain

and you
are
the reason
that i lay awake
staying up
i’ve been stuck here for days
hold my heart
in ur hand till breaks

don’t keep telling me to let go
screaming out
i stop to listen to the echo
not enough
fucking tearing up my throat
i’ll keep going
till the blood
makes me choke
what you know
baby tell me where you go at night
empty out this bed
i’m still not feeling right
staring at my meds
i’m on the borderline
walk along the edge
i don’t feel alive

paradise w/ skele [jpjp]

lyrics ⬇️

i walk away from everything i know
let me be
where i wanna go
drifting away in my sleep

broken lamp but the light still on
everything i do i feel is wrong
tell me to try and then i end up seeming dumb
yea my anxiety riddles my tongue

i cannot speak without feeling numb
and i feel at home when im all alone
weak in the knees when i see em run
i know that theyre against all of the stuff ive done

Crawl out of the basement find another when were out of touch

find someone to share the love from up avove
i dont hate the pressure but i fold when it gets way to much
yea outta luck
yea outta trust

i saw my demise when i saw you do that lil shoulder shrug
yea now u hate my guts; no longer think im a stud
yea i thought it was over with the first time that you left me off
wrong all along
turn my body off

(skele)

skele -
i won’t let you go 
but we won’t make it till the morning 
colder than the snow 
but i still need someone to hold me 
start to lose control 
i hold it down
inside it’s storming 
hear it in my voice 
it start to shake 
when i’m recording 

going numb 
off this bottle 
poured up 
nobody left 
no more light 
no love 
fool me once 
gave my life 
for what 
all i want 
in my eyes 
was us 

nobody there for me to cry for
breaking down 
to you i’m looking like an eye sore 
breaking down 
to you
you’re someone i would die for 
triple digits on the dash 
hit a high score 

i thought maybe i was someone you could try for 
i thought maybe i was someone you would like more 
i thought maybe i was someone you could fall for 
i can’t feel it 
i can’t feel it 
i can’t anymore

more than this.

kais