Sad Boi Hours

Winter 2022

A great playlist with a  sad nostaglic tripy feeling that will make you rethink your existence. :)

Sad while high

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Disaster

KMS (Prod. Dan Darmawan)

go support the boys:
@skrxwd
@unz3n 

thank u for listening <3

so, i guess this is goodbye. w/ skrwd & unz3n (nothempts)

prod me (:

i beg u to take me, wherever you go 
i hope where u going, they receive ur soul 
and shit still the same, i pray for better days 
nothing seems to change, but good things happen to every1 who waits

it was cold in december
but it's way colder now 
so please take me back to september
when i was able to see u around
living with nothing but a little ember 
that u left in this house 
and it still hurts to remember you 
but the thoughts oh they are way 2 loud

take me, take me back to the days
when we, when we used to be okay 
im so, im so sick of this pain
i really want to go sleep but there's no way to stop my brain (2x)

wait-
please pick ur faith up
feel it then please put ur face up
ur strong ik ur such a bleeder 
bled ur whole life without takin a breather 
laced
drugs in my system 
mixed so much shit n i can feel them 
can my life get any weirder?
nothing makes sense i feel like it's just a filler 

take me, take me back to the days
when we, when we used to be okay 
im so, im so sick of this pain
i really want to go sleep but there's no way to stop my brain

i beg u :/

(intro)
i feel so stuck
won’t you let me go..

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

(verse)
now i’m shaking 
and i can’t fucking stop it 
my world is breaking 
apart and u were on it
when all i wanted was for u to be honest
i’ll close my eyes as i beg for u to stop it

(bridge)
my bones have decayed with the winter
but still i feel her

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

i know u have to go (hero)

prod. caves

i've been stalking you
can i be somebody new?
waiting on a text from you
but you would never get it thru your head
and my head, 
is killing me right now
while you were chilling with your friends
and you'd never fuck around
who do i trust?
probably you, but
i dont love
no 
not since kyra, and
not since kai
not since the boy across the world
world
the first one was a test run
and the second one he wanted none
if you want me you should've kept me
and i dont know why i didnt respond to you
and now i feel fucked up
i think i fucked up.
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up

if not, then rot.

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
livid..
why'd it get so tense?
tryna find the cause
just at what expense?

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

in motion, no i'm not the same
what i've chosen, was to leave the fray
so golden; but the sun betrayed
in search of yesterday

feelings fleeding fast
i've seen past the colors of this place
for what they truly say

i told my mind that night
save the pity
for every blemish on my chest confessed
that i am all but pretty

so listen here
this is all i have
let my stomach sear
it'll grow right back

but this'll be the one
could give a fuck bout if it's done

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

death is nearing tonight
give her my sight
into the tethered light

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

relapse; decay

SPOTIFY

autumndropsdead - relapse; decay (nate2timez)

www.fawlinmusic.com

oh, i miss those days, woah
oh, i need u back, woah

could u ever love me if i never love myself, nah
i’m drowning now
even if you’d never, i will always drag myself down
i will always drag me down

flashbacks to the times that we had it all
nowadays we rely on the alcohol
can’t help but to think 'bout my past, and
how it all felt better way back then

sippin' pop poppin' wheelies past the bakery
those days man i swear they got the best of me
sixteen with a dream bout the limelight
now the dreams in my head don't sit right

could u ever love me if i never love myself, no
i’m drowning now
even if you’d never, i will always drag myself down
and i can’t help but feel like
i’m about to drown
the noises in my head will
always drag me down
always drag me down

oh, i miss those days, woah
oh, i need u back, woah

could u ever love me if i never love myself, no
i’m drowning now
even if you’d never, i will always drag myself down
and i can’t help but feel like
i’m about to drown
the noises in my head will
always drag me down
always drag me down


thank u for listening ilu!!! <3

shelter

a song i made about hating the cold and having depression lmao

shoutout michael for being that guy
shoutout aspect n heyrick for beat
yay

lyrics:

i hate the cold and you hate it too
i wish that i could be with you
if we wanted to, do this together
remember the times that we felt better

and now we don't
i feel alone
i fucking miss you don't be long
i don't like when you're gone
cus i don't know where you are
come back cus i can't fucking restart

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

really really wanna see you by my side
oh, is it really worth being alive
i just wanna survive for the night
just so i can look into those beautiful eyes

you tell beautiful lies
but we should never fight
i just wanna live my own fucking life
at the end of the night
i just wanna go cry
but you always know that-

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

hate the cold (aspect + heyrick)

please dont leave me now
i cant be alone
i cant go out on my own
i get so worked up crawling through the mud
i dont think i can get out

wait
im asleep
when i wake
ill forget
ill get up
draw a breath
try to make you understand me

these things take time
i get it
im not the one who said it
make me believe you meant it
trying to not regret it

worked up

prod by. noski x essar
sub to noski https://www.youtube.com/@prodbynoski
and essar https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4ck80Z9prYfnSElUW5_ezQ

lyrics:
everydays a struggle, everything is fucked up
i don't know what to say to you
tryna lift the rubble, crush it when i come up
i can't even make it through, but shit i ain leavin
i got too many things to believe in
they wont text me like "bro are you down?"
i gotta figure my own shit out.

where did i go wrong? i've been static for way too damn long
will you trust me? don't say that it's gone, say that it's gone, say that it's

you can tell me i'm stupid i know, 
but there's not any blood on the floor
i won't end my own life that's forsure,
i know that there's more there's gotta be
more than this, there's gotta be

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more than this.

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

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Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

i walk this earth 
all by myself
im doing drugs 
but they dont help
my voice is nothing
when im screaming out for help
i stretch my hand
but my grip just gives out

nobody gives a fuck about me
thats what i think to myself
when im alone in the city
i walk around the mall 
but theres nobody with me
what do i say
when theres nobody listening

i walk this earth 
all by myself
im doing drugs 
but they dont help
my voice is nothing
when im screaming out for help
i stretch my hand
but my grip just gives out

cover art by @max.jcr & @ekkstacy

more than this.

kais