I'm High every time

Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

fleur

mixed and mastered by @notmorgn

@supachefm 🎱✨🕸

always been violent 
never just learned to keep quiet 
ion like turning the page
struggle to pick up my eyelids
i keep on hiding in home
if u don't like me just go
i keep on trying to stay
but you don't want me all alone
time keeps on turning away 
why do you always need space?
i don't care about the times that you fucked up wit him 
you've been fucking wit me to my face
follow my vision
 and dick down these bitches 
idgaf what the people will say
its in my imprint 
theres something thats different 
the way that i sing and the way that i sway
you keep on trying to copy my plays
i cant see shit i am lost in a haze
all of my life ive been smoking away
tripping on chemicals deep in my brain

slide in that bitch and i tear up the sides
riding the wave you aint catching the vibes
i hit her up every time that I'm high
what if i told you i wanted to die?

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every time that im high (prod. notmorgn)

SheWannaSeeMeGlo ✨ w/ guccihighwaters + kevinacell [prod. gg rahkavelli]

if i had it all [prod. misery]

a collection of music from the last 4 months w/ Zack

thank you for all your love & continued support.

special thanks to Reaper, Nadiak, Ten50, & Bonta for the production.
thank you to T. Aubrey for direction and keeping us on track.

Floating Away w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. Nadiak)

prod. @gonetoofar

Lyrics

(Hook)
Life sucks Goddammit why the fuck I stay,
Five cuts dripping blood why I be this way,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change,
Why drugs why anything that's not safe,
Why love when the trust just seems to break,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change

(Verse)
Wake up but she start to wish she never would,
Wanna leave this world but she never could,
Taped up cuts but they still bleeding through,
Make-up cover up all the skin she bruise,
Say nothing don't talk to anyone around,
What a world it is with all the things you do,
She'll just stare into space,
No one cares if it's okay,
And if by chance she live she say,
Maybe one day I'll change

five cuts (prod. toofargone)

twitter.com/6hosttown
instagram.com/6hosttown

Let’s make it happen
cause i’m tired of splashing
do you know that’s not enough(babe)
& I got what you’re lackin'

I don’t know what’s out there 
or think the amounts fair
I just want one 
but she can’t open her mouth 
speak over the crowd we
need you to shout scream
won’t hear it from me
but if you tell me i’m out babe 
come to my house lay
down in the clouds stay 
over the night & 
let’s take care of your frown (hey)
running on empty
no one can tempt me
I’ve been around but they
we’re nothin but friends see

You’re at the end jean
my texts aren’t sending
I gotta vibe 
I can’t stay silent again leave
them in the past like
this is your last life
I won’t survive 
if I don’t finish the act right
why can’t I act right
funny you ask I
I always try 
but waves keep pulling me back slide 
I’ll get it this time
just give me this time
they’ve taken shots 
but I don’t think you can miss mine
you’re in my riptide

Let’s make it happen
cause i’m tired of splashing
do you know that’s not enough(babe)
& I got what you’re lackin'

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Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-im-back-and-a-little-less-drunk-lyrics

I'm back and a little less drunk

RiverKinn
"Conceited"
Produced by RiverKinn

--------------------
Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when

Standing in the dark
You tore my love apart
And left me broken
Bleeding out
You broke my fucking heart
I know we came so far
You left me with these scars
I tried so fucking hard
To be the things you needed

I tried so fucking hard

Would you believe it?
Said I'm too conceited
I gave you my love
Knowing you would leave it
Stayed true to form
And you retreated
You broke me down
And took the pieces

Standing in the dark
You tore my love apart
And left me broken
Bleeding out
You broke my fucking heart
I know we came so far
You left me with these scars
I tried so fucking hard
To be the things you needed

Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when
Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when

Don't know how and don't know when
Standing by myself again
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Conceited

RiverKinn
"Side of the Road"
Featuring Joei Razook
Produced by RiverKinn

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Joei Razook:
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?

RiverKinn:
I'll be alone
When I get home
You won't be there for me
And I already know
I'm on the road
Pick up my phone
I call
But I only hear a dialtone
I told you, "leave me alone"
But I was out of my head
I need you now more than ever
As I'm falling again
So reach out and touch me
When I forget
To catch my breath

Joei Razook:
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
--------------------

@riverkinn
@razook

Play Dead MMXIX

Side of the Road (feat. Joei Razook)

RiverKinn
"Descent"
Produced by RiverKinn

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It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Descent

"things need change yeah i swear"

written, produced, mixed, masterd by TRECHOR BOY
cover art by TRECHOR BOY
guitar riff courtesy of MARC GARCIA 
vocals: @sushisai, @trechorboy


Lyrics: 

[SUISAI]

cause i cant fight
those subtleties and little things
take over me

you'll never see me again !

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

(X2)

[TRECHOR BOY]

watch out 
for when i pull up, limousine
sippin white sprite, cola, no codeine

another day pass bash my head through plate glass 
now im bleedin from my fuckin- 
i cant feel anything below my neck & 
you stand still and watch it take me out

[SUISAI]

like when did we decide 
feelings compromised
every little thing
that you said to me
i thought we'd be
better off this time
wish we never tried
lie to myself
bottle up to the brim
overflowing
right out that top
CAUSE I CANT HOLD BACK
NO SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN
STAY QUIET
TRACK BACK TO BEFORE ALL OF THIS
HAPPENED CAUSE WHAT WAS THE POINT

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

BAD HEART

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BAD HEART w/ suisai

Won't Last (Prod. Vaegud & 5head)

One More Line (Prod. Holyvexy)

Produced by Paryo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_joXtIT0is

LUV U BABY WHY YOU NEVER TELL THE TRUTH

Lyrics:

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

[Bridge]
yeah tell me why
i stayed up 2 nights
tell me why

baby i tried
waiting for you 
but you didn't reply
why, why

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

Biteki びてき

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

Prod: @bornhero
Art by Niggaara:
https://twitter.com/Niggaara
https://www.instagram.com/niggaara/

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

On a steady diet of daydreams and fantasies
Everyone around me always seems to want a part of me
I'm falling all apart
I'm trying to forget that part
I got dead roses in my garden
I can't even bring em back from starving
Won't let you inside, like I'm hardened

I'mma be alright, like a skeleton at midnight
Writing all my songs all alone by my desk light
I'm inside my head saying that I'll never feel right
Pieces of me hiding, always running from the spotlight

Midnight (prod. Born Hero)

"it's about time you showed up, fox."
dayton, ohio, usa
self-produced
riverkinn@gmail.com / play dead corp.
thank u all so much

1800DEADBOY





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