how you arent unbelievably famous because of your music i dont know 

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RiverKinn
"Pressure"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I'm staring in the mirror
Don't recognize my face
Is this how I'm supposed to be?
The pressure's just too much
The pressure's just too much to take

I saw the way you looked into my eyes
It changed the moment I saw through your lies
You left me high and dry, waiting to die
I've tried to save what I kept on the inside
Out of sight, out of mind
I'm beginning to find
Every time I would rise
You had to push me behind

Was I just a step for you to raise yourself on?
Now I'm giving way under the truth
Will you call me a letdown?

I'm staring in the mirror
Don't recognize my face
Is this how I'm supposed to be?
The pressure's just too much
The pressure's just too much to take
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@riverkinn

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Pressure

RiverKinn
"Compulsive"
Produced by RiverKinn

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There's no turning back now
It's too late for that now
Left you in the past now
There's no turning back

Feel like I'm running in circles
I gotta get out of my head
Giving up everything I ever wanted
To wake up without a regret
Feel like I need to hit bottom with nothing
Before I can start it again
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Hard to protect
Head to the wall
Hard to forget

I'm always acting compulsive
Then cutting and running
The minute we start to connect
And I hate to be stuck in a corner
Unless I'm with you
I feel like I been losing a bet
But I do it to death
I chalk it up to be something I couldn't prevent
Smoking and drinking to cope with the stress
I'm always such a fucking mess

Grid locked
Stuck in traffic
Gave it all I had
I couldn't cut the habit
Think I caught another Mia Wallace
Vincent Vega living automatic
Like the pot that called the kettle black
You want to call me out
But never call me back
Lost the magic that I sought to have
And I can hear you laughing
As they drop my casket

(There's no turning back
There's no turning back
It's too late)

There's no turning back now
It's too late for that now
Left you in the past now
There's no turning back
(There's no turning back)
There's no turning back now
It's too late for that now
Left you in the past now
There's no turning back

(It's too late)
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@riverkinn

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Compulsive

RiverKinn
"Conceited"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when

Standing in the dark
You tore my love apart
And left me broken
Bleeding out
You broke my fucking heart
I know we came so far
You left me with these scars
I tried so fucking hard
To be the things you needed

I tried so fucking hard

Would you believe it?
Said I'm too conceited
I gave you my love
Knowing you would leave it
Stayed true to form
And you retreated
You broke me down
And took the pieces

Standing in the dark
You tore my love apart
And left me broken
Bleeding out
You broke my fucking heart
I know we came so far
You left me with these scars
I tried so fucking hard
To be the things you needed

Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when
Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when

Don't know how and don't know when
Standing by myself again
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@riverkinn

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Conceited

RiverKinn
"No Fair"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Took it too far
I'm the only one to blame
I pick up your call
But I don't know what to say
Hold my breath and try to stall
I know you'd never break my fall
Coming down hard
And you give my love away

Push me down and hold me under
Let me drown and drift away
Push me out and let me wonder
Is there nothing I can say?
Make me walk a hundred miles
Make me wait a thousand days
Make me feel like nothing while you
Hate me in a thousand ways

Nothing could compare
I can't breathe this air
Lift me up now
As it all falls down

No fair
You don't care
Gave it all back
And you left me there
I swear
I can't bear
Any more poison
Or despair
No fair
You don't care
Gave it all back
And you left me there
I swear
I can't bear
Any more poison

Took it too far
I'm the only one to blame
I pick up your call
But I don't know what to say
Hold my breath and try to stall
I know you'd never break my fall
Coming down hard
And you give my love away

No fair
You don't care
Gave it all back
And you left me there
I swear
I can't bear
Any more poison
Or despair
No fair
You don't care
Gave it all back
And you left me there
I swear
I can't bear
Any more poison
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

No Fair

RiverKinn
"Paper"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I'm falling up
Insomnia
I'm on your drug
It's not enough
I'm caving in
I'm out of luck
I break the skin
But I'm still out of touch
I'm wading in water
It's pulling me down
And it's drowning me
Gotta get out the flood
I'm praying and hoping
Replaying the moment
I gave you my broken heart
Out of blood
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Wishing that I could still go to you
I'm feeling cold
I've been abused
Sick and I'll never get over you

Tell me if only
You let me down slowly

Fold me seven times
Like paper
Tear me from the spine
Throw me to the side
I dare you
Look me in my eyes
Fold me seven times
Like paper
Tear me from the spine
Throw me to the side
I dare you
Look me in my eyes
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Paper

RiverKinn
"Side of the Road"
Featuring Joei Razook
Produced by RiverKinn

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Joei Razook:
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?

RiverKinn:
I'll be alone
When I get home
You won't be there for me
And I already know
I'm on the road
Pick up my phone
I call
But I only hear a dialtone
I told you, "leave me alone"
But I was out of my head
I need you now more than ever
As I'm falling again
So reach out and touch me
When I forget
To catch my breath

Joei Razook:
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
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@riverkinn
@razook

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Side of the Road (feat. Joei Razook)

RiverKinn
"Lighthouse"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I don't want to fall
Want to fall in line
Now you never call
Never call you mine
Yeah, I think I might've gone
Too far this time
But I don't want to sink
With the falling tide

Lighthouse lead me home
Lead me home
Lead me home
Lead me home

I don't want to fall
Want to fall in line
(Fall in line)
Now you never call
Never call you mine
(Call you mine)
Yeah, I think I might've gone
Too far this time
(Think I might've gone
Too far this time)
But I don't want to sink
With the falling tide

Lighthouse lead me home
Lead me home
Lead me home
Lead me home
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@riverkinn

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The Mansion In My Nightmare

Lighthouse

RiverKinn
"Descent"
Produced by RiverKinn

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It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen
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@riverkinn

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Descent

RiverKinn
"302"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I try and describe the hurt
But I can't find the words
Is this what I deserve?
Is this what I deserve to be?
I just can't commit
But it's so hard to quit
Is this the way it is?
Is this the way it has to be?

I know what I want to say
Not how to say it
I wish it was easy
To get all this out of my head
But shit ain't as simple
As talking about all the feelings
That I don't know how to express
Now it's a problem
A blunt and a bottle
I swim to the bottom of
Out of regret
That never solve it
What did I expect?
I don't bring it up to you
Out of respect

For you
All I go through
It's all old news to you
You don't care to hear it now
Or hear about it
You don't care to hear me out
And I'm so used to it
I'm no use to you

I try and describe the hurt
But I can't find the words
Is this what I deserve?
Is this what I deserve to be?
I just can't commit
But it's so hard to quit
Is this the way it is?
Is this the way it has to be?
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@riverkinn

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The Self-Sabotage Of Love

RiverKinn
"Burnout"
Produced by RiverKinn

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You watch as everything comes crashing down around me
(I can't escape)
You swept me off my feet and left me where you found me
(I can't escape)

How long do you expect me to be something that I'm not
Yet never wanted anything but honesty?
You love to claim the credit now, for everything I've got
Can't handle all your expectation haunting me

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending

I feel like I'm burning out
Just ashes in your rain
This poison helps to wash it down
I see it worsen every day
Every time I turn around
Feel like I'm followed by my shame
Beyond a shadow of a doubt
I'm sick from swallowing my pain

How long do you expect me to be something that I'm not
Yet never wanted anything but honesty?
You love to claim the credit now, for everything I've got
Can't handle all your expectation haunting me

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending
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@riverkinn

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Burnout

RiverKinn
"Black Widow"
Produced by RiverKinn

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSxOvjrwHS4

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Black widow on my windowsill
Dark shadow in the corner of my room
I sweat a fever when I get so ill
It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume
My heart sinks
I can't think
The ice melts
In my drink
I try to wish it away
The come down
Is too loud
I'm too proud
To reach out
I feel it slipping away

I used to call you when I'd get like this
But I was in the wrong to think you'd care
And things are different now
But I still feel your poison in the air
I don't mean to complain
But we just aren't the same
And I accept the blame

But I don't know if I should stay
Don't know if I should stay here
Don't know if I should stay
Don't know if I can stay here with you

Black widow on my windowsill
Dark shadow in the corner of my room
I sweat a fever when I get so ill
It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume
My heart sinks
I can't think
The ice melts
In my drink
I try to wish it away
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Black Widow

"it's about time you showed up, fox."
dayton, ohio, usa
self-produced
riverkinn@gmail.com / play dead corp.
thank u all so much

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