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RiverKinn
"Sleepless"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
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Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed

I can't forget the way you looked
In all those photographs we took
I kept them hidden for so long
Between the pages of your books
And I never read a single page
I'd memorize the things you'd say
I'll take your secrets to my grave
But could you say the same when there's

Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Sleepless

RiverKinn
"Conceited"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when

Standing in the dark
You tore my love apart
And left me broken
Bleeding out
You broke my fucking heart
I know we came so far
You left me with these scars
I tried so fucking hard
To be the things you needed

I tried so fucking hard

Would you believe it?
Said I'm too conceited
I gave you my love
Knowing you would leave it
Stayed true to form
And you retreated
You broke me down
And took the pieces

Standing in the dark
You tore my love apart
And left me broken
Bleeding out
You broke my fucking heart
I know we came so far
You left me with these scars
I tried so fucking hard
To be the things you needed

Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when
Standing by myself again
I tried so hard to let you in
I know you need my help, my friend
But don't know how
And don't know when

Don't know how and don't know when
Standing by myself again
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Conceited

RiverKinn
"No Fair"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Took it too far
I'm the only one to blame
I pick up your call
But I don't know what to say
Hold my breath and try to stall
I know you'd never break my fall
Coming down hard
And you give my love away

Push me down and hold me under
Let me drown and drift away
Push me out and let me wonder
Is there nothing I can say?
Make me walk a hundred miles
Make me wait a thousand days
Make me feel like nothing while you
Hate me in a thousand ways

Nothing could compare
I can't breathe this air
Lift me up now
As it all falls down

No fair
You don't care
Gave it all back
And you left me there
I swear
I can't bear
Any more poison
Or despair
No fair
You don't care
Gave it all back
And you left me there
I swear
I can't bear
Any more poison

Took it too far
I'm the only one to blame
I pick up your call
But I don't know what to say
Hold my breath and try to stall
I know you'd never break my fall
Coming down hard
And you give my love away

No fair
You don't care
Gave it all back
And you left me there
I swear
I can't bear
Any more poison
Or despair
No fair
You don't care
Gave it all back
And you left me there
I swear
I can't bear
Any more poison
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

No Fair

RiverKinn
"Paper"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I'm falling up
Insomnia
I'm on your drug
It's not enough
I'm caving in
I'm out of luck
I break the skin
But I'm still out of touch
I'm wading in water
It's pulling me down
And it's drowning me
Gotta get out the flood
I'm praying and hoping
Replaying the moment
I gave you my broken heart
Out of blood
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Wishing that I could still go to you
I'm feeling cold
I've been abused
Sick and I'll never get over you

Tell me if only
You let me down slowly

Fold me seven times
Like paper
Tear me from the spine
Throw me to the side
I dare you
Look me in my eyes
Fold me seven times
Like paper
Tear me from the spine
Throw me to the side
I dare you
Look me in my eyes
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Paper

RiverKinn
"Side of the Road"
Featuring Joei Razook
Produced by RiverKinn

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Joei Razook:
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?

RiverKinn:
I'll be alone
When I get home
You won't be there for me
And I already know
I'm on the road
Pick up my phone
I call
But I only hear a dialtone
I told you, "leave me alone"
But I was out of my head
I need you now more than ever
As I'm falling again
So reach out and touch me
When I forget
To catch my breath

Joei Razook:
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
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@riverkinn
@razook

Play Dead MMXIX

Side of the Road (feat. Joei Razook)

RiverKinn
"Lighthouse"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I don't want to fall
Want to fall in line
Now you never call
Never call you mine
Yeah, I think I might've gone
Too far this time
But I don't want to sink
With the falling tide

Lighthouse lead me home
Lead me home
Lead me home
Lead me home

I don't want to fall
Want to fall in line
(Fall in line)
Now you never call
Never call you mine
(Call you mine)
Yeah, I think I might've gone
Too far this time
(Think I might've gone
Too far this time)
But I don't want to sink
With the falling tide

Lighthouse lead me home
Lead me home
Lead me home
Lead me home
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

The Mansion In My Nightmare

Lighthouse

RiverKinn
"Descent"
Produced by RiverKinn

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It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen

Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?
Did it mean nothing?
Did it mean nothing to you?

It was over in a moment
When I thought we had it all
And I don't know where to go now
You were there to watch me fall
And my descent was complimented
By the thought of you and me
And all the pain I can't prevent
You won't believe the things I've seen
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Descent

RiverKinn & Jesssdirt
"Cutting Off My Senses"
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
Cutting off my senses
You render me defenseless
Always so relentless
And do act so pretentious
You create a great divide
Between us when you tell your lies
I'm broken from this tension

JESS:
All the shit you promised me
Was a lie
Took all this time for me to
Realize
Made a fool of myself, take
My advice
Never trust someone
That won't apologize
Go on and say goodbye
Look them in the eyes
You'll make it out alive
Run away tonight

I'm better
Without you in my life
You know it
I see it in your eyes
Gave you all
The things money can't buy
The end was
Always in near sight
Go on and say goodbye
Look them in the eyes
You'll make it out alive
Run away tonight

RiverKinn & JESS:
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses

Cutting off my senses
You render me defenseless
Always so relentless
And don't act so pretentious
You create a great divide
Between us when you tell your lies
I'm broken from this tension

Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
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@riverkinn
@jesssdirt

PLAY DEAD MMXIX

RiverKinn & Jesssdirt - CUTTINGOFFMYSENSES (prod. RiverKinn)

RiverKinn
"Why Did I Even Bother"
Produced by RiverKinn

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(Yeah)

In too deep
Now I'm in too deep
In too deep
Now I'm in too deep

Yeah, I've been frustrated
Feel like I'm stuck in place
And what a waste
If aggravation all I ever come away with
It's always something, ain't it?
I'm feeling subjugated
When everybody seem to love it
But I fucking hate it
I run in circles
Every day getting harder
It feel impossible
Like I've been trying to breathe underwater
I let it go
The devil call to make me an offer
I tied the anchor 'round my ankles
And I sank to the bottom

In too deep
Now I'm in too deep
In too deep
Now I'm in too deep

In too deep
Now I'm in too deep
In too deep
Now I'm in too deep
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

The Self-Sabotage Of Love

Why Did I Even Bother

RiverKinn
"Hate Me If You Need To"
Featuring SpaceMan Zack
Produced by RiverKinn

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SpaceMan Zack:
I don't know
(I don't know)
What I'm doing with your heart
And it shows
(And it shows)
Everything is all my fault
I've been out here on the road
I don't think I'm coming home
You can hate me if you need to, girl
I'm a slave to all my flaws

RiverKinn:
You led me on for so long
You dragged my body by your leash
Your collar tied around my neck
You just kept suffocating me
Well I hope you enjoyed it
Watching me crawl through the dirt
Keep trying to avoid it
You'll get everything that you deserve

SpaceMan Zack & RiverKinn:
I don't know
(I don't know)
What I'm doing with your heart
And it shows
(And it shows)
Everything is all my fault
I've been out here on the road
I don't think I'm coming home
You can hate me if you need to, girl
I'm a slave to all my flaws

(I'm a slave to all my flaws)
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@riverkinn
@spacemanzack

Play Dead MMXIX

Hate Me If You Need To (feat. SpaceMan Zack)

RiverKinn
"Burnout"
Produced by RiverKinn

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You watch as everything comes crashing down around me
(I can't escape)
You swept me off my feet and left me where you found me
(I can't escape)

How long do you expect me to be something that I'm not
Yet never wanted anything but honesty?
You love to claim the credit now, for everything I've got
Can't handle all your expectation haunting me

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending

I feel like I'm burning out
Just ashes in your rain
This poison helps to wash it down
I see it worsen every day
Every time I turn around
Feel like I'm followed by my shame
Beyond a shadow of a doubt
I'm sick from swallowing my pain

How long do you expect me to be something that I'm not
Yet never wanted anything but honesty?
You love to claim the credit now, for everything I've got
Can't handle all your expectation haunting me

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Burnout

"it's about time you showed up, fox."
dayton, ohio, usa
self-produced
riverkinn@gmail.com / play dead corp.
thank u all so much

Lighthouse

RiverKinn

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