I’m not suicidal I just hate to exist
a pessimistic piece of shit doesn’t care if he’s missed
it don’t matter, what you say anymore 
I’ve reached the point of fucking breaking screaming out through the door
 
what if I stay, would you tell me I’m ok and just stray 
further down that path until we just break
you start to tell me that it’s just too much to fake
you need to focus on yourself so stay away
 
yeah, so tell me why I never see the bright side of life
I’m barley hanging by my fingertips they’re burning with fire
the ground below is way too far if I fall I won’t be fine
and when my face impacts on rocks they’ll probably say that I died
 
but I didn’t, I’m still here, 
the cracks in my skull have appeared
I scream out, to nowhere
I see death, make me disappear
 
I never, I never thought I be stuck forever
together, together, take my hand face the pressure.
get better, get better, on your knees for their pleasure
we sever, we sever, emotions like what ever 
 
the rain falls down 24 hours a day
it never stops, see it rising as it starts to decay
the walls around, warping floorboards with age
it’s like I’m stuck in the place; there’s no time here so just stay away
 
cus everything brings back the memories, 
sometimes I wish I died in that car crash just let me be
but I can’t change the fact from fiction if I can’t tell what is real
like who am I, I don’t know I can’t feel
 
I know I’m trapped behind the glass of crt monitors
the static breathes inside my conscious, built upon promises
notice my head just starts to turn and looks me straight in the eye
I see someone who isn’t me turn back and give me a smile
 
well, that’s it, I’m still here
the one who breathes is the one that I fear
I scream out to nowhere
the glass cracks as I disappear

Coal Mine

STREAM

GRIEF

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(Broadus)

Nothing left to lose  
But we stay stuck abused


You got something else to say 
I see nothing but a stain 
Spit it out and burn away 
You’re a waste of fuckin space 

Ash my life out 
I treat my mind like I’m the prey 
Hunting me down 
No right or wrong we’re both to blame

Ash my life out into the tray 
I treat my mind like I’m the prey 
Hunting me down we’re in the grey 
No right or wrong we’re both to blame 

We burn so bright then thrown away 
Dancing around in this ballet
We put our crowns on to display 
No right or wrong we’re both to blame 

(Rivilin)

Yeah, so crucify me out on the cross, you know that I never learn
You set the kindle ablaze, see watch my skin start to burn
Is this it? Is this all you have to give?
You're nothing but a senseless waste of time, I raise from this pit

I'm coming back, I'm the illness that's inside of you, I'm digging in your skin
I will show you what you could have been, break the bones in your shin
As we left you there, yeah grovelling, you'll find nothing within
Just a hollow empty spectre, yeah you never put all in

(Broadus)

Ash my life out into the tray 
I treat my mind like I’m the prey 
Hunting me down we’re in the grey 
No right or wrong we’re both to blame 

We burn so bright then thrown away 
Dancing around in this ballet
We put our crowns on to display 
No right or wrong we’re both to blame 

There is a nightmare living under the surface 
9 pounds to cut isn’t enough I have to go to the bone 
I treat my mind like I’m the prey 
Hunting me down 
No right or wrong we’re both to blame

Ash my life out into the tray 
I treat my mind like I’m the prey 
Hunting me down we’re in the grey 
No right or wrong we’re both to blame 

We burn so bright then thrown away 
Dancing around in this ballet
We put our crowns on to display 
No right or wrong we’re both to blame

Both To Blame

fuckboy

GODS WILL

cover me red
off with your head
the truth is i couldn’t care less if im dead
a bouquet of roses the color that i bled
i never wanna love again it never seem to last
the place where we met 
your face when you left
we can see the stars and the moon from the ledge
now you gotta let me go i’m hanging by a thread
never wanna let you go forever in the past

hands on my body
i love how you hate me
hearts on my shawty
i bend so you break me
i don’t wanna get no blood on your sweater
if you’re lying then i’m crying and we’re dying together

sweater song (leak)

NIGHTCRAWLER

DO HELLHOUNDS STILL GO TO HEAVEN

SUSPIRIA (feat. Davin Glover)

The Silence In Between the Notes

been on my personal playlist since the original came out. thought i would share

home by dawn (slowed) (prod. VE)

SHE GOT DEVIL PLANS, I KNOW THAT SHE GON DO IT!

what the fuck she give me tonight?  FEAT Hazey

Self produced / Sad  

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Both To Blame

Rivilin

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