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[LYRICS]

Got your blade in my back and I can't catch my breath
Don't you hate when you left me begging for death
Cuz your words cut

Cut like a masamune
Left me parallel
My heart bleeds in the shadow realm
Like a masamune 
Left me parallel
God, please, can I go to Heaven now?  
Like a masamune 

Like a masamune

We are desperate to find our way back to the bloody battlefield
Cannot find a reason why I fight for you don't wanna talk about it

Do or die bury
Just bury me alone
You were my cherry
My cherry blossom

Never thought it'd be like this
Imma die like this
Cuz your words cut

Cut like a masamune
Left me parallel
My heart bleeds in the shadow realm
Like a masamune 
Left me parallel
God, please, can I go to Heaven now?  
Like a masamune 

Like a masamune 
Like a masamune

Lyrics/Producer: Joshua Adam Henson
Mixed/Mastered: Brody McKeegan

Broken Heart; Blue Version

Masamune

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/DGNFZz0PoHc

Lyrics

I been sitting in the same damn room
For the last 3 days
This gun be my tomb

New year with the same damn booze
And the same bad news
Rip MF DOOM

I create to survive
Don't you fucking talk

Down on me boy
Bitch you ain't know what I've lost

Ex bitch with the notes gun kill herself
Blame it all on me, like its my fault, I cannot help

If I leave you gun die, hold it over me
Chain me up, like a mutt, ima dirty beast

If I leave and you die can I live with these
Thoughts in my head telling me pull it to the beat

Your abusive
You manipulate
All these thoughts in my brain got me in a craze

I'm the object
That you want to stay
Tryna leave but your gripping me to fucking stay

Cus I don't fucking get, don't fucking get it
What did you mean what a minute no fuck it forget it
I deserve better then this, your taking the piss
Another bottle down is this bliss, you think ill be missed, I know I wont

Waking on the edge of fucking suicide
Teetering from left to right you know its fucking do or die
All we got's this music shit man we lie and say were fine
Popping pills just to feel something more then this emptiness inside

How the fuck
Do I stop all these memories
Flooding into me, like a gutter I got rotten leaves

I be seeing every frame in the kitchen sink
Ghosts in my past man I miss my brother Davey G

This some real shit so fuck all you fake bots
I got loved ones in coffins it ain't stop
I got exes that crazy we aint talk
I got problems and they wanna out ya

Ima break it
I can't take it
All these thoughts in my head cuz you crazy

You be gripping me babe
So watch as I take
Off cuz your hate aint got no fuckin weight

SLOTHBOI ain't giving you love
When you only get happy when I be fucked up
I'll see your face in the dust
Cuz I'm moving on from your grip issa bust

Put a knife in my mouth lacerate all round
Until my tongues on the floor, 404 I'm not found
Cus I all I see is your fucking freckles and perfect smile
But every time I look into your eyes you kill me just a little bit inside

So you break the fucking bottle over my head tell my friends I'm better off dead
Yeah I know they're fucking with you more then me
So I cut off everyone stay inside my fucking room
Got the slothboi by my back, don't fuck with you that's a fact

Chains

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Chains w/ Rivilin (5head)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

yeah crucify me stab me in the front
what was I expecting I knew you’d break my trust
watch the veil come down and cover up my eyes
would you come and save me, ill believe your lies

tell me what’s the point I feel like I’ve given up
should I call you back when I know this isn’t love
you just take advantage when im on the low
when I need you most I find myself all alone

I can feel it in my skin crawling under my eyes
its constant negativity that makes the doubt and takes emotions that I hide
until im just left feeling so numb
a delicate flower that breaks when it’s loved

im over-medicated i didn’t want to say it
because if I admit it, you just freak out and leave me here all alone
and it shows
that i don’t know how to communicate to you at all

I see you suffering, you know it’s hurting me
I ask if your ok but you just find ways to push away
all the pain
until it builds and builds and you take it out all on me

so why can’t you explain to me what you're going through
you know you're not alone
but we shut everyone out
until were drowning in our doubt

Live A Liar

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

--------------------
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
--------------------

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

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Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

I just wanna feel alive, but it’s not right, im not high
everything’s too much when we collide
I break down, thought id get used to this
unravel when I get too nervous

you’re burnt in me no the wounds not healing
you pick at it so it won’t stop bleeding
you hit me up I don’t want to talk now
anger builds and the walls close around

shut me off I don’t want to feel this
I just stare while you’re throwing your fist
I hate the noise so I stopped replying
your screaming now but im lost in silence

the veil comedowns and holds me closely
I take a step while the ground is calling
I don’t know why this just happens to me
if I let go will you come and save me

I WISH I COULD BE ALIVE

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

Lyrics:

(Robstar)
(chorus)
Yeah
I've got a voice inside of my head, telling me "I need to fill up my bag"
It's a life of money or else death
So I catch my breath then I scream right back
Sayin' Rob is off of his meds I just test anything when it aint Prozac
When I die, better bury me at midnight
Like life, rest in, dressed in black

I was working overtime
I never knew what I'd become in the spotlight
Take another pill it's alright
It already killed when the thrill is a lifeline

(SCAR$)
(Verse)
Look at me I'm so done
Look at me I'm so fun
Til I grab my gun and ya'll start to run
Look at me I'm so done
Look at me I'm so fun
But my heart will stop as the clock hits one

Wasn't really built for this shit
Wasn't really ready for this shit or even care for this shit
But it's cool I admit
Yeah
As I'm starting to desire it

They're like damn
Scar$ is fucking killin' it
Bitch I'm fucking bringin' it
You wanna be a star and my team already livin' it

We some kings of the underground 
I'll use my wings as you crawl around

We some kings of the underground 
I'll use my wings as you crawl around

(Robstar & SCAR$)
(chorus)
Yeah
I've got a voice inside of my head, telling me "I need to fill up my bag"
It's a life of money or else death
So I catch my breath then I scream right back
Sayin' Rob is off of his meds I just test anything when it aint Prozac
When I die, better bury me at midnight
Like life, rest in, dressed in black

I was working overtime
I never knew what I'd become in the spotlight
Take another pill it's alright
It already killed when the thrill is a lifeline

Lifeline

SCAR$ & Robstar - Lifeline

prod. ocin
guitars: yago

(I always found it hard 
The answers 
X2) 

I always found it hard to find 
The answers 
To all the problems they describe 
No answers 
Could ever save us from our lies girl 
Could ever save us from the night girl 
Cause every fucking road 

We can’t go wrong 
Feel it in your back now 
I can’t go wrong 
No more luck I’m growing fast now 
I can’t go wrong 
Feel it in your head now 
We can’t go wrong 
I can’t 

I can’t tell what’s real no more 
I can’t feel love am I insane? 
All these thoughts consume my brain 
You should leave me here in the rain girl 
Leave me alone, I’m in my zone 
No matter what I’ll find a way 
way 

Can’t go wrong 
Feel it in your back now 
I can’t go wrong 
No more luck I’m growing fast now 
I can’t go wrong 
feel it in your head now 
we can’t go wrong 
I can’t

can't go wrong

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi for jumping on this track <3

Yeah, take a step back see the faces under yeah they scream
get my life back from the ones who say they're real to me
feel the train tracks vibrate under as you intervene
get a flashback, realize now that  suicide is free

memories stack, like a knife it slices and I bleed
(I FEEL FREE)
realize now that, the options there if I just want to leave
(FOLLOW ME)
feel my spine crack from the pressure of the stress it creaks
(I FEEL FREE)
flick a match down watch the embers burning at my feet
(FOLLOW ME)

cut up slice down, I don't want to talk now
(DOWN THE HOLE)
change up lose faith in a god who betrayed
(NO, NO)
everything that we tried to be
(ANIMALS)
we're just human yeah why can't you understand
(WE’RE ANIMALS)

how cruel could you be, to give a body to someone so weak
(DOWN IT ALL)
it's not like you to intervene, then why’d you put a curse on me
(FOLD, FOLD)
deteriorate, fatigue, chemistry wasn't your expertise
(MAN THE ZONE)
you lied, then left, guess this father never cared
(BURN IT ALL)
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke
 


Burn the world ash I’m doing god a fucking favor
Watch me self destruct and I’ma send you to your maker
All together now let's walk to hell it's getting cold
Know the devil waiting, keeping on saying, that we gotta go

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke

Lazarus Ft $lothboi

Yeah, yeah

flip a coin and lay it on my eyes
I can tell that you're not surprised
little bones just overgrow
and you think that its fine to just cheat

I guess it’s true that loves bittersweet
think of him when you're just on me
it's like my fingers snap and start to break
this is just more than I can take

im pacing back and forth inside an empty room
where the door is always closed until the ghosts are going home
where the devil on my shoulder says I look pretty lost
as he gives a big grin my stomach fills with disgust

but I gave in, and I let him 
and he tormented me again
so I came home to nothing 
yeah what was there to expect

I stay alone in my bed
I guess that's just for the best
don't go out I don't eat
I can't take it, I just sleep

wake up again, don't exist
bury the shame in my head
I just sit there I don't breath
I just smile now I can't leave


every day it starts, the doubt becomes a hole
always stay at home but scared of being alone
and when you open up you find your let down
smother up your face so you can't make a sound

when reflections come through,
and the distance between us is unfathomable
when the mental states true,
and I hate this existence, it's unexplainable

so where does that leave me, I don't know
the emotions are crushed down, below
so then it's bottled up inside 
scratching at the walls where it cracks and I find I can't hide

but I gave in, and I let him 
and he tormented me again
so I came home to nothing 
yeah what was there to expect

Wake Up Again

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

I WISH I COULD BE ALIVE

Rivilin

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