Friends

LSD with Dante X

Thank You For Everything

I'm breaking apart as we go
I've never seen down this road
As the cracks are seeping in
Please, help me within
Maybe it's all  over my head
Feeling like this is the darkest of dread
That I cannot escape
Trade my life if I could save you

What have I done, who have I become
Staring right back at the edge of the gun
What if I stay, look the other way
Saving myself at the end of my days
But know, this ain't the end
Fill my heart with love and suspense
Where were you when I tried

cast your stones, they dont hurt
i’m here at the stake where i like to burn

and it seems like a problem
im drinking this solvent
to fight off my demons
though i want to call it
too much of an addict
a sick alcoholic
i live in disease
Because there’s no cure

wounded wasted
hating this basement
the change in your faces
dont tell me i’m pure
i fought angels
through pleasures and mangers
i wanted the dangers
and i was so sure

What have I done, who have I become
Staring right back at the edge of the gun
What if I stay, look the other way
Saving myself at the end of my days
But know, this ain't the end
Fill my heart with love and suspense
Where were you when I tried

Beautiful Disguise ft. s0cliché

LYRICS:
Okay (okay!)
Revy told em watch out for the snakes (for the snakes!)
Bitch I look like runnin shit it's prolly cuz you ain't
I'm finna take off, put you on the radar
Everything you say dawg
Sounding like its fake
God dammit Imma ride for my team
You better pay your respects
All that talk shit is cheap
I'm coming straight for your neck
I fuckin break hoes
Listen what I say hoe
I ain't with that lame shit
You gettin waht you pay for, pay for

Stickin it back my body look like I'm about to die, I'm a wreck
You Talkin crazy imma hurt you, Yeah I swear I'm insane
Gold chains never felt right, get high
I been doin dirty mothafucka better hop off my back
I'm on fire, Revy gettin higher
I'm about to drop a fuckin rock I need a lighter
They gettin tired, "Revy why you fuck up?"
My brain don't work the same
Now pussy boi go shut the fuck up

I just dropped a ball I got my shawty fuckin tweakin hoe
Fetty do em dirty might not make it thru the season hoe
My fate finna take a fuckin turn into the grave
Drop a body like a dime I do the dash I cant be late

Okay (okay!)
Revy told em watch out for the snakes (for the snakes!)
Bitch I look like runnin shit it's prolly cuz you ain't
I'm finna take off, put you on the radar
Everything you say dawg
Sounding like its fake
God dammit 
Okay (okay!)
Revy told em watch out for the snakes (for the snakes!)
Bitch I look like runnin shit it's prolly cuz you ain't
I'm finna take off, put you on the radar
Everything you say dawg
Sounding like its fake

I NEVER NEEDED YOU

I NEVER NEEDED YOU (prod. RULZ)

Rise up from the rubble, there's no ground to stand
The promise of it getting betters just bland
You come to my home where I chose to withdraw
This battle inside isn't something that's fought
 
This towns now deserted since they shut the gate
They covered their faces while we got betrayed
You find you're still standing above your own flesh
I thought I was happy, I guess this ain’t it
 
That's when I turned around at the sound of a voice
You’re saying I’m glad that I’m finally here
Still don't know where I am really 
If I think about it, then it's clear
 
This place is where you go after
you get consumed by your doubt
And that voice I heard starts to guide me
And leads me outside this house
 
This is where you left your family
Tell yourself that they never cared
Here's where you stay, and you'll suffer
Until your bodies repaired  
 
It feels like time never changes
Since night seems never to come
And now your left here in limbo
I ask yeah what have I done
 
I never wanted it to be like this,
I didn't think that I was going to be missed
I thought I’d be happy but this isn't it
And now I realize, I’ve left my soul in a pit
 
It doesn't matter anymore I already chose to quit
Selfishly just cut my ties as I am found in a ditch
Tell myself if I had stayed, I would have still just done it
I’m all alone, into the depths I submit
 
I don’t really get it but my skin just flakes
Overwhelmed by flowers I burst then decay
As insects crawl inside, they gather within
They salvage what’s left of me, I just can’t win
 
Become isolated I’m one with the fear
That dissociation never disappears
And when I open up, I get ostracised
I think somethings wrong I guess that’s not a lie
 
I just try to reach for help out there, but there was nothing for me to grasp
heart held fast but I could never fathom, just how long despair would just last
like what are you stupid, none of this is real, come closer and soon you will feel
the judgment of ones who said they’d be there, with that it all became clear
 
and when I woke up bandages surround me, I guess this time they’ll same I’m sincere
And when I told them I am not coping, you know they won’t interfere
Just lock my mental state up in a capsule, hiding it will make you feel real
All it did was numb me out, until I knew that I was not here

Let the fire consume me

Come to in a bathroom tub, waters on, frozen I’m stuck
can't believe I'm here again, broken arms I can't pretend
that it's just normal to be pacing these hospital rooms
tryna search for something but every time I get a little closer, I'm consumed.

wake up, wake up
You’re floating above the sky, you think the clouds are rushing past
you feel like you’re just alive, for once in your life,
but that's just it, it builds up and then you fall upon knives, like what’s up

Worst part of it, I’m just repeating myself over and over and over again
nothing changes; I just stay, try to get up it's too late
set on fire, melted down, regenerated these flames are bound
to soul when I am found, I'll be screaming without a sound

teeth filled with the flesh of another, 
you don’t want all of this, you don’t want to be missed
I see the faces coming forth from the shadows,
they're brewing down to a cyst, they leave my neck tied and twist 

stare down from the edge I can’t breathe
I see death’s stare looking straight into me
He says, If you fall hit the ground; fall apart
I'll pick your little pieces up, but can't fix a broken heart, I loathe

I look up to see that no one is there 
it's just the grey sky that latches, fills me up with despair
I try to reach up, yeah, but no one replies
constantly tearing at my skin just to see if I'm alive

Welcome to hell you said. didn't imagine it'd be like this
gone unfed, can't afford to eat, yea this world is far from bliss
blessed above with dissociation, try to get a grip losing patience
as you push your nails through my hands, flinching back I didn't understand

yeah, there’s no meaning to it; you just enjoyed it
see my face fill with pain, breaking bones to remain
Yeah, to be the one you’ve chosen, my eyes are frozen
on seeing your smile decay, grind me down you betray

and there’s just me, laying in this bedroom alone
and sometimes I hear the noises scratching at the walls they beckon and call
yeah just to see some type of change, they want me to cave so they can control
what's fucking left of this body as I drink myself a hole, and you say

teeth filled with the flesh of another, 
you don’t want all of this, you don’t want to be missed
I see the faces coming forth from the shadows,
they're brewing down to a cyst, they leave my neck tied and twist 

stare down from the edge I can’t breathe
I see death’s stare looking straight into me
He says, If you fall hit the ground; fall apart
I'll pick your little pieces up, but can't fix a broken heart, I loathe

I look up to see that no one is there 
it's just the grey sky that latches, fills me up with despair
I try to reach up, yeah, but no one replies
constantly tearing at my skin just to see if I'm alive

University Telephone Hotline

lyrics:

ITS A DAMN GOOD DAY FOR A SACRIFICE
AH NO WAY NO WAY I CAN MAKE IT TONIGHT
I BEEN 
SO DONE WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYES
GOT SOME RAZOR BLADE FANGS AND MY BLOOD IN HER SIGHTS

I’M SICK OF WAKING UP AND I THINK ABOUT YOU
YOU SAID IT HURTS BUT I FEEL IT TOO
HATE THE WAY THAT IM ON AND OFF IT
I MADE AMENDS BUT IM OWED A FEW
CASE TO CASE ITS LIKE DEJA VU
YOURE TO BLAME BUT THAT SHIT AINT NEW
WIPING YOUR FACE AND YOU CLAIM YOU PRAY
BUT YOUR DANCE DONT CHANGE I CAN SEE YOUR RUSE

FLIES WONT EVEN TOUCH ON ALL THE SHIT THAT YOU DONE SAID
LOOKIN BACK I MADE MISTAKES BUT IVE FORGIVEN WHAT YOU DID
FEELIN SORRY FOR THE MARTYR NOT SO SORRY FOR THE DAUGHTER
YOU CAN CURSE ME ALL YOU WANT BUT I KNOW WHAT YOU LIKE IN BED

BUT YOU KNOW YOU’D FEEL BETTER IF YOU JUST DID WHAT YOU DIDN’T
I COULDA CLAIMED WE AINT THE SAME BUT I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU BEEN MISSIN
GOT SOME DOLLARS AND SOME CHANGE THAT WONT CUT THE PAIN FROM HITTIN
I DON’T NEED YOUR DULL ADVICE I GOT THIS POWDER AND A VISION

YOU THINK I’M TALKIN BOUT YOU IN TRACKS
YOU GETTIN CONFUSED WITH MY PAST
I MIGHT BE TALKIN ALL ON MY LAST OR JUST ASSUMING WHAT I GET NEXT
I GOT SOME BAD BEHAVIORS IM SAVIN THE WORST ALL FOR LATER
THEY TAKIN SHOTS AT ME WHATEVER KEEP YOUR AIM BELOW MY HALO

ILL ACT LIKE I DIDNT NOTICE AINT NO POINT IN EVEN TRYIN
WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU PLAYIN ILL GO SO LOW LOOK WHOS DYIN
TRADE THE PAIN IN FOR SEDATION ON THAT SAME SHIT THAT YOU LOATHING
ILL MAKE SURE THAT YOU REMEMBER BABYGIRL ITS OPEN SEASON

FEELIN LIKE CRAWLING OUT OF MY SKIN 
I SEE YOU POST ANOTHER NEW PIC
IM FEEDIN ATTENTION INTO MY WRIST
I GOT THESE SCARS TO MATCH TO YOUR LIPS
AND I CANT TAKE THE WAY THAT THIS IS
IM TOO FAR GONE TO LET IT ALL SIT
WHOS MAKIN IT BACK WHEN HIGH ROAD ENDS
ITS EITHER GON BE ME YOU OR HIM
FUCK

ITS A DAMN GOOD DAY FOR A SACRIFICE
AH NO WAY NO WAY I CAN MAKE IT TONIGHT
I BEEN 
SO DONE WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYES
GOT SOME RAZOR BLADE FANGS AND MY BLOOD IN HER SIGHTS

OPEN SEASON (prod. PUHF)

LYRICS:
i tried so hard... i can't cry
I can't go on  
I'm so gone.. I'm so lost
Save me from my, save me from myself
I'm so gone.. I'm so lost
Save me from my, save me from myself

Taking me back again
Living inside the past again
Baby I been gone I don't know if I'll ever laugh again 
I've been on the way for seven days and Imma crash again
You were all I wanted but they took you now I'm asking if
I die right now, you'll bring the crowd
Tell all my friends, please hear me out
I can't go on, play all my songs
I promise I'll be home by dawn

Baby the past is active, I don't know what Imma do in the end
Takin a look at my problems only get taller imma get all of it
I'm goin all the way, baby I'm ballin like Hardaway 
Hittin the pack I got plenty of reasons I don't got nothin to say
They don't get nothin from me at all, 
You don't get nothin from me at all,
Yo don't get nothin from me cause I did it alone
They say "why don't you pick up my call?"
Everyone seeing the numbers and changing 
Now you a lame, and don't get involved
Only my baby real, Zeta real, 
They with me and movin along, yuh

Taking me back again
Living inside the past again
Baby I been gone I don't know if I'll ever laugh again 
I've been on the way for seven days and Imma crash again
You were all I wanted but they took you now I'm asking if
I die right now, you'll bring the crowd
Tell all my friends, please hear me out
I can't go on, play all my songs
I promise I'll be home by dawn

I'll be home by dawn, im so gone I'm so lost
I promise, I'll be home by dawn
I'm so gone, I'm so lost
save me from my save me from myself
I'm so gone, I'm so lost
save me from my save me from myself

home by dawn

home by dawn (prod. VE beats)

(whxami)

Be so perfect aint enough
Let it eat away my mind
And be the reason that im up
I can't put it all behind me
Wait
You better go
If i said it then i mean it
But you'll never know

Guess i'll have to be the reason that your done
Left me bleeding from the highs
Scraped my knees and left with cuts
To paint the ceiling every time you say
You better go
If you said it then you mean it
But i'll never know
If im better off just leaving

(sepha)

i wanna be so far away from everyone
and their daily judgement shit
really just wanna daily bust
drink a sunset in stretch back and take a hit
drift away from the spiritual vaccum
crowded spaces where they constantly divide you
and face you up towards the sun then only see its shadows

feel like my minds plugged into
feeding tubes
feeding blues
feel like my heads hitting backspaces
inbetween the cycles of the news
well at the end of it all i just wanted my calls
to reach to you
at the end of the day i just wanted my words to speak to you
i wanna reap the life
not just my future eyes

(whxami)

Be so perfect ain't enough
Let it eat away my mind
And be the reason that im up
I can't put it all behind me
Wait
You better go
If i said it then i mean it
But you'll never know
Guess i'll have to be the reason that your done
Left me bleeding from the highs
Scraped my knees and left with cuts
To paint the ceiling every time you say
You better go
If you said it then you mean it
But i'll never know
If i'm better off just leaving

(sepha)
bleed the light from future eyes
i need the light from future eyes

bulbs

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

prod. born hero
🖤Sinna🖤
@sinnagacci
☠️https://www.instagram.com/ihatesinna/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:

Loner (Murder/Suicide P.II) (feat. Sinna)

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM