https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Checkout my homie https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi
and thanks to my brother WXLVE for everything.

Rivilin:

boot to face then im left to the ground
my hands are shaking now I turn around and face to the crowd
it’s like how did I get to this point without falling
always got a knife in my back im sick of crawling

appreciate everyone that’s always made an effort
just to reach out to me they say that my music is a blessing
but I just keep writing, this is how I cope yeah
not gonna falter im gonna take the future whole

yeah seeing my best friends fall to their old ways
I always got their back and they don’t have to owe me
cus they got mine when I come calling yeah
don’t bring up the past cus it’s always got me hurting

NPCs just give me the kick down
I got everyone I need here
vermin swarm 2021 gonna take it
fuck all the haters you know im not breaking

you wanna come at me and start making accusations
always had it out for me that’s an understatement
like fuck you, fuck them and everyone around me
never had my back when im sinking down slowly

you wanna kick me out the door making implications
then im forced to the ground with no explanation
like move back move in, take it, and don’t slip
cus this is all I got can I sink down below this

WXLVE:

everyone always looks up to me, 
but it feels like iam always drowning on self negativity
yeah, just walking through like yeah, with bleary eyes
im sick of constantly feeling like i need a new life

inside out i feel them haunting my dreams 
its time to sink or swim but im just tryna  wake from the demon within
im afraid these visions are real the man with no names closing in
with brothers close by side ill try not be eaten alive

$lothboi:

RIVILIN
THEY HEAR OUR PAIN
KNIVES IN OUR BACKS WHILE WE CHASE OUR DREAMS

FUCK ALL THIS
ANXIETY
PAIN AND SIN JUST FUCKING FOLLOW ME

Sick of pain, issa fuckin loop
I ain’t want to die, so I’m calling you
Just pay no mind, to my fucking moods
It’s unstable times, I CANT FUCKING CHOOSE

Why do I betray
Myself everyday
Minute I’m awake
I DIG A FUCKING GRAVE

Brothers FT.  WXLVE X $LOTHBOI

Lyrics -

darker...
i was growing darker
but i'll reach on
for the love i take with me
for the light i take with me
for the love i take with me
when i fade out
darker...
i was growing darker
but i'll reach on
for the light i take with me
for the love i take with me
for the light i take with me
when i fade out

for the light i'll take with me
for the love i take with me
for the love i take with me
when i fade out

(darker than...)
oh when i fade out
will you still listen to
all that i sang for you
and all that i wrote too?
oh when i pass out
the time will still hand me to
the moments i took from all of you
and all of you

in a silent call
x10

for the love i take with me

Produced by RiverKinn

MIxed/Mastered by Nyte Lo

Into The Void (feat. RiverKinn)

RiverKinn
"Recollide"
Produced by RiverKinn

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After the damage that you've dealt
You have the nerve to step back in
And interfere with all my plans
I know you miss the way it felt
When I gave into your impossible demands
But you won't convince me again
That you and I could recollide
As if I wouldn't recognize the warning signs
And maybe this is the end
But if I die at least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands

Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
At least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands
Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Recollide

Like Nothing prod hxrxkiller

you break again, you lose control
your friends they’re fake, they’ll take you whole
this feeling will never end
I feel like I’ve lost again

you break again, you lose control
your friends they’re fake, they just want your soul
it’s not like I can’t pretend
won’t you just break me again

this depression comes in separate stages
feeling manic, your losing patience 
of me and this situation again 
it’s just all inside my head

thinking you have died
thinking I’m alright
but I’m losing to circumstances again
crashed my car, I’ve gone unfed

losing weight like no tomorrow
I’m that skeleton you borrow
staying high to deal with sorrow
what’s the point of this?

between you and me?
I guess I don’t want to feel a thing

this depression comes in separate stages
feeling manic, your losing patience 
of me and this situation again 
it’s just all inside my head

thinking, your alive,
thinking we’re alright
but we’re not,
cus you only ever visit me inside my dreams

surrounded by four walls, 
everything is just moving and breathing
you don’t care anymore
my worst enemy is myself

cus I need to leave,
to change up again
won’t you just 
let me rest my head

Stages

I never knew missing someone would hurt this much.



--
I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone
building up, building up, just to fall down
I pray when my time comes, my bodies not found

linger here a bit, losing track of days, always sleep, 
lost my sense of reality to an early grave

Cus I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone
building up, building up, just to fall down
I pray when my time comes, my bodies not found

Cus I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone

takin chances, I see you there dancing
open me, haunt me, looking down slowly
kiss me on the lips, say im all fine, choking  
holding onto tears, tell me why am I so lonely

so tell my friends im not ok but they don’t ever listen
hold me down closely and say its love im missing
if I could ever change my ways, you know I really would
but I don’t know where to start, I didn’t think I could

im the liar on the wall, maybe im the one who wants to fall
suicidal tendencies linger in the shadows
im over trying to overdose on things I couldn’t be
so im drowning now in opiates, you don’t wanna save me

who knew self-hate could be such a beautiful thing
grabbing on my arms, scratching down until they just bleed
but at least its something, 
At least it’s something I feel

cus there’s the ghost of you that comes through the window
I feel your hand on my cheek, you say you gotta go
I’ve never felt this sorry before, 
it’s like your is straight hands through my chest ripping at my soul more

remember when you couldn’t get out of bed
this illness called depression filled your head and left you drowning with dread
you said to me you never felt this weak
you used to leave the noose on your fan and promise that you’d never would leave

but you did, but you did, yeah no your gone
it’s getting cold, it’s getting cold now that im alone
it makes me sick knowing that I wasn’t there for you
how do I live when I know I let you down, it’s true

sick disgusted to my stomach, 
breaking down choking on vomit
will you tell me how to change
won’t you come down and take me away

im the liar on the wall, maybe im the one who wants to fall
suicidal tendencies linger in the shadows
im over trying to overdose on things I couldn’t be
so im drowning now in opiates, you don’t wanna save me

who knew self-hate could be such a beautiful thing
grabbing on my arms, scratching down until they just bleed
but at least its something, 
At least it’s something I feel

NEVERLOVE

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals



Rivilin:

What do you want, 
what do you need,
Nothing much, nothing more Left to rot on the floor
Stabbed in the throat, bleeding gushing everything is fine

Lost in my dreams
So numb I don’t feel a thing
Breaking bones, just to wake up, Now im feeling so just stuck
In my dreams, smothering me till I won’t wake up

how do you define my personality
am I to you just another insecurity
we can walk right through me, left the house that we built
where we thought that we never existed

down the ally is where I roam prescription ghost is how im known
it was evident that you never notice I was even their
you built support rafters of disgust underneath my skin
a pedal stool for emptiness that seeps through scars on my chin

no heartache without me, just tension in between
of places I love, the ones I hate, yeah now im your fiend
watch my life from the soapbox, won’t you come and let me rot
im sick of hanging onto strings that don’t seem to ever move

can I call this living, more sleep then im awake
becoming a paperweight for my sheets I feel like im lost in a state
crack in the crown won’t mend back on the drugs again
ash on my fingernails I think its time to leave

RIPTHEPETALS:

Laying In my bed, colour in my tattoos
I love your face when your in a bad mood
These pills fuck up my lust
Girl hold me close I want your touch
I don’t really care what they think
Blossom Boy till I lay down 6 feet deep
Loser kid they all hated Jamie
The petals up from this pit I lay in

Run it up cut my wrist when I cry, yeah
Hate me, bury me, amphetamines in my stream, OD, yeah
Cheating hoe, get out of our scene, ayyo
You wanna be the fucking kid, put some work in
We the Coven, don’t fuck with the clique, ayyo
Suicide in our minds, so we’ll die for you

WHAT DO YOU NEED (FT. RIPTHEPETALS)

Yeah, Yeah

burning in my fingertips yeah im lonely
tell me what ya feel when you hold me
carving holes in my stomach, 
codeine rupture, everyone’s panicked, there’s no closure

freezing in my bones, say you love me
whats it means when you push me down slowly
waking in my bed and your not their
I guess this is what love is meant to be

lying in another tongue 
people all around me everything feels numb
Lovan, Zyprexa, they’ll tell ya that it’ll fix ya
turning pages in medicine when your mind just doesn’t make sense

I feel like no one really ever gets me
swallowed by just the blackness of anxiety
four walls surround me they close,
remember I found you cold

yeah no wonder that I can’t stop the shaking
memories they plague me and im always mistaken
with the words that I use to say when you were around
but that doesn’t matter anymore when your buried 6 feet underground

drugged up messed up biting on your lips
eyes shut lose touch, claim your life’s a miss
yeah I know it sad to see you go
but I just can’t blame myself for you anymore

burning in my fingertips yeah im lonely
tell me what ya feel when you hold me
carving holes in my stomach, 
codeine rupture, everyone’s panicked, there’s no closure

freezing in my bones, say you love me
whats it means when you push me down slowly
waking in my bed and your not their
I guess this is what love is meant to be

you just watch me fall down, its nothing new
im writhing with disgust, keep me alive to im brand new

NOTHING NEW

IT’S THAT RED LIGHT, YOUR BODIES SO LIGHT
I SEE YOUR PRETTY HOLLOW CHEEKS, CIGGERRATES, AND THAT SAD SMILE
BUT YOU’RE NOT ALRIGHT, YOU HANG THAT NOOSE TIGHT
YOUR HITTING UP MY PHONE, BEGINNING IN TEARS, ROCK UP OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE 

AT HALF PAST MIDNIGHT, MY LUNGS ARE AIRTIGHT
YOU KISS ME ON THE CHEEK AND PULL ME IN YOUR LIPS HIT ME 
LIKE A WAVE OF FROSTBITE MY LOVE YOU REWRITE
I WAKE UP IN YOUR BED IN THE MORNING I KNOW YOU JUST WANT ME TO LEAVE

SO WHAT DO YOU SEE IN ME, I NEVER KNOW
WRITING SONGS ABOUT YOU, BUT YOU NEVER SHOW
I HATE IT SO MUCH BUT YOU KNOW I ALWAYS COMES BACK
I GAVE YOU ALL MY LOVE BUT THEN YOU SAID THEIRS NO STRINGS ATTACHED

I SHOULDN’T BE SCARED OF HURTING YOUR FEELINGS NO
BUT PICTURING YOU SAD JUST HURTS MY SOUL
I TRY TO PACK MY BAGS AND LEAVE THIS TOWN
EVERYONE JUST REMINDS ME OF YOU

HUNG UP LIKE THE REST OF YOUR EX BOYFRIENDS YEAH
PUSH IT TO THE NEXT THEN TO ME WHEN YOU DONT CARE
LIVING IN A MESS STUCK ON PAUSE WHEN I CANT MEND
ALWAYS TRY MY BEST, BUT YOUR LOVE, NO YOU DONT SHARE

STRIKING UP A CONVERSATION BUT I KNOW YOU HATE ME
POINTING OUT MORE ACCUSATIONS THEN YOU SAY YOUD DATE ME
MIND IS FILLED WITH HESITATION CUS I KNOW YOU'LL BREAK ME
ILL COME BACK IN DESPERATION KNOWING YOU WON’T LOVE ME

I AM NOTHING

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals

Rivilin

I always see your face
when im all alone when im all alone
now the embers snuffed it fades
at the bottom of a well at the bottom of a well

now its always hard to explain what it’s like to lose a friend
if I could reach up to the stars and bring him back would this all end
cus suicides and option but where will that get me
will i come back with the same fate and be embraced by misery

so ill sink ill sink never get up I won’t leave
so ill sink ill sink i dont wanna live when you’re not with me                   
so ill fall and crash yeah this isn’t how it meant to be
so ill fall and crash yeah how did you forget about me

RipThePetals

I've sat there
With the blade on my wrist
Too many times to count

Have you ever lost a friend
The pain never ends
It always lingers on and on and on
The urge so strong, so strong

And I can't take it
You wanna fake it 
Well i can't relate bitch
Why would you say it was all a joke?

And I can't take it
You wanna fake it 
Well i can't relate bitch
Why would you say it was all a joke?

BELOW FT. RIPTHEPETALS

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

NOTHING NEW

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