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VISUALS : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSuUqeixHOc&ab_channel=DOWNFVLL

BROKEN

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Blue Fear w/ MISTA PLAYA

Amor Hardcore

Unica

Tokyo (Prod. ERLAX)

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

LYRICS:

left right to the face and im left on the ground
I pick myself back up you know I never back down
I hate everyone equally that's left in this town
the voices echo in this room it feels like im gonna drown

I try to make sense of myself im just lost where to go
I've had it up to fucking here but we have nothing to show
were taken chances, make our moves and we get lost in the flow
I always end up in my room, I lock my door be alone

so what do ya say what do ya know you think you get me
I know it's bullshit when I don't understand me
so where will you be, what do ya think no I don't care
your constant nagging has me pulling out my fucking hair

you said you hate me when im not there and then you push me away
can't you see that it's contradicting everything that you say
it's like everyday im walking on eggshells around you
I make a tiny slip up and im always left just confused

stuck with a message in my inbox hating me for my faults
can't you understand that im human yeah so get  fucked
I feel gaslighted by the way that you say that im just messed up
if im like that then you’re the same, a hypocrite, you never change

like a parasite, you leech off my mental state till I break
I never had the courage to speak out the words I wanna say
I cave in forgive me, a broken record on the stage
if im like that we stay the same, we just repeat and curse my name

BABY GOS:

moving closer to the edge but i can’t peak 
I know i’m loved but i still feel like a damn freak 
In my dreams I like to listen to the crows speak 
I miss the way that you would kiss me on my cheek 

I’m exhausted, i can’t breathe, i feel so burnt out 
I feel nauseous sink my teeth into this self doubt 
Always got something to say, shut your damn mouth 
Light a smoke the only thing to ease the pain now 

I be silent, i be creeping, i be surveying your block 
why can’t you be my shorty you can get me through this fog? 
Always on my mind I hear your voice around the clock 
If i wanna make it happen gotta get up from this rock 

talk is something i ain’t tryna do
we pop a tab and enjoy the neon hue
the way i feel don’t think you ever knew 
break me down but i know exactly what to do

The End FT. Baby Gos

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

LYRICS:

I see you crawling up to me on your knees
I see the rage building up in your eyes as I leave
it's like when I open my mouth reality stops and I can't control what I see
my body isn't mine now another person takes control when my mind breaks down

bursts of anger seem to cloud up my vision then my mind snaps back, hands covered in blisters 
now every day repeats in the same cycle, just stuck in a fog and I can let go of
who I was who I am who I could been, I can't live with the way that you just look at me
self-disgust builds a tiny little home right next to the place that I used to call my soul

what was I meant to say, how was I meant to react that way
a best friend confined, I wished he was dead I wish he never survived
the night I broke his face all the anger consumed and replaced 
I never came back alive the person I was, was the one who lost sight
 
yeah, emotions are boiling under my flesh, 
feel the stress rising up through my gut until nothing’s left
cus it's eating out the best of me, I tried to make you never see what's wrong with me
And even when I needed you, yeah you said that you gotta leave

Yeah so isn't that perfect I get it now, 
I search for something in places that won't be found
and then you find someone who builds a little cage inside your chest
where they change you and tear you down, find you gasping for your breath

and it doesn't help that best friends wanna, fuck with you
thought they had my fucking back guess im just easily used
I wanna fuck em with the gat blood splatters soak into shoes
Damn I guess it's what I lack, the courage to speak my truth

so I say it in these songs, yeah I fucking hate you
if I saw you in public I think id have to break a tooth or two
but self disgusts builds a tiny little home
where I find myself embracing the guilt all alone

Burn Notice

Since You're Going Away [feat. s0cliché]

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Thank you for always listening, i love you

Release Me ft. s0cliché (prod. NERW)

Tsunami J. & YCK - Tunnel Vision (Prod. Walt)

mall trip with my shawdy hoe what you want imma break da bank

jenx2 - muddy

Drowning (Prod. CRCL)

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UMBASA x WEEDMANE - SOUTHSEEKER

prod. born hero
🖤Sinna🖤
@sinnagacci
☠️https://www.instagram.com/ihatesinna/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
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lyrics:

Loner (Murder/Suicide P.II) (feat. Sinna)

My Fists Are As Strong As My Beats

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[LYRICS]

This took a lot for me to talk about
How I broke my promise without a doubt
When I think back to the good times
I remember it was full of lies
I wanted to save you from the bad guy
But it was you I was tryna fight

I'll be your hero if you'll be my heroin
End of my story cuz I couldn't love again
Last chance show me what you got
Tell me that you love me cuz I swear to fucking God
Plot point right through the heart, I thought I couldn't break
Turns out you're the villain

Turns out you're the villain
Turns out you're the villain

Lost my self in the come up
Drank too much imma throw it up
Moonlight sees what I cannot
My heart bleeds let me count it up
You took your knife and you stood in the shadows
waiting for the right time
You took my life and you threw it in the gallows
slaying in the night time

I can believe I trusted you
You fucked me up, but I did too
And Imma get the last word in

I'll be your hero if you'll be my heroin
End of my story cuz I couldn't love again
Last chance show me what you got
Tell me that you love me cuz I swear to fucking God
Plot point right through the heart, I thought I couldn't break
Turns out you're the villain

Turns out you're the villain
Turns out you're the villain

Lyrics/Producer: Joshua Adam Henson
Mixed/Mastered: Brody McKeegan

Broken Heart: Red Version

Hero/Heroin

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

The End FT. Baby Gos

Rivilin

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