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Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

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APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
I know you look at me and you think of him
You're disappointed
'Cause I don't compare, I get that you're bored of me
Just set me free
So lure me in to look for him inside me
Wear me down 'til I feel like I can't breathe
Pick me apart, pretend it's cause you love me
I know you don't

You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

And I'll pull thе knife right out of my back and then
Put it in your hand again
You always say you'll change but you'rе never different
At least you're consistent
Does he make you happier than I can
In your thoughts when I'm the one in your bed
You get off by fucking around with my head
Then let me go, but
You come right back to me
Cause I'm always your plan b
And I take it every time
Cause we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy
Do I look like a crutch to you
Play me for a fucking fool
And I know that this can't last
But we're stuck in a cycle
And I'm going crazy

Yea, 'cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause we're stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy
Are you done fucking around with my head
'Cause I'm stuck in this cycle
And I'm going crazy

Plan B

plan b

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Send help, be quick please
‘Cause it seems that my life is in repeat
I’m waiting for your phone call baby, this silence is driving me crazy
I know that you love that you hate me, I’m too drunk to know that you blamed me
For every problem, every mistake and every time you made my heartbreak
I’m a fool for you, should of known better it was cruel of you
Know we’re done it's through
Crying so hard in the two-door coupe
Will you remember me? Tears in your eyes in my memories
It wasn’t meant to be but, just know I’ll still bleed for you
I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Lately
Feel crazy
Thoughts of you, back to back, got me shaking
Fuck around with a dumb mix I ain't safe b
Self-harm in the form of bliss it amaze it
Dazy
Hazy
I ain’t know where I am wake up achy
Crust up blood on my lip fuck so I take these
Chalk white pills to forget what I can be

Damaged
And frantic
Ya cold heart take advantage
Baby

Manic
You savage
My poor heart you gone damaged

Lately
Soul lost
Glazed eyes
Dead face under bangs baby

Same thoughts
With the same lies
I ain’t want this so I fade, daily

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Fall (feat SLOTHBOI) prod. sorrowbringer x amalia

more

Thank You For Everything

How do I relive a life again
I dont know if I'll redeem my sins
We lasted like diamonds in the rough
Dark days, nearly lost my head
Hey you have begun to escape this
Pain thats seeping through
With no eyes at my witness
I could end it too

What if I begin to lose
And I'm slowly giving up
When I know its not enough

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

I'm losing it all for you
I've never felt so consumed
The life that we had secure
Was our chance
To be so much more
Hey baby I don't feel so good
Keep saying gave it all I could
If 10 years is before I die
I'd still give you all my time

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

Days Gone ft. Riverkinn

GHOSTEMANE - Granada Hotel

Mixed & Mastered by SICKHEART

You had a dream
I laid my bones right next to yours
But I had a dream too
And you're the only thing that I can see
The miss that I can't pretend 
And the aching when I'm not around 
But I had a dream 
And you're the only thing I wanna see
Hold me when I'm at my low
Love me when my eyes are cold
Cradle me when my chest is burning 
And the moonlight glows 

You had a dream
I laid my bones right next to yours
But I had a dream too
And you're the only thing that I can see
The miss that I can't pretend 
And the aching when I'm not around 
But I had a dream 
And you're the only thing I wanna see
Hold me when I'm at my low
Love me when my eyes are cold
Cradle me when my chest is burning 
And the moonlight glows

Moonlight (prod. Biv)

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

Lyric AMV: youtu.be/y3Cx3QtPL0k

Rivilin https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
Nicolas Sales https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

Lyrics

Hate you
You made me
Into something crazy

Hazy
I’m shaking
Bitch, I fucking hate you

HATE YOU
YOU MADE ME
INTO SOMETHING CRAZY

HAZY
I’M SHAKING
BITCH, I FUCKING HATE YOU

Fuck all your lies I am done with the bullshit
Bitch you got no one so now you come crawling
Bitch I was good to you, why you been screwing dudes
Thought I found love but all I got were trust issues

Fuck

Hate you
You made me
Into something crazy

Hazy
I’m shaking
Bitch, I fucking hate you

HATE YOU
YOU MADE ME
INTO SOMETHING CRAZY

HAZY
I’M SHAKING
BITCH, I FUCKING HATE YOU

Watch the dust settle in,
Light the torch, watch me burn
Place your teeth on my neck
Pierce the skin I don’t learn

Its too much for me lately
I don’t feel that you really get me
I cant cope on the daily
Shaking in the hands yeah everything’s hazy

You just watch me crumble now i cant come back
Bones start to wither away, now i have nothing left

Deteriorate

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Deteriorate w/ Rivilin (Nicolas Sales)

OFFICIAL RELEASE DATE: 26/10/20
Releasing it early on Soundcloud, I wrote this 6 hours ago and I really wanted to share it.

so don't worry, you'll never have to hear my name again
so don't worry, I’ll only be here for a sec
cus every time I wanna be something more than someone else
you wanna put me back in my place cuz I’ve lost myself

you just want attention always mention me when you hear my song
you just love the fact that it's about you, yeah I hate when you call
I bet you don't suffer the way I do when I see you in my dreams
you don't even have the guts to say you never loved me

you know that I’ll come back if you hit me up so leave me alone
I’m not worth your time and we both know that so we push me and fall
cus I can feel your gaze your cutting at my ankles like a razor
can you feel the boiling in my blood yeah I succumb to anger

I ALWAYS WANTED TO ASK WHERE I WENT WRONG WHERE I WENT WRONG
I ALWAYS WANTED TO STAY BUT IT’S MY FAULT BUT ITS MY FAULT

VHS DREAM

Wh1te W0lf x s0cliché - Smoke

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Lyrics 
Intro: Just go back home...
Feel alone out there...
The road to nowhere...
Even if others care...

Hook: Just go back home!
You feel alone out there
You're on your own!
Walking the road to nowhere
You'll be your own!
Person even if others care
Don't be your worst self
Oh don't you even dare

x2
Bridge: Just go back home!

Verse: Hides it inside, like he's so numb
Says he wants to die, life's just no fun
Lies after lies, he's just so done
Lies after lies, he's just so done

Every step that he takes
Every choice that he makes
He'll try to find a
Way to escape all the pain
A way to hold up and maintain
He'll keep his life together
That might not last forever
But he needs it more than ever...
That's why he has to

Hook: Just go back home!
You feel alone out there
You're on your own!
Walking the road to nowhere
You'll be your own!
Person even if others care
Don't be your worst self
Oh don't you even dare

Bridge: Just go back home!

Final verse: Lost on your path
You think there's no hope
Thoughts about your past
Don't know how to cope
Running real fast, just like life's a joke
Running real fast, just like life's a joke

Hook: Just go back home!
You feel alone out there
You're on your own!
Walking the road to nowhere
You'll be your own!
Person even if others care
Don't be your worst self
Oh don't you even dare
Just go back home!

x2

go back home.

go back home. (prod. 5head)

@prod-mangetsu
art by bmo
DOOMSDAY CO.

Everything’s going to hell
I know,
I feel so dead

Everything’s going to hell
I know,
And I feel so dead

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

Yeah (x16)

Been a long time since the world broken my heart
Run around town with a crown
I’m your Superman 
Gotta tech 9 she ain’t kind to your drama
I’m your life line till we die by the Vicodin

Everyone wants to go to heaven
But no one wants to die
Is it a curse or a blessing?
When they don’t say goodbye 

Goodbye (x4)

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to, yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

This happens everyday,
They always want there way
And no it’s not okay
You’re bringing our doomsday
With poison in our veins,
There’s demons in our brains
So don’t get in the way
Of me and my doomsday 

Vaca far away,
Load up the ak, bang bang
MIA ain’t a king with a halo
Mad government spies on me
For the crime I’m alive, wonder why, what’s to hide though?
Catch me with mangetsu
On a breakthrough 
bet the feds knew 
Where we came to, yeah!
Lay low with the bankroll,
Load ma’ draco
Gotta psycho,
At the punk show, yeah!

Cheers to the end of mankind
And I hate you all so damn much

doomsdayco! (prod. manget$u)

• Produced by APT. 102 - @apt-102
• Mixed by me
• Mastered by Sebastian Metzner
• Cover art design by me, photo by William Tran

• lyrics:

with the microphone as my medicine, 
all this sad shit as my epithet 
in a big room with the elephant, 
is my flow still fuckin’ relevant?

..

i’ll still do it for the hell of it, 
yeah, 
newsflash I’m still gettin it,
it’s a tuesday, I’m still gettin lit,
grip that paper like a paperclip...

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
got too much on my mind, i’m hittin' licks,
got too much goin on to give a fuck about a bitch, yeah...

real quick, that’s a lesson, 
you take that L,
it’s a blessing, 
you won’t learn shit with that flexing,
you won’t earn shit till you messin’ up, 
bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts
then i get buck,
don’t give a fuck

(bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts,
then i...)

i can’t buy more time,
i bite my tongue and wait...
i can’t make make you mine 
until you think you hate me...

imma shine but not before you break me...
that’s what I said back then, 
won’t you call me back?

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
girl i got you on my mind, so i get lit, yeah
you’ll be the last thing i see before i slip...

x

Vid on IDLEGLANCE

epithet (prod. APT. 102)

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

VHS DREAM

Rivilin

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