they tell me don't give up
but I don't give a fuck
I did it for my health 
not for the gucking wealth

I'll end it all if I have to 
maybe I shouldn't have you
why the fuck did I ask you
help me up from the grasp of 

deathhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate it when u 
FUCK ME AND LOVE ME AND TELL ME YOU HATE ME
DONT SAY YOU WANT ME THEN TELL ME IM CRAZY
HOW YOU DISLIKE ME THEN CALL ME UR BABY
FUCK U BRO HONESTLY I DONT NEED SAVING

UR DUMB AS FUCK IF U THOUGHT U COULD SAVE ME
EVERYTIME U SPEAK MY HEART STARTS ITS RACING
UP AND DOWN THE HALLS MY LEGS ARE CONSTANTLY PACING
WHY IS IT WITH EVERYONE THEYRE CONSTANTLY FAKING

LOVE FROM THE BACK OF THEIR MIND LIKE ITS SECOND
NATURE WHEN YOU NEVER SHOWED UR INTENTIONS
MAYBE ONE DAY I JUST MIGHT GET MY VENGEANCE
BITCH ILL PULL UP ON YOU TEACH YOU A LESSON

DONT FUCK WITH ME UNLESS YOU GOT A DEARHWISH
DONT FUCK WITH ME CUZ THIS SHIT MAKE YA HEAD SPIN
CRACKS IN THE SPINE N U THOUGHT U COULD FIX IT
MAYBE THATS TRU BUT DO U WANNA TEST IT???



deathh (whtlen)

Love you jxsie <3
Other platforms: linktr.ee/KianoMusic
Instagram: www.instagram.com/kiano.fernandes/

lyrics:
Now I see the tears in your eyes
Only live one life
Only get one try
Thank God that you're alive

But your life's cut short
Cuddle in your arms when we're sittin' on a porch
Cancer in the chest, you've been bleedin' out slowly
Now I listen to your heart more closely

Da da
It's such a beautiful sound
It's the sound of your heart as it beats and it pounds
Like da da
Such a beautiful soul
Yeah, I wished that you'd stay so that we could grow old

Da da I'm just happy that your heart beats
Da da I just gotta let your heart speak
Da da yeah, I love when it sings like
Da da da da dowww

Da da
It's such a beautiful sound
It's the sound of your life as it flows all around
Like da da
Yeah, I'm happy that you're here with me
Lay in the shade of the trees in the ground

Let's live our life in a year
Do the kind of things that you dreamed of
Picture this
Getting married by the sea love
Feel the warmth of a
Spring season

But we never saw it happen
Lay my head upon your casket
We could live our lives
Like we never lived before

And I start to cry
I just can't move on saw my life in your eyes
Now you're living in the sky
Never wanna say goodbye

But I said it
Just three simple words that broke my heart
But I said it
And lemme say it again like
I
Love
You

Da da

Echoing Heartbeat <3 (jxsie beats)

(prod by @IOF)
3/24/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[VERSE]
I'm so sick of trying
Every night feels like I don't even matter
It's like getting struck by lighting
You let the light in but bitch it's blinding
So why are we even trying?
By the way that you text I know that you're lying

[BRIDGE]
And your nothing but a liar
Slowly falling down a spire
Burning bridges all around you
I wouldn't call it Powfu
Lately, I 
I been a mess
But I push myself to get you outta my head
Yeehh, outta my head
I don't want it, It's so dark down here

[CHORUS]x2
So I bleed outta my scars; 1
Bitch, who you talk to?
Wait out a dark night 
Underneath the moon

So I bleed outta my scars; 1
Bitch, who you talk to?
Cut wit the knife while I cry over you

[VERSE]
I'm so sick of trying
Every night feels like I don't even matter
It's like getting struck by lighting
You let the light in but bitch it's blinding
So why are we even trying?
By the way that you text I know that you're lying

[BRIDGE]
And your nothing but a liar
Slowly falling down a spire
Burning bridges all around you
I wouldn't call it Powfu
Lately, I 
I been a mess
But I push myself to get you outta my head
Yeehh, outta my head
I don't want it, It's so dark down here

[CHORUS]x2
So I bleed outta my scars; 1
Bitch, who you talk to?
Wait out a dark night 
Underneath the moon

So I bleed outta my scars; 1
Bitch, who you talk to?
Cut wit the knife while I cry over you

Scars; 1 (prod. IOF)

Find Me

Find Me prod. Acey

prod iof and me
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kanashi/i-dont-think-itll-ever-be-okay-3
lyrics:
im like, dadadada, like dadadadada

i dont think that ill ever be okay
i just sit inside and overthink
like everyday...
every single day
and its kinda gettin old to me
and the older that i get 
the more that i regret everything
everything that ive ever done
all the times that i had to collect my things and run...away
from ppl that dont mean the things that they say
they say...
they dont mean the thing that they say

and i know that ill never feel
the same as i did
way back when i was 
a stupid naive kid...(so stupid)
cuz oh my god i wish i could go back
with what i know now...
im followed by these black clouds
and life never seems to slow down
thats why i rely on drugs now
thats why i sit at home and make these sounds
i dont think that itll ever be okay again...

i dont think itll ever be okay
and it feels like im runnin out of things to say
and im feelin' worse like every single day
and i dont know why i even try anymore
its like the thoughts inside my brain
and my heart are at war...

Spotify Pre-Save

i don't think it'll ever be okay...

prod me :)

lyrics:

i keep a photograph of you in my wallet
just so i can feel that you will always be there
it's gotten heavy, burned a hole in my pocket
but i can't let it go, it doesn't feel fair
and i've been sheltering a burden and feelings of uncertainty
every time i say that i love her it starts hurting me
aching in my chest, must feel guilty from the perjury
but i can't take it back, so i laugh and let it murder me

it's her world, i just live in it
i'm really trying not to give in
don't have the time to decide
should i wait? should i hide?
think i died when she kissed him
it's her song, i'm just singing it
pretty words unreceived and
i think it's meaningless to try
so i tell myself a lie
that it's fine, we're just distant

beneath the surface
i'm slowly turning into
what i said that i would never be
you closed the curtains
i'm left deserted and i'm
broke to know that's how we end our scene

Beneath The Surface

Produced by and engineered by Giovanni
Mixed by Senzu and Giovanni
Mastered by Giovanni


Lyrics:
I love when we talk it out
There's so much to talk about
I try to watch my mouth as
These words are coming out cause
I ain't felt this way in a minute 
Girl I promise nah I ain't pretendin
Your soul its got me
You're the one that I need

Lonely Nights on the road showed me
That I don't wanna be alone no more
6 A.M and I'm at your door
Knowing that you'll expect more
My sweater as brown as your eyes
When we're together you always
look nice
Push yo foot on the pedal and drive
My way
Let me waste your time

I don't think you understand 
I'm always there if you need me
Always there if you need me
I don't think, you'd wanna hear
How much you're wanted here
Oh girl I need you near
woah
 
I love when we talk it out
There's so much to talk about
I try to watch my mouth as
These words are coming out cause
I ain't felt this way in a minute 
Girl I promise nah I ain't pretendin
Your soul its got me
You're the one that I need

You're the one I need
You're the one I see
Everyday when I'm out here winnin
Everyday when its like 
Outside baby grab the keys lets go
I don't wanna waste time 
can we hit this road
If its alright let me touch your soul but
You're so bright don't leave my side cause

I love when we talk it out
There's so much to talk about
I try to watch my mouth as
These words are coming out cause
Oh I love you
All i wanted was you
All I want

Shes Latina W/ Giovanni

You Don’t Care (feat. backyard beetle) (Prod. Cløud)

@ueca @lxstboymusic

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ricksoundz/come-over-for-christmas stream this shi rahh

lyrics:
as the snow falls tonight 
you’re all that’s on my mind
i know what i said wrong 
just come over for christmas 

blankets huddled up around the fire but it’s all gone
i don’t wanna smile or put our favorite movies on
everything hurts
all the pictures 
sitting by the fire thinking “God, i wanna kiss her”
but i threw it all away by new year’s day 
now i’m chilling in the christmas rain
and i’m really, really sorry that i’m not enough 
my heart colder than a winters day
hey-ey 
hey-ey-ey
ooh-ooh
ooh-ooh-ooh

as the snow falls tonight 
you’re all that’s on my mind
i know what i said wrong 
just come over for christmas

come over for christmas

come over for christmas (w/ ueca & lxst boy)

going-going-gone

rick
scrapped/archive: @ricksoundzisdumblol
_____________________________________________________________________
@miserygxrden

come over for christmas (w/ ueca & lxst boy)

rkcsnz