[Lyrics]

Feelin so lost, again
Im on my own, again
Loss of hope, my friend
I didn't want for us to feel this pain
I couldnt cry if i wanted to, hate myself i'm so destructive, 
this' what my mind is going through, yeah im doing this all for nothing

I shut my eyes, i barely wanna breathe
These scars cut deeper, baby watch me bleed

Feelin so lost, again
Im on my own, again
Loss of hope, my friend
I didn't want for us to feel this pain
I couldnt cry if i wanted to, hate myself i'm so destructive, 
this' what my mind is going through, yeah im doing this all for nothing

I shut my eyes, i barely wanna breathe
These scars cut deeper, baby watch me bleed
I'm falling into endless darkness
My hands are shaking, losing focus

(I caught a cold while making this, so i wouldnt say the vocals are perfect, just wanted to release something)

destructive mind

[Prod. Born Hero]
https://soundcloud.com/yungxwater

YU YU HAKUSHO - ERISU X  💕WAT3R💕 [Prod. Born Hero]

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan
Instrumental: @hkfiftyone2
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody & @itshuskai

Lyrics-
Chorus -

I don’t wanna know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close
I know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close

Verse -

I really should have known, I was all alone
I can’t trust a soul, even way back home 
Everybody talks, but they don’t listen
Maybe they will hear when the blood on your arm is glistening
Open me up and dissect me
Don’t just use me to have sex pls
I’m not a project, don’t help me 
The therapy sessions aren’t helping 
You told me that you need me, oh no you don’t
When you're talking to me, please get off your phone
Now you know what’s in my head, you think I need help 
You’re gonna leave me like everyone else

Chorus -

I don’t wanna know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close
I know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close

outro-

I don’t wanna get out of bed
You haven’t replied since I said
“I think I really care about you”
I’m just hoping you’re not dead x3

Blackwater

Too Close

Too Close (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & cloudhighcomeup
Instrumental: @cloudhighcomeup
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody & @cloudhighcomeup

Lyrics
yung van-
(Verse)

Waking up at dawn
Just to say goodnight 
To my closest friends
That I hold dear and tight
They sleep on my bed
Remember what they said 
Once you’re out on your own
You’re gonna wish for death

(Pre chorus)

You try to wash away
Everything they say
You said you’d let them in
But then you closed again 
I know just how you feel
Cause I’ve felt it before
You opened up one door
Then had to close four more

(Chorus)

You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in

cloudhighcomeup-
(Verse)

You won't let em in, let's see what's on your mind
Like am I worth it, am I good enough
I ask it all the time
you just wanna be a friend, well I shouldn't be so blind
I can't see inside your head, but I know you can see in mine

yung van- 
(Pre chorus)

You try to wash away
Everything they say
You said you’d let them in
But then you closed again 
I know just how you feel
Cause I’ve felt it before
You opened up one door
Then had to close four more

yung van x cloudhighcomeup- 
(Chorus)

You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in
You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in

Barricade of the Heart

Barricade of the Heart Ft. cloudhighcomeup (Prod. cloudhighcomeup)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & AUD
Instrumental: @colcaine
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody

Lyrics- 
yung van-

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

yung van & AUD -
I'll be coming back
Just don't go telling dad

yung van-
It's 3 a.m.
wondering where you've gone again
you're calling in
letting me know you're with your friends

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

AUD-
I love you please trust me that's a face
but all this hurt and pain I want to blame on dad
I called you drunk last night, I know I sounded sad
but in real emotions, I can't grasp

yung van & AUD -
I'll be coming back
Just don't go telling dad

yung van-
It's 3 a.m.
wondering where you've gone again
you're calling in
letting me know you're with your friends

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

Ghost of You

Ghost of You Ft. AUD (Prod. Colcaine)

"𝕓𝕝𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕪 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕞𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕖𝕩𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝 𝕤𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕔𝕖𝕤"
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Lyrics:

[chorus]
I cannot go when I'm stuck in my mind
It's like all of the time, got me feeling confined
what do I do when I'm hung up on you
should I conceal whats true or just come out to you
like when I go, I don't know, I forget that
and I know that she go, but i don't sweat
feelings flow like the wind, silhouette black
don't want you as a memory, I smoke the cigarette pack

[verse 1]
I flew too close to the sun Daedalus told me. 
I want everything that's out of reach
path of the labyrinth I preach
never find ends to the goals that I reach
that's why I leave all these girls in the dust
I find when I get them I lose my interest 
why can't I just find a way to build some trust
I leave with no question and make their heart crushed might

[bridge]
plead for insanity
It's my remedy
blame all my problems on external sources
baby I know that you gorgeous but I might leave
tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve
I can't conceive that

[chorus]
I cannot go when I'm stuck in my mind
It's like all of the time, got me feeling confined
what do I do when I'm hung up on you
should I conceal whats true or just come out to you
like when I go, I don't know, I forget that
and I know that she go, but i don't sweat
feelings flow like the wind, silhouette black
don't want you as a memory, I smoke the cigarette pack

[outro]
(baby comes back to you)x2
babe it comes back to you
thoughts in my head like I can't pursue but
finally feel like enough, need to commit so we cuffed
why can't I go again, stuck on the road we're friends
need to tie the lose ends, but
stuck in the rut, leave me to rot and then turn into dust

coax [prod. ryini]

when i die tell my family i ran away to the butterfly farm lol

https://soundcloud.com/sleepdeprivedgang
https://soundcloud.com/bluexeyesxofficial

https://www.facebook.com/Sleep-Deprived-101051284813487/

Sleep Deprived - Conversations With A Ghost (Prod. Splashgvng)

Bad Habits And Mistakes

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Bad Habits And Mistakes (feat. T Shan) [Prod. Diamoon]

lifeline freestyle (prod. discent)

Guitar by Splashgvng & @remghost
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destructive mind

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