"Got me romanticizing all the times we were arguing just cause you're talking to me"
w/ @guardinmusic
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

Lyrics:

yung van/
How you gonna block my phone
When I’m not home
How you gonna do me like that?
How you gonna say you care
When you’re not there
How you gonna do me like that?

My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

guardin/
But I said a lot of shit I wish I didn’t
Feelin stuck inside my head like it’s a yankee fitted
Homerun is what I call it when I disappear
And if I’m being honest witchu goddess I ain’t even here
Checked out of my mind
I ain’t doing fine
Wished upon a star that I would see past twenty five
Blisters on my body from the way I’m passing time
I’m alright

yung van/
my life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

What happened to when you were all over me?
Didn’t have to pay cause your loving was free
Got me romanticizing all the times we were arguing just cause you're talking to me
Now you’re always ignoring me
All these other girls are boring me
No matter what they do, they just ain’t you and that thought has been getting to me
I adore you, but I couldn’t afford you
Your love’s amazing, always entertaining
You had me locked out, I was in the dog house
You only called my name when it’s dark out

How you gonna block my phone
When I’m not home
How you gonna do me like that?
How you gonna say you care
When you’re not there
How you gonna do me like that?

My life is a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters
My life’s a disaster
You taught me nothing matters
My heart has been shattered
There’s peace when nothing matters

there's nothing left to say

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there's nothing left to say w/ guardin (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

«Шевели душу» — трек, що пробуджує внутрішній вогонь і змушує відчувати глибше. 
Це музика про свободу, справжні емоції та силу, яка змінює зсередини. 
Кожна нота — це крок до пробудження душі.

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Шевели душу

@qawikamri

LYRICS:
I know we fight sometimes
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-im-sorry-but-hold-on-to-me-annotated

SPOTIFY

I'm Sorry But Hold On To Me

I love you all! please go check out Lux and Guardin!!
@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

@notmorgn <333

lyrics:

I don't need no friends that fake expressions just for fun
how you say i started when i ain't even begun
every lie you stack up on me hurts unless you're done
every day i suffer in my room well just because

everyday i wake up in a nightmare its a curse
every night i try to change then wake up felling worse
thoughts and hollow memories but still no lessons learned
broken glass for feelings but nobody act concerned

i can't hold my happiness for not even a day
people poppin xannys and they wanna hide the pain
i don't think they understand that life isn't a game
look inside yourself and you might find someone to blame

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

i can hear your whispers as they echo through my mind
pitch black border painted all around your eyes
i don't feel a thing i swear i've never been this high
i don't need to try
i don't wanna stay here
wanna take my life

i don't think i'll every try to make it through the night
who wants to feel alive
am i right
wanna die in your eyes

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

dying in ur eyes (prod.notmorgn)

Love u guys
Everything produced by me

L Y R I C S

Verse 1
I know that time's (has) passed, when I think about you
Yeah we've been moving fast, now I'm lying here without you
And your friends have all been telling you lies too	
Actin forgiving even though I knew it hurt you

	Hook

But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Verse 2
Sail with me and Ill take you by my side
I dont wanna be this lonely 'til i die
Explore the ocean even though its not your style
But we could be together, takin me so high

	Hook
But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Hook pt 2
Im so afraid of goin back into the dark
Baby hold on lets just go back to the start
And I wont say that ive been treating you perfectly
We all got flaws but losing you I'd lose my sanity

moving on

Mix/Master: @qawikamri
Cover: @collidingwithmars
I really hope you all enjoy this song! go show some love to the song i just dropped with @qawikamri over on his page as well!!! I truly love you all, thank you for everything you have done for me! Make sure to check out @prod-trash as well, he is amazing <3

Lyrics-

yung van:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

I'm only 19
You all know nothing bout me
You only know that sad
I don't even live with dad
But when you cry it's storm
You feel your body get warm
I see your eyes their all red
I know you wish you were dead

I know you wish you were dead x4

I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
bloodshot eyes from you crying
you don't want to wake up in the morning 
when you see my calls you ignore it
but i can truly see that you're trying
i can see the pain in your eyes
when you said that you're fine
i know that you lied
i know that you lied

yung van & qawi kamri:
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
I know you wish you were dead
I know you wish you were dead
i know you wish we were done
I know you wish you were dead

yung van:
I know you wish you were dead x4

yung van & qawi kamri:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears

when you cry, it's a storm w/ Qawi Kamri (Prod. TRA$H)

Prod by @cxldblxxd <3

Lyrics:
She been on my mind for a minute
Feel her in my soul and my spirit
Now she in my rhymes and my lyrics
Say she be sad and i feel it

I just wanna save her from herself
Sad girl blowing smoke by herself
In her bedroom being lonely cant you tell ya, Fats'e playing pretty girl you make my heart just melt

I want you in my bed
I just want you out my head
Hear your voice and what you said
Steal my heart i end up dead

You been on my mind for weeks
Got that spark just like i seek
Want you in between my sheets
Wonder if you think of me

Laying in the room with your lights out
Tryna get high is a fight now
Been feeling so numb this my life now
Killing my brain till i pass out

Laying in the room with your lights out
Tryna get high is a fight now
Been feeling so numb this my life now
Killing my brain till i pass out

Cause you dont know what my heart feels
Wake up from the dream nothing real
Cause i been dying in my mind
Might as well just leave cause im out of time


Dont you ever die now
Dont you ever say goodbye now
Spend your days getting high now
Im okay thats a lie now

Nearly every night i stay up and cry
Dont know what id do if you ever die
Why you be so far want you by my side
Why you be so far want you by my side

I want you in my bed
I just want you out my head
Hear your voice and what you said
Steal my heart i end up dead

You been on my mind for weeks
Got that spark just like i seek
Want you in between my sheets
Wonder if you think of me

wantyou (prod. cxld blxxd)

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

moving on

Robin Lucious