leave me right here 
leave me in dust 
I don’t like ur ways
you always seem to lack the time to trust 
so now I gotta wait 

you don’t wanna sit right here with us
I guess this is my fate 
ride around like I got so much guts,
and I can’t tolerate 
the way they act around eachother 
no they cant cooperate 
you don’t wanna see me at my worst
so I’ll just runaway 

my feelings running round in fucking circles can u help me please
You don’t wanna be around me cuz I got some new disease 
everyone I love just gets hurt and it’s all on me,

I’ve been in the rain,
I’m looking for the answer 
I won’t stop hunting 
like black panther 
had a real soulmate 
she a dancer 
all I feel is weight up on my shoulder 

all I fear is fear is fear is getting older 
I could do so much more with life, I need closure 
I wish I could go back in time just to hold her

fate [jewelryboy]

prod. @notmorgn
@guccihighwaters is my dad

rainy days are our favorite days

guccihighwaters - im so sick of this (tbb remix)

@qawikamri @cpt_sad @lonnellsuave

mixed and mastered by @qawikamri
beat by @lonnellsuave

LYRICS:
i don't feel safe in my own room.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-i-dont-feel-safe-in-my-own-room-lyrics

i don't feel safe in my own room

SPOTIFY

I Don't Feel Safe in My Own Room (w Yesterday) (prod. Lonnell Suave)

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

@notmorgn <333

lyrics:

I don't need no friends that fake expressions just for fun
how you say i started when i ain't even begun
every lie you stack up on me hurts unless you're done
every day i suffer in my room well just because

everyday i wake up in a nightmare its a curse
every night i try to change then wake up felling worse
thoughts and hollow memories but still no lessons learned
broken glass for feelings but nobody act concerned

i can't hold my happiness for not even a day
people poppin xannys and they wanna hide the pain
i don't think they understand that life isn't a game
look inside yourself and you might find someone to blame

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

i can hear your whispers as they echo through my mind
pitch black border painted all around your eyes
i don't feel a thing i swear i've never been this high
i don't need to try
i don't wanna stay here
wanna take my life

i don't think i'll every try to make it through the night
who wants to feel alive
am i right
wanna die in your eyes

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

dying in ur eyes (prod.notmorgn)

Everything on the track was made by me.
<3
LYRICS:
(intro)
Im sorry i couldnt meet your needs
Cuz of what i am not thats just how my demons feed
I dont know who you want me to be
Im just another nobody

(Verse)
follow me baby
i dont wanna be alone
Drive me crazy
cant care of my own

Never switched a light in your house
If theres something wrong with me just go all out

Dont tell me no more lies, i will flip out.
Had enough of this, cant look me in the eyes

(Break/Pre-Chorus)
You wouldnt look at me 
when i told you that you're beautiful
Yeah ive been on my knees, unmovable
but you go back to him as usual

You're still hiding something i can tell
I see it in your eyes you feel ashamed
Never been bad, but I'm in hell
Ive never really cried, i just feel drained

(Hook)
Dont fuckin text me, out all night. 
Dont fuckin talk to me im alright.
2018 new year, Ill be grinding now
Ima ride these waves somehow

2xU - Secrets

with the angel @ripjosh
mixed by @ripjosh and @jakkyboi
cover art by @hiitshmwav

demons for our rivals w/ ripjosh (prod. boyfifty)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes


https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

star dust (hxrxkiller)

explicit

cut myself with thorns, for you to throw away the roses

prod. @stillvanishing
ft. @lilxtraatl

s/o @prodbybrody
& @the-gnarly-neighbors

2xU - Secrets

Robin Lucious