each and everyday blends with the last
and I'm still chasing fleeting feelings from the past
I try to just forget but I'm locked in
my habits bound to put me in a coffin
~
I'm chasing liquor with more alcohol
and I'm afraid this night will end; I can't recall
each fucking day I struggle to walk out the hall
and baby girl I'm sorry that I missed your call
No excusses
I've been useless
all the damage that my actions will conduce it's
time to stop this
can I knock this 
think about to much I think I'm gonna vomit
~
horrid vitals when I'm checking in
I think I took too much of that 'medicine'
evil thoughts and incantations
no hesitation, enter visous spiral leave me vancant
I tried to leave behind all of the problems of the past
but those I put my trust into would think about me last
the rose I gave yo cut in two
we smiled and we laughed
and ya'll wonder why my trust issues refuse to move on past
~
I'm chasing liquor with more alcohol
and I'm afraid this night will end; I can't recall
each fucking day I struggle to walk out the hall
and baby girl I'm sorry that I missed your call
No excusses
I've been useless
all the damage that my actions will conduce it's
time to stop this
can I knock this 
think about to much I think I'm gonna vomit

Fleeting Feelings [Prod. IOF]

produced by neverforever

completely non profit

lyrics

told her do not worry
trouble getting up in any way without a coffee
fuck it gimme tea, gimme chai inside a latte
pass the competition no Ferrari I'm Bugatti
summer ain't for me I like my coats with excess pockets

don't go minding me I like to blend in with the objects
from my corner read the room out like a blurb and all its contents
drunk and in the city streets I'm walking singing nonsense
since we were 17 I've never stopped to watch the comets 

ay

lately do not fuck with outings 
no I do not wanna party
everybody here draining
u can keep all of ur conversations 
think that I'd rather just talk to the table
it kinda get me 
it kinda wobbly n never just stable
throwing up on this instrumental
fractured words gonna border mental
I'm offline and she's temperamental
talking shit on her screen of metal
how u let twitter impact how ur head screwed
how u let people decide who can love u
lately I sit in my room
and I just smoke thru
I'm losing the will just to pull thru
but honest it's been good to see u

good to see u
can I get a preview
let me see the other side
and tell me was it peaceful 
come and see u?
I can barely speak dude
I vomit words onto a beat 
but conversations where I'm weak

where I'm weak
and so I weep

winter heat drops
all the leaves rot
my face will leak snot 
I'm like a tea pot
my heart will weep blood
it's filled with red muck
don't mind my weed cough
my lungs are black sludge

I got bad habits in my backpack
how u fuckin with a thumb tat
I got a razor blade and a bruised waist
I don't eat enough and that's my bad
too many fakes just chasing plays
u ain't ever blowing up and it's so sad
I'm not chasing fads I'm just born to rap
I ain't even wrote this down in my notepad

it's off the dome
kicking in the streets without a home
and I almost copped a charge but I came home
so lighten up there's not a lot of hope
and what u got is what u taking home

vomit (neverforever)

Keep You Safe Ft $ky Yung & Yates Xv (p. IOF)

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

tenseiga_ (raspo)

maybe ill wake up and realize its way worse than i thought it was
im sick of time im sick of lies im sick of hearing things from above
the voices that sit in my head been just convincin me to draw the gun
and put a fucking round inside my skull and i just might succumb
to thoughts

what havent i lost
why havent i let my feelings out the box
why havent i let all this shit go
smokin on indo
tryna get rid of the rot takin over my brain

maybe im just fuckin goin insane
maybe im sick of the infinite pain
all of these feelings can never be tamed
never be tamed til im dead in a grave

so what do you take me for?
someone to use and always abuse like 
what are you waitin for?
you lit the fuse left me dead in my shoes and
what are you fakin for?
thought i loved you it was a only a ruse no-
thing to be patient for
ive been accused of the same shit that you do

the same shit you did to me

baby i am not ur enemy
thought youd always be a friend of me
thought youd always have my back til the end of our time but you shot me like kennedy

took the shot like hennesey
now im seeking my serenity
now im seeking my identity cuz

i am nothin but a 
but a

a sack of shit
i did it again oh wait
been killin myself ever since the beginnin im reaching the end of my days

 tell me you played me 
tell me you hate me
tell me like anything

you been blocking me out since the day that i met you im glad that we ended things

so what do you take me for?
tell me right now cuz im gettin real sick of it
what are you waitin for?
im never comin back this is the end of it
what are you fakin for?
you never cared this is why i resented it
nothing to be patient for
you broke my heart and i cant reassemble it

divine (santana)

sadchill - https://youtu.be/7ZTyeyAf800?si=5q_CUKhWuS3d1mpj

lyrics⬇️

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please dont leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadnt let me go

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we dont got have much time
let me look bavk in ur eyes
always had thought you loved me
now im just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
Beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find but-tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasnt the worst time
no that wasnt the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
thats really all that i did

sorry company w/sadchill (greenwood)

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(Robstar)
Do you look in the mirror and see you
For me it's only somebody pretending
I write it all in my room
But does this story have an ending
'Cause I see the signs
Of distrust and bitter lies
Yeah, and the twist I see in mind
Could ruin things I hold close to me
It's hard to breathe
And what you'll find ain't what it seems
I lock me in and I threw away the key
You'll only find the real me in misery

I've been going through shit I don't talk about
Even when I'm there I don't wanna let you down
Stuck inside my cage, you can't get me out
I always say it in shame like do you want me now
I'm always playing this game of who want me around
Keep me tame by the chain of what I think is allowed
And I keep waiting for the pain of when I hit the ground
Disappearing and I fade, I'm one in a crowd

(Rivilin)
Yeah, the only one who has a problem with me is me
I'm the one who drags me down, I'm the one who wants to leave
suffocating in my dreams, this life's too much for me
anxiety lives in my gut; it weighs like a brick till I sink

like damn, when did it get this bad, I don't know
racing through topics in my head, like will I just end alone
I don't know but for now I guess I’ll just stay home
every day is a struggle I think I still need time to grow

who’s that in the mirror, it’s not me 
that reflection I still see yeah isn’t mine
change up inside my head if I don't
I’ll be stuck on me forever and I’ll never climb

(Robstar)
I've been going through shit I don't talk about
Even when I'm there I don't wanna let you down
Stuck inside my cage, you can't get me out
I always say it in shame like do you want me now
I'm always playing this game of who want me around
Keep me tame by the chain of what I think is allowed
And I keep waiting for the pain of when I hit the ground
Disappearing and I fade, I'm one in a crowd

One in a Crowd

Rivilin

One in a Crowd ft. Rivilin [Prod. OkayKoda]

lyrics 

[maesk]
lightning strikes are u scared
i grip tight to your hair
i'm held tight with u here
i let loose in the air

lay me down gently
my souls soft just like jelly
ive been hurt more than plenty
these shock waves came but u left me 

girl your face, hold that thought
u were the one for me so i thought
oh lord, u just want to take me there
lost from all cause and trapped in disappear

this feeling we have
oh so pure
girl u just hold my cure
i'm losing my sanity 
but wearing this armour
it's been chipped to the t
but from it i'll be stronger

i'm just sick of this waiting 
baby u know i'm patient
please just let me out of this spaceship
i've holding fears in these faces, girl

oh my god not my paintings
been working on those for ages
u just smile look back while ur breaking
it's all aligned with my making

[flesh]
i'm folding up and i need to unwind a bit 
caught my reflection, repulsed by the sight of it 
i wish i knew what to do to improve 
it's just a game and there's nothing to lose 
i tell myself when i feel like i'm nothing 
i cant keep on doing what i've been cause i wanted to 
knowing that's part of the trade-off 
i'm scared i know what i'm made of 
i don't got a hint, i can't be with this wind 
where do i go, so focused on when 
and i can't tell you why 
cuz idk 
i'll never know 
if i'm doing well 
i can never tell 
it suit me well 
if i don't play tonight 
i never will 
so sick of this show and tell 
went in front of everyone 
and i forgot the words, oh well 
like hello world, i'm so scared of you 
i just wanna know, i never know 
the truth, i'm so confused 
i'm so confused

veils of forsaken

veils of forsaken ft flesh (flesh)

Juggin! (prod okyuro)

Bladee777

fake

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

https://soundcloud.com/die-young-die-young

I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me

One in a Crowd ft. Rivilin [Prod. OkayKoda]

Robstar

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