Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

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Lyrics
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It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

lyrics:
i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

stab me in the back you let me down
turn my smile upside down
the voice inside my head don’t bother me
but its so fucking loud
brain so numb put a bullet in it i know
leave me in the rain, while i bleed, it’s a cycle
break me down now i’m nothing, suicidal
i ain’t never felt the same since i wrote the suicide note

i don’t see the point of going on in a life
that i don’t even like
i don’t even wanna fight
i don’t see why i still try
when i know that i’ll meet demise
ain’t no one cared when i was close to doing what would make me die
doing what would make you cry 
if i went through with thoughts of mine
everyday i wake up in a cycle
i don’t think it spots the trigger i pull
i can see the bitch with my eyes closed
i don’t wanna talk anymore just let me go
you made me sick of myself
made me hate me cause what i felt
girl you played me for the last time
this the last time

i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

suicide note II w/ unknxwn (TXNSHI)

prod. ocin
guitars: 5head

Baby I know that I fucked it up this time 
Maybe I could fix it all with a glass of wine 
Now my visions blurred, I’m lost in my own mind 
I’ll be back in a minute, just know I’m fine 
And now you wanna feel my love 
I will never stop forget it 
And now you wanna find my heart 
Baby I could be the one, the one for you 

I know that you wanna be with me 
And know that I wanna be with you 
The truth is you can’t see through me 
I’m already in too deep 

Baby I know that I fucked it up this time 
Maybe I could fix it all with a glass of wine 
Now my visions blurred, I’m lost in my own mind 
I’ll be back in a minute, just know I’m fine 
And now you wanna feel my love 
I will never stop forget it 
And now you wanna find my heart 
Baby I could be the one, the one for you 

This is what I meant when I said 
You are mine no matter what I do 
No matter what I do girl 
I’ll keep finding you, keep haunting you girl

glass of wine

LYRICS:

You wanna come and tell me that you’re different, no
You couldn't understand your delusional,
I take a knife straight to the gut again
I wish I could just be normal, man

You wanna come and tell me that you get me, no
Your vapid appetite consumes your soul
Waking up again to feel disgusted
The one I hate’s myself again

With eyes shut and everything's frozen
Your tongue stumbles up as you burn in motion
Everyone’s still and just stops and stares
Shows no one will help you as no one will care

Gravity stalls as I float up gently
Please just stop cus you know I'm empty
Feeling this pressure inside of my head
My skull it cracks as I burden the share

Cus I know, this misery comes in waves
Sink a bit lower as I try to betray
A painting of emotions on fire decayed
Living in the back of a car we changed

Hold up, I need a break
From the, tears raining pain
And then you dissect me, it's all the same
Living in a world where the mind’s a maze

Wearing that necklace around your neck
Yeah isn't it a noose that's carving debt
Spending all the money you have 
On frivolous things that didn't amount to anything

I tried to be someone that just cared
But there was only so much that I could bear
It's like I was living in a house 
Where the wires were blown and the fire just started

Somedays I think I didn't make it out alive
My skin’s still charred and burning up inside
They’re breaking through the walls of my room
They're getting closer and they'll consume

Everything I've dreamt to be
As anxiety boils inside me
See depression lives here yeah and he's messed up
I'm gonna crack his skull to leave

You wanna come and tell me that you’re different, no
You couldn't understand your delusional,
I take a knife straight to the gut again
I wish I could just be normal, man

You wanna come and tell me that you get me, no
Your vapid appetite consumes your soul
Waking up again to feel disgusted
The one I hate’s myself again

The Call

LYRICS:

With eyes wide shut did you expect much
A kid 16 stolen car burnt clutch
30 of the limit, yeah losing traction to the sludge
My car goes up the boundary yeah that's the first time that I lost touch

In my brain or something it's still a stain on my name
Try to reach out to someone but all that's left pain
Are we truly on our own in this life
You bring a kid out who can't walk and put his neck to the scythe and you

Ask how he's doing, does he have a job yet
You’re always locked in your room, yeah are you upset
It's not like you would even understand if I explained
A father's expression is numb when you just bring shame
 
I had a conversation with the devil in the undertow
No matter how hard you work you will still someone that you loathe
Yeah I know I will be always someone that I just hate
At least I can admit so I put up with the weight

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

A life tied to the noose yeah always bad news
Do I stay do I go, yeah I never can choose
Making friends with the pills it's the same
See another psych who has to see a paper note to know my name

Give too much empathy, you'll be tread on
If I'm not careful I'll end up gone
Can't stand up for myself when I tell them I just need a break
Keep on pushing on my mental state I'll end up in a shallow grave

And I’ll sink, sink into somewhere I don't know
See my life down here and I'll say please go
I don't want to know about something that I will never be
There's a heavy weight on my chest and I think I've met defeat, alone

Feel the hate peel the skin, just a heretic within
Or at least your god would say
What's the problem yeah what's wrong thought I made this one strong
Chuck him down to the side, see what's messed up inside

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

All I Bring Is Shame

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(Robstar)
Do you look in the mirror and see you
For me it's only somebody pretending
I write it all in my room
But does this story have an ending
'Cause I see the signs
Of distrust and bitter lies
Yeah, and the twist I see in mind
Could ruin things I hold close to me
It's hard to breathe
And what you'll find ain't what it seems
I lock me in and I threw away the key
You'll only find the real me in misery

I've been going through shit I don't talk about
Even when I'm there I don't wanna let you down
Stuck inside my cage, you can't get me out
I always say it in shame like do you want me now
I'm always playing this game of who want me around
Keep me tame by the chain of what I think is allowed
And I keep waiting for the pain of when I hit the ground
Disappearing and I fade, I'm one in a crowd

(Rivilin)
Yeah, the only one who has a problem with me is me
I'm the one who drags me down, I'm the one who wants to leave
suffocating in my dreams, this life's too much for me
anxiety lives in my gut; it weighs like a brick till I sink

like damn, when did it get this bad, I don't know
racing through topics in my head, like will I just end alone
I don't know but for now I guess I’ll just stay home
every day is a struggle I think I still need time to grow

who’s that in the mirror, it’s not me 
that reflection I still see yeah isn’t mine
change up inside my head if I don't
I’ll be stuck on me forever and I’ll never climb

(Robstar)
I've been going through shit I don't talk about
Even when I'm there I don't wanna let you down
Stuck inside my cage, you can't get me out
I always say it in shame like do you want me now
I'm always playing this game of who want me around
Keep me tame by the chain of what I think is allowed
And I keep waiting for the pain of when I hit the ground
Disappearing and I fade, I'm one in a crowd

One in a Crowd

Rivilin

One in a Crowd ft. Rivilin [Prod. OkayKoda]

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Lyrics
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She only love me when I'm high as the moon
I love you baby but don't know if it's true
Somehow I end up in your room
I love you baby's what I say when I don't know what to do
See me but I'm looking right through
Kiss me baby tell me do you feel the emptiness inside
Lying next to you like I'll be dead soon
Baby this ain't true love I just need another good night

The nighttime don't lie, I stay high
Living in this smoke but somehow I stay suffocating
Living through these memories and trapped in my mind
Pray that I get better but somehow I'm still waiting
Love me like you say you do and maybe I change
Love me like you give a damn
Hold my hand like you would take me to your grave
Run away, any way, 'till I forget my own name
End the pain, any way, any way that you can make

It don't get better than this
Hold me like I just lied again
I would give it all I wish
To die inside this bed

She only love me when I'm high as the moon
I love you baby but don't know if it's true
Somehow I end up in your room
I love you baby's what I say when I don't know what to do
See me but I'm looking right through
Kiss me baby tell me do you feel the emptiness inside
Lying next to you like I'll be dead soon
Baby this ain't true love I just need another good night

Goodnight [Prodbymolly]

I think there's something deeply wrong with me

thanks to @frvrndalwys for this collab, love him so much <3

Lyrics: 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: frvr&alwys]
Help me I'm dying
I said I'd be fine I was lying
'Cause I knew from the start you were leaving
But I can't move on from this feelings
Stung when you left
Numb now that you're gone
My heart hurts theres no point in moving on
I'm fucked up so I make another song
You weren't there when I was not strong

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on

[verse: gothurted]
I'm trying to moving on
But you're always on my mind
I feel so fucking low
Even when I'm always fine 
I swear I've never meant to hurt you
Shawty I would never
I think I'll never leave you
Doesn't matter what you will say  

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm full of pain but I'm still feeling empty
All the hopes and faith have left me
I would like to stop to cry like this     
Do you even know how fucking feels?
Feeling far away from you
I don't even know what I can do
I don't think that I will able to do that
I swear that I'm trying to moving on
I'm trying to moving on

STREAM

moving on ft. frvr&alwys [prod. metlast]

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

https://soundcloud.com/die-young-die-young

I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me

One in a Crowd ft. Rivilin [Prod. OkayKoda]

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