prod: @dutchrevz

Lyrics:
I 
I know your type 
You hate goodbyes
You’d rather fight
Confrontation what you like
Tell me off, tell me twice
What you really feel inside
Everything that you despised

YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD
THATS WHAT SHE SAID
WHAT DID I FEEL
NOTHING BUT DREAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
HATE THESE DRUGS
FUCKED UP LOVE AND REGRETS

YEAH
YEAH
YEAH IVE HAD ENOUGH BITCH
ILL BE ON MY OWN WHEN THE SUN SETS
SICK OF YOUR ASSUMPTIONS 
THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WORDS THAT YOU CUT WITH
NEVER FELT LOVE
MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS
PULL ME APART LIKE A PUPPET
LIKE A PUPPET

In this room playing a game of waiting
What’s the point of saving time 
It’s draining
No one’s staying, I feel my body breaking
I been breaking down lately 
I hear a sound of scraping
Scratching, dragging through the day
Covering up my mouth with tape
listen to abuse you say
You can throw it all my way

SPOTIFY

MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS (prod.dutchrevz)

lyrics: BURN THE MOTHERFUCKERS TO THE GROUND IF THEY AINT FUCKING WITH YO SHIT 
PEEPING OVER THE WALL
I CAN SEE ALL OF THESE BITCHES JUST SPLIT 
ID RATHER BREAK THE WALL AND THEN TOUCH UR WALL WITH MY MOFUCKING TIP 
SINCE I EAT PUSSY MOTHERFUCKERS LIKE U AS SNACKS LITTLE BITCH 

UR CRYING IM FLYING WITH UR BITCH AT THE BOTTOM 
BLOOD INSIDE THE BOTTLE 
IM DRINKING THAT SHIT 
LIL FUCKING PEASANT 
THEY TURNING RELIGIOUS 
PRAYING TO A FUCKING FALSE GOD LITTLE BITCH 
I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND CUZ I KNOW THAT I’LL NEVER MAKE IT INTO HEAVEN LIL BITCH 
DIGESTION INSIDE MY STOMACH ACID 
TRIPPING OFF ACID 
LIKE IM MELTING THEY FUCKING SKIN

CARVING AND CRAVING 
OH BITCH ITS AMAZING
I MAKE THE WHOLE FUCKING CITY 
FULLY VACANT
NOW THEY ARE COMPLAINING 
WHILE I AM FEASTING 
ON THEIR FUCKING CHILDREN AND BROTHERS
SAW MOUNTAINS AND THEY STARTED RACING 
AND PRAYING THAT I WONT SEE SHIT 
HUMAN BLOOD MIX WITH TITAN FUCKING SPIT 
LIKE UR GUTS INSIDE MY MOFUCKING TEETH
DOESNT MATTER WHEN UR FUCKING DEAD LITTLE BITCH 

DREAMING OF SOMETHING BETTER 
WHERE UR FUCKING SWEATER 
WHERE UR BITCH IM BETTER 
YEAH HER BODY WETTER 
LIKE UR MOTHER LIL BITCH 
STUPID BOY, YEAH, SHE GOT EATEN LIL BITCH
NOW U ARE GONNA CRY ABOUT THAT SHIT 
AND YOU CRY WITH A HATCHET AND HOPING AND WISHING THAT YOU COULDVE DONE SOMETHING TO FUCKING PREVENT IT 
IM EATING UR PEASANTS 
THEY WILL MEET WITH UR MOM UP IN HEAVEN

colossal titan (prod. slashy)

Check out the Producer:
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/zanda._

Lyrics
===========================
Talk to me again
I barely know your name
Of the few words we exchanged
I loved the way you laughed
Can't sleep I watch the time pass
And hope you dream what I have
I think of you to feel okay
and I barely know your name

A hopeless romantic
Waiting for you in the rain
A night out at your favourite bar
All the drinks that I can pay
A taxi back to a studio flat
But it's not yours anyways
The TV's on, the rom-com's off
And I'll call you another day

I thought that you saw my message
I guess it didn't get through
I say I'm outgoing
While I'm alone in my room
Maybe I didn't ask the questions
That you had wanted me to
Maybe I don't show it
But I'm terrified I do

Spend weeks into weeks dreaming
Of who could sweep me off my feet
Maybe it could be someone just like me
All I care is that he cares about me
I don't care if he drinks his whiskey neat
Or if his clothes don't match the tacky jeans
He don't gotta make the money to try and compete
He just gotta say that he misses me

Spend weeks into weeks feeling
Like it's been too long
Maybe I had him in my hands
And I've watched him gone
Every romance story
Feels so wrong
When I crawl into bed
And I play my songs

This weeks feeling
Like it's been too long
Maybe I had him in my hands
And I've watched him gone
Every romance story
Feels so wrong
When I crawl into bed
And I play my songs

Hey so like totally just wondering
Are you gay or bi?
I thought you were really cute when we were out
But I'm never good at saying anything
If you're not interested just...
Take it as a compliment
Okay, uh, bye

A hopeless romantic
Waiting for you in the rain
A night out at your favourite bar
All the drinks that I can pay
A taxi back to a studio flat
But it's not yours anyways
The TV's on, the rom-com's off
And I'll call you another day

It's been too long
Maybe I had him in my hands
And I've watched him gone
Every romance story
Feels so wrong
When I crawl into bed
And I play my songs

It's been too long
Maybe I had him in my hands
And I've watched him gone
Every romance story
Feels so wrong
When I crawl into bed
And I play my songs

Hopeless Romantic

Hopeless Romantic [Prod. Zanda]

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced by stezzyxl :333

lyrics:
(Scrub that plate, scrape that fork, life’s a joke, I hate this chore)
(Same old shit, day by day, rinse me down, flush me away)
(Scrub that plate, scrape that fork, kill me now, this ain’t my sport)
(Same old shit, day by day—I don’t wanna do this, K?)

Foam on my hands like a chemical burn
Dishes stack up like my lessons unlearned
Every day’s a rerun, same damn grind
If life's a playlist, where’s rewind?

I scrub, I scrape, I scowl, I seethe
I rinse, repeat, resent, repeat
I scrub, I scrape, I scowl, I seethe
I rinse, repeat, resent
fuck me

I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
Soap in my eyes and my soul’s in despair
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
This ain’t a chore, it’s a goddamn nightmare
Rinse, resent, repeat, resent
This ain’t cleaning, it’s punishment
Rinse, resent, repeat, resent
Fuck this loop, it’s permanent

Washing the same damn cup since ‘23
Swear this fork got more history than me
Water runs cold, time stands still
Might as well drown in the sink fr

I scrub, I scrape, I scowl, I seethe
I rinse, repeat, resent, repeat
I scrub, I scrape, I scowl, I seethe
I rinse, repeat, resent 
fuck me

I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
Soap in my eyes and my soul’s in despair
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
This ain’t a chore, it’s a goddamn nightmare
Rinse, resent, repeat, resent
This ain’t cleaning, it’s punishment
Rinse, resent, repeat, resent
Fuck this loop, it’s permanent


I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
Dishes pile up and I’m losing my hair
I hate this, I hate this, I hate this, I swear
Throw me away like I’m tupperware

Rinse
Repeat
Resent
Rinse
Repeat
Resent
(Rinse, repeat, resent… rinse, repeat… resent)

Rinse, Repeat, Resent

Check out the Producer:
Soundcloud: @proddeadtired
Beatstars: https://www.beatstars.com/DeadTired
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@proddeadtired
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/proddeadtired/

Lyrics
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I ain't the one
I'll be the same
I'll be another that came and went
Keep me away
I'm used to the shade 
I'll wear the smile they think is best
Trust me when I say don't trust me
Push me and and pull me
Just the way I'd want you to
Love me but don't really love me
I need you to want me
Not the things I'd put you through

Blame myself
It's only right
You should take your anger out
So I can't talk about mine
I've seen my hell
Froze over ice
I'd say I panic about it
But I wouldn't wanna make you cry

It's legible what you're feeling
Are you still dreaming
You better wake up
Terrified Imma say I don't mean it
It ain't leaving
I'm just tryna stay young
We're all the same
Always looking for a meaning
But I could never give you one
It can't change
You won't like the reasons
And I'll tell you when you've had enough

I ain't the one
I'll be the same
I'll be another that came and went
Keep me away
I'm used to the shade 
I'll wear the smile they think is best
Trust me when I say don't trust me
Push me and and pull me
Just the way I'd want you to
Love me but don't really love me
I need you to want me
Not the things I'd put you through

Trust Me When I Say Don't Trust Me [Prod. Dead Tired]

My Fault (Prod. TAIGEN)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:
where did u go when the leaves turned grey ?
i hear ur voice in the songs i play
if i could rewind just one more scene
i’d go back to us at seventeen 

seventeen
and i still bleed
from the words, you never meant to leave
if you’re out there, do u ever dream ?
or did ur forget that part of me ?

what do i do now ?
when ur out of town
i hear ur voice when no one else is around
i left ur shoes at the edge of the bed
ur coat on the chair, but ur gone instead 
i drive past the park where we used to meet
the same cracked bench with ur name on the seat 
i talk to the stars like they might respond
u were my home now the light is gone

it’s hard for me to get a grip
when everything is falling down 
it’s hard for me to get a grip
when everything is falling down

seventeen

prod @tnvr555

oh 
your eyes so romantic 
you’re moving and panting 
oh baby i’ll take it at your pace 
two steps, now we’re dancing 
got me in a trance and 
i’m gripping my hands into your waist 

take your vial of blood
i wouldn’t keep you starving 
you’re the one i want my darling 
so go ahead
take all that you want 
i want to see you smiling 
i was made for you my darling
so please just stay 
 
oh baby
wait a minute
i’m so caught 
inside the deep end now 
so love just please 
don’t let me down  
just promise me 
you’ll stick around

spotify

you're the one i want [tnvr]

produced by @prod-dash
thank you for being here.
be as well as you can be
x

sat in the frozen
tundra of olden
letting it go, but
it want me stolen
fevered yet cold
don't see me walk in
somehow they saw me through the door

it ain't that funny
how's it the people i once put above
amass into nothing
so wrong, to think they could help
subconsciously knew they ain't know me that well
to compel every notion that i've ever felt
enough to be something

thirty minutes is the best i can do
now i'm back with a dome full of hate
can't wait on a sky that'll pass up the day
gotta make this borderless brain unrestrained
i don't sound the same; know if i could i would
put out a piece that could wipe out the rain
shambled in vain
this ain't a life for the vivid
guised in a coat, low is gold for the wicked
i get exposed and the core creates distance
the water is calm, you just gotta listen
gouging the doubt with a sleight word of mouth
from the kid who was taught to bestow this forgiveness

but i'm hittin licks, just a young hypocrite
false bliss to the lip;
ain't trip, won't fold
i'm in my room with the gloom i consume
with a tune that restore all of which that i know

i ain't felt trust like i do,
the ghost of her presence can soothe
forced into wrath, yet was taken aback
apparitions that witness the horror in view
crude to the vision, although to begin with
a soul wouldn't visit this misaligned tomb

won't sleep a wink
'cause the potion i breathe's
about all that i need to replace with a snooze

unamusing that the news is
always brewing something stupid
i rebuke this, got me puking
lacking prudence where the truth is

i couldn't be your anything
i couldn't be your anything
my temper, enamored
and plastered, in glamour
dismembered and shattered
he's scattered in laughter
the after won't seem to take him,
this plothole's been forsakened,
left stagnant and stuck waiting
burnt charcoals for the basin

bites
getting bit up in the night
anomalies pleading "arise"
indifferent to those who recline, i
know we coulda been so good
now i'm kneeling deep into soot
sight aligned where she had stood
idealism misunderstood

rainbreaker (dash)

don't want this to end

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

https://soundcloud.com/die-young-die-young

I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me

Trust Me When I Say Don't Trust Me [Prod. Dead Tired]

Robstar