why u in my head
all i see is red
i look at what the note said
they be acting like they blind
until i pull up in A Benz

outside in the rain
foggy in my brain
got no place to stay
all the trees are dead
and winter hit inside i lay,
and i been feeling sad 
so maybe this the fucking day

you can not go try me,
i been thru a lot of shit
so please come and try it
you dont wanna see what i seen,
the blood, the leaves, no peace
im falling down the well i weep

so come with me, come find ur home,
its falling down and i feel so cold
just take me back when times were bright
before the lies, before the freigths

u claim ur broken ur bruised
and the silence just comes around
and i dont care how much it hits
i wont sit this out
and im okay and its alright
i think im heading south
i pack my bags and i move to a small ghost town

outside in the rain [michael harrison]

I might be moving to Sweden
This song is about that
This album will be everything around that
Now I'm 22

Check Out the Producers:

Branwen:
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Lyrics
=====================================
The lonely nights that I spent are my personal hell
I wouldn't sentence my own demons to the things I'd tell
If you would write back then you would know it as well
But it would mean so much more if I could talk 'till the sun fell
Is it right if I hide in my shell
I spent my life making bars
Are you surprised it's a cell
Don't wanna wake in the mornings
I already feel unwell
But if I pray to the sky
Maybe I won't need to yell
Now the stars in the sky never look the same
I wish these songs built a rocket ship to fly away
But if I start to escape would they look back at me
I don't mean to be mean I swear I'm just doing me
Up in the atmosphere is where I'll finally be free
I don't need no return when I got places to be
Mending cracks in my heart and rips in my jeans
I think I'll finally be free, I think I'll finally be

Free
If you let me be
I took my flight out of town
Do you all miss me now
I hope you don't miss me now
When I was never around
Please
Just let me be
I could hide in the clouds
But I won't wanna come out
I'll tell you all that I've found
If the ship touches down

22 [Prod. Branwen x rai4real]

[+ msg] I been dead awhile
featuring @loat66
produced by @sogimura

[+ follow me]
www.instagram.com/seejayxo
www.twitter.com/seejayxo

[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
put this powder in my nose
I been dead awhile
what they got against me
I pull up in style
if you want me back
just pick up and dial
baby yk I would drive
a thousand miles
2x

[verse 1: loat!]

i put pain pills in my coke i won’t feel a while
take me back to last october i don’t want it now
it feels like the walls are closing in and i can’t break them down
and then my fingers turn to bones just when im climbing out
well fuck it i don’t wanna go
i’ll take the whole pill up the nose
pass two then three then four
til i drop brain dead on the floor
but i won’t be dead anymore
i need something keeping me numb
my demons they live in a cavern inside of my soul
got no bev so i can’t take one

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

[verse 2: loat!]
aye
all eyes on me
every time i try to walk through the streets 
but really i wish there was nothing on me
i need me a bitch who cvan roll up my weed
i need me a bitch who can slide for me
i need me a bitch who can ride for me
say you in love are you dying for me?
now we breaking up are you crying for me?
for real are you in love
or do you say that just because
you keep me on your tongue
like i’m your favorite drug
i like mine up the nose so i’ll break it down for us
girl i need you to cut me i need to feel your touch
your touch

[hook: seejayxo 2x]

dead.m4a (feat. LOAT!)

heartaches

prod. neverfall x branwen
shoutout @20ofive for helping me finish this one up <3

[safeatlast:]
broken mirrors in this shattered home
cuts on the wrist from the blade you hold
i would rather be all alone
than pick up the phone and be set in stone

never thought itd end up like this
with my skin apart and my bones to break
ill fade away when i suffocate
and my heart escapes from my ribcage

rip it out and just tear apart
my broken limbs from my body
handle the blade and alleviate
the pain by slicin my arteries

thought that u were my everything
but you were never even a part of me
the ground beneath my feet
was ripped away from me so suddenly

[20ofive:]
look in her eyes turn me to stone
man what a surprise yeah i should've known
a clever disguise make me feel home
wasting my time now i gotta go

i gotta go now
look at my phone wow
its already 3 am

so fucking cold out
pulling my clothes down
hardly know who i am

shattered pieces from a broken heart
try to tape it back but found it way too hard
restless sleeping that's the hardest part
i just picture you yeah just a work of art

rubble and dust
i don't know who i can trust
they start building me up yeah just to break me down
their greed and their lust
and just not giving a fuck
i swear its just my luck
i feel them breaking my crown

work of art

work of art w/ 20ofive

@brecken killed this

**lyrics**
(intro)
i cant even text you
you stay in my mind, like all of the time
but i cant bring myself to text you
you say that you're open to talk, but I'm not that open at all
and i just been stuck in my mind, baby you know that i try

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
x2

(Verse)
Am i not enough?
Don't act like you just cant remember
Am i losing touch?
I'm cold like we were in December
Am i still in love?
well why cant i forget her
this is way too much, i said its way too much

call me when you need me and Im sure ill be right here
I still want you by my side, is it okay to be this scared?
what happened to our promises and what i thought we shared?
you dug up these emotions i've been stuffing down for years

tired of falling short
why do i miss the mark?
You keep pulling back & forth
you know it tears me apart

how long can I ignore
all of these scars on my heart?
How long can i ignore..

(brecken)
you put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

i dont know how i live sober
so many thoughts always flooding my head
telling me lies and they call me a poser
why dont you think that I heard what they said

luckily its almost over
everyday that i live its getting closer
tear me apart, put me on a poster
life is too hard, i dont wanna go there

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
no more

(brecken / outro)
put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

break like this w/ brecken (prod. p4ra)

In 2017 I got addicted to painkillers
In the six weeks before we met
And after that I took them only when I needed
Like the night you called me back
And in the mornings we would walk to class and smoke cheap cigarettes
Because menthols taste healthier, right?
Back then I didn’t sleep and I wrote shitty poetry
About Newark when my grandma died

And i hope you don’t remember at all
You just grab the money and i’ll take the fall
I never moved to New York, but I went there on tour; I’ve got your notes in my drawer
I still remember it all

In 2021 I mixed klonopin and whiskey
In the city where angels go to die
And I made a man a flower crown then passed out on his living room floor
And said “don’t touch me, I’m fine”
See, my ambition was a prison, wanted to carve my name into
The bones of everybody I met
Back then I didn’t see beauty in just about anything
So I guess it turned out just how you said
It would

But I hope you don’t remember at all
Been running away, it’s getting harder to walk
I don’t know what it was for, getting ruined for sport; goddamn victorian whore
I still remember it all

Reading my old journals, double-checking it got better
And my hands still turn purple when it’s cold, so I’ll wait seven years
‘Til there’s nothing left of who i was but melody and fever
I hope next time, when she says she’s too high you’ll stop
And you'll believe her

One day I won’t remember at all
The pictures all faded, now we’re outlines in chalk
I never moved to New York, but I’ll go there on tour; I guess that settles the score
I still remember it all

i still remember it all

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

when the highway ends i hope that you’ll remember me
no life but a bottle of memories
cant die cuz you drive by me constantly 
flooded mind with your broken apologies 

rough times when id go gome and ik that ur not there
dumb crimes got me thinkin that nobody aware
well trust me im aware
trust me im aware

aware of the things that ive done
Nobody can hide under the sun
gimme closure so that i dont wanna run
i need you to say that i wasnt the one

fun times used to lay back 
dumb lies made me back track
cold eyes all that you had
when i
 really fell back

wanted life to feel like an adventure 
come back I apologize for my temper
one job and i really put it in the blender
no wood for the fire in the winter

somehow life goes on
drive home with the windows down
find out what tbeyre talking about
eyes focused on the shapes of the clouds

when the highway ends i hope that you’ll remember me
no life but a bottle of memories
cant die cuz you drive by me constantly 
flooded mind with my broken apologies 

no chance
broekn heart in advance
green vans no belt for my pants no glam
they all so judgy nowdays its like a scam
got no drip got no fans got no chance

thats cap
ima run it up and run it back
yea ima get my money up and get some fans
might catch me in a bentley truck in japan

no matter what it takes
if your hearts at the bottom of the lake
dont stay cuz i promise theres a way
dont cave cuz i know you wanna say
what you never thought youd ever get to say
take a run if you been outta shape
Thats love if you push through the pain
no drugs could ever maintain
the love that you couldn’t bring 

enough with all of the things
stuck up inside of my head
time to push them down the drain
and finally get me some rest

when the highway ends i hope that we could somhow be friends
i wonder if ur listening
to everything that’s happening 

but if you are then you know that i been wrong
wrongly torn apart 
so i wrote another song
you said that wed go far
maybe thats just what i want
Life isn’t too hard if you just look up to god

tell me that i could do better tban this
you look at my heart and say better than that
i dont know what the best medicine is

look up and you will find that

heartbreak on the highway (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

vocalist:
frvr&alwys
emofruits

producers:
blackpxnybeats

aki art by:
habiba.samahii

lyrics:
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

my mistake was thinking i'd escape before the end
in the end
i just waited till our love was vacant
not pretend
now you got me here
i'm on the run
fuck my past
i'd do it all again
in love shawty
i never been
feelin numb
i crash the whip
fall asleep
my deep abyss
heart of steel
she left my love to rust
now you got me here
i'm on the run

im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving
im on the run
im flying to closer to the sun
she shot straight through me with her gun
eyes are dilating, that girl in the dark erased me
holding on but not worth saving

on the run w/ emo fruits [biteki collective]

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

/ˈrɑbstɑr/ [ˈɻɑb̥stɑɻ]

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How could I be so oblivious
When you said you love me
I wasn't supposed to get attached

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