cracks in the pavement w/ decks & brecken  [irby]

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

prod irby 
@irby314

please dont give up on me i swear i will try my hardest
I understand your worries i get why your cautious
ill hold your baby whilst you rest right beside me
and when i look into your eyes thats when im happy

when did it go wrong?
it seems only yesterday
that we were living our lives with no care in the world
i feel so fucking sick

how did it end up like this?
how did it all fall to bits?
summer gave into autumn
and it blew away my love with my kiss

forests come with mist
i walk through the leaves as they crunch and twist underneath me
my eyes can't resist
the tear falls down on to my cheek as i'm sat under the Oaktree

we use to dance and dance
until we cried laughed
that was our first year anniversary

and now i ponder if
i could take it back
i feel like i've changed
i've got some proof for that
i know we needed to
doesnt mean we wanted to
just guess it's better for
the both of us too move
i hope you think of me
because i think of you

just rest, rest beside me. (irby)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

forgotten key

forgotten key ft goneafteraugust (flesh x 1gokami)

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too

fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake
sealing my fate
breaking my body let it decay x2

cuz up in my head i’m enough
but when i’m with you, you’re not feeling my love
you put the knife in my back
so i put my drink in my cup

stuck in a haze
lie to my face when you said we won’t break up
so iv just been out on the run
hand on the trigger 
you’re pointing the gun

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks 

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too


fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake

fighting myself

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

Thankyou once again to cobalt for the amazing beat <3 
Will maybe have one more song before Xmas if not everyone have a great Christmas and new year we can’t wait for the next love you all AIE🤎
Lyrics:

It’s been along time since I saw you smile in my arms 
Last night was a long ride and you didn’t talk much at all 
And I can see the pain right through your eyes
Baby don’t blame yourself it’ll be alright
Your old boyfriend made you the issue and that’s not right 


I won’t treat you like he did 
I can be just what you want 
We both you’ve been through a lot way too much
And it feels like your world is falling apart
No ones there with open arms 
All the bruises turn to scars
And you feel all the pain in your legs in your arms 
All the pain that excess from your heart
And you don’t recognise who you are 
Falling apart but nobody’s calling at all
But I’m right here right now
I know I don’t give the best advice at the best of times but it’ll be alright
I’m here if you wanna talk at all 
Im here if you want some company 
I’m not asking you to fall in love with me

its okay im sure things will get better (cobalt)

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) (Ciche&Jarn)

prod. neverfall x branwen
shoutout @20ofive for helping me finish this one up <3

[safeatlast:]
broken mirrors in this shattered home
cuts on the wrist from the blade you hold
i would rather be all alone
than pick up the phone and be set in stone

never thought itd end up like this
with my skin apart and my bones to break
ill fade away when i suffocate
and my heart escapes from my ribcage

rip it out and just tear apart
my broken limbs from my body
handle the blade and alleviate
the pain by slicin my arteries

thought that u were my everything
but you were never even a part of me
the ground beneath my feet
was ripped away from me so suddenly

[20ofive:]
look in her eyes turn me to stone
man what a surprise yeah i should've known
a clever disguise make me feel home
wasting my time now i gotta go

i gotta go now
look at my phone wow
its already 3 am

so fucking cold out
pulling my clothes down
hardly know who i am

shattered pieces from a broken heart
try to tape it back but found it way too hard
restless sleeping that's the hardest part
i just picture you yeah just a work of art

rubble and dust
i don't know who i can trust
they start building me up yeah just to break me down
their greed and their lust
and just not giving a fuck
i swear its just my luck
i feel them breaking my crown

work of art

work of art w/ 20ofive

prod me
guitar by Morgan Cheadle

let me go
this place reminds me of what we once called home
walkin this empty road
the path before mes left me nowhere to go 

everything that i see
and all the air that i breathe could
never even amount to the way we used to be no  

wakin up in your sheets
every day is so exhuasting but
ill do it for you i dont care about me still

its like i never even mattered
put my fist into a mirror just to watch it shatter
every day i eat my life away im only getting fatter
and the soul i left behind is begging me "do somethin about it"
i dont know how  
i dont even know where to start
its like the weight upon my shoulders keeps me off of the charts
its gettin sickening
try to do the things that i love but deep down
theyre only pulling strings away from my heart

let me go
this place reminds me of what we once called home
walkin this empty road
the path before mes left me nowhere to go 

everything that i see
and all the air that i breathe could (let me go)
never even amount to the way we used to be no
(this place reminds me of what we once called home)

wakin up in your sheets
every day is so exhuasting but (walkin this empty road)
ill do it for you i dont care about me still
(the path before mes left me nowhere to go)

chapter II: a reminder of home

beautiful guitar -> @safeatlast

Lyrics:

jaded in the backstreets
she'd hit the gas flyin past me
5 guys girl ur trashy
9 shots like who put me in the front seat
ay
guardin on my playlist
wired up on go while the tape spin
kind face but he a rapist
no name
no face
still complacent

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after?
this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after

-

where after
where after
where after
where after

where after
where after
where after
where after

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote

where after?

work of art w/ 20ofive

safeatlast

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