kirsten with the og 9tails vibe, dude my ears are horny

“I don’t wanna go home.. I got problems with myself don’t leave me  alone “ so fuckin relatable

vyvanse w/ skele x sendflowrs (jolst)

guitar aceyii

we r the same
only difference is in our brain
im not to blame
doing ur damage to hide ur name 
its selfish, leaving me lying down on the floor
ur rubbish ur rubbish
ur fucking rubbish ur fucking rubbish
ive had enuf of u and enuf of this cos ur rubbish

u fucckn hurt me,
guess that dont mean much, fuck
wheres my love, 
the way u desert me
im gone for good as i should
c
just a bodytome
find sum1else that treat u right
guess its not mecos im jus not right
least i dont have to c u in sight least i dont have to c u in sight
cos ur

ur fucking rubbish ur fucking rubbish
ive had enuf of u and enuf of this cos ur rubbish

rubbish

@sadboykana
@tnvr555

// geist
said it wasn’t meant to be
i crossed a line
a line that you know you shouldn’t have drawn :/
i guess it was the ecstasy
the happiness
a time that u knew wouldn’t last long…

baby you were everything
and i mean everything that i had to call a home
so why’d you make me build these walls around me love
now honestly i feel like such a joke :(

so how to open up to a liar?
you know i’d hold your hand so close even if it’s over fires
and i can hate you all i want but you’re the one i admire
a dire feeling strikes my heart in ways i never desired
i’m tired
staying sober but my brain won’t rewire
and i‘ll never text you back so keep me blocked it won’t matter
and i swear my heart’s been hurting, it won’t stop, it’s been shattered
oh maybe in a different life you would have loved me like i loved you

like i loved you

// kana
catch me im falling
falling again
rain has come over
says that we're friends...
i feel so dead again
lay in my bed
wonder what’s left for me
wonder again
you were not good for me
i have regrets
wish that i needed you
less than i did...
holes in my chest
scars i cant fix...
i’m just like glass
broken again...

spotify

wish that i needed u, less than i did w/ kana [tnvr]

Self prod :) 
Hira guitar op

Lyrics 

Im low Im lost
our feelings always crash the same
My eyes get low
I never feel your pain
guess my thoughts feels bad
I dont even need no stash
cuz my hearts too late
I know these feelings suffocate

Been stressed out
stressed out for a minute
my friend died
last year hasnt been it
sat inside
head tied I been spinning
fantasize bout a life i aint living

and if things dont go my way
break bones dont love with the things I say
My heart wont ever ache
I know things that il never say

are my years gone yet
I cannot find death
when it feels the same
Do my eyes know love
cant decide I fucked
everyone thats mean

Guess my choice in stuff it never makes me sane
cuz my hearts to loved and my thoughts too fucked
it will never stay

I know these talks that we have Il never give
You break my arm You touch my heart
Your such a bitch
You fake these thoughts you tell me things
Like what will fix

Iv never had anyone
you lay these tabs on my tongue
I take a trip
Iv seen this world Iv seen your face
it makes me sick
So tell me things
I Never BREAK

Suffocate

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
pieces that i cannot mend
her words are empty, i pretend
pretty face that u disguise
i see right through ur mask and lies
no one really cares at all
i just want it all to stop
shattered glass against the wall
just like my dad with alcohol

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

u can keep on talking all u fucking want
i be making music while u out there making fucking flops
i be steady grinding, making progress and it doesn’t stop
begging for a feature, on ur knees, and i just laugh it off

and ur kinda irrelevant 
i’ll fold u cuz ur delicate
i got a A cuz i’m excellent 
and i’m a whole different person when i am in my element 
i’m from a another descendant 
and u can never be me, i’m unique and so different 

and no one gives a flying fuck bitch u still just a kid
and ur ego so high, yet u still throw ur fits
and get the fuck off of my dick, and mind ur own buis
talking down on me, bitch u don’t want this

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) [Ciche&Jarn]

It’s only been a year, why’s it feel like 10
It’s only been the difference of my life back then
You were everything, the foundation of it all
I can sing as much as I want about it
No one even notices what this has done to me
I keep getting criticised on everything that I release 
Cause it’s not the same, how could it just be the same? 
I don’t have passion anymore, without his in my face 
I don’t care about nothing, I don’t show any love
I don’t show no companionship to anyone I know
It really was just me and him
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know anything
Just that a piece of me’s gone 
Ship is sinking, I’m starboard with a cold embrace 
Cause I know you’re not in the water here and that’s okay
Maybe when I’ve drown, I’ll travel to yours

Oh idk idk

Vessel

Pass me, I don’t where I’m going
Should of asked me before, now I can’t show it

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

There’s cracks in the pavement, I’ve been walking on 
Hold me up, outside 
I’ve been waiting for so long

Don’t get annoyed when this morning was fine 
Keep your hold on me, leech to me tight
The person that I am is no worse than the one I was
Somewhere in the winter I lay
Hibernate way too long 
A part of me died
I’m hosting funerals
It’s partly in spite 
So you can watch my body decay
Rot infront of your face
And I’m sat checking my list
Just to remember your name
Though it’s partly in spite 
It’s mostly in vain

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

3:30

You Have the Power to Heal

lyrics:
(yuno)
i know u wrong when you comin at me like that
i know it's hard to admit it but it's like that
i know you can't keep your shit together forever but
relax it's just a little bit of pushing & shoving
your way your way your way
to brighter days
but you're in your way
all you gotta is get the fuck out your way
all i'm tryna say is it ain't wrong to relate
you don't gotta be so cool
too cool for everyone
that's why you lonely yah
that's why you only one 
but don't worry
you don't owe me one
you just owe me tons

(heylog)
you should be sorry
for all the problems
that u caused me
cus i got plenty for the future
its okay
but not really
i say that because i havent even gotten to the feeling
could u shut up?
lets talk about the good things
ur so jealous
of her and him
u absorb in all the sadness
maybe if u werent glued to ur phone u could see happiness

overdose (ft. safeatlast) [Ciche&Jarn]

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