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Hyperpop

In my arms

@lilac
old rock thing lac made for sc 2020 - 2019??

:,)) **lilac

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I wouldn’t wanna talk with anybody else
I’d rather spend the time with myself
I’m tryna map the road out in front of me
But nothing’s promised it’s scary as hell
Don’t know whose looking out for you and whose in for themselves
Trust me I’ve been here before I know it all too well
Trying not to step on snakes but even ladders lead to hell
I can’t let that get between us

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Know we’re on separate paths
We’re not supposed to look back
But I can’t help myself
I’m trying not to hold
Onto the way I felt
I know no matter what we’ll make it to the same place
Cause I could never let you just be a familiar face
I know I broke too quickly couldn’t keep up with the pace
If I could do it again wouldn’t do anything the same

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Hope That You Know

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

drive home w/ xo alone [pasca]

ty

https://www.instagram.com/prodwasterr/

love story

overdose (yandere)

note: thank u for everyone who support me until this day, and who enjoy my music, that means a lot to me <3

ありがとうございました!

big thanks to my idol @angelicxmei for hoping on this song :u

lyrics:

noya clarissa:

y u dnt bliv me ;)
whn i tell u my story :-\
i feel like im jst a clown O_o
do evrythng on ma own =_=

u said u wouldn't agree (+_+)
2 evrythng tht i said •́  ‿ ,•̀
feel im nt getting bttrzzz *\0/*
hope u read ma luv letter <333

cry in da nyte, idw it anymore ^_^
scared in da dark, idw it anymore ^_^
im here 4 u, if u evr feel al1 :^)
I rly feel it in ma coreeeeeeeeeee (^^)
i feel it in ma coreeeeZzz :‑X

angelicxmei @angelicxmei:

(idk his lyrics lol im sorry)

kairyu @yudere:

feelin' sad depressed
i just wanna heal now

got me feelin' f up
i kno that u hate me


luv letter <3 ft. angelicxmei, kairyu (prod. yandere)

Dedicated to loserboi <3

Visual AMV: https://youtu.be/-dtOscImTRY
(Subscribe to loserboi!)

Lyrics:

English part:
Fight wit myself, fighting every single night
I looked up at the ceiling, hope u kno im not alright
If u wanna leave me, don't tell me a single lie
don't play wit me baby, cause u kno it's do or die

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight
Ive been fighting a demons in my head
I don't wanna feel this way again
This type again
Oh my God, what did i said?

Indonesian part (with translation to English):
Lalalala~
Aku terus berjuang
(I Will not give up)

Walau dunia menghalang
(Even though the world is not by my side)

Ku tak takut rintangan
(Im not afraid of the challenge)

Ku lewati semuanya
(I passed it all)

Apa yang kamu bilang
(All the things that u say)

Tak akan aku dengar
(I Will not hear it)

Bahkan semua orang selalu mengikutiku
(Even tho everyone always copying everything that i do)

Tapi mereka tak pernah membantu aku
(They never help me)

Walau tak pernah dianggap oleh mereka
(Even tho they never want to think im existed)

Kita lihat nanti siapa yang jadi raja
(We'll see later who Will be the king)

新しいの歌を待ってね!

Shin (Prod. jxssx)

https://soundcloud.com/prodmino
https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi

prod by mino & me
with suisei

i wake up oh it's another problem
thinking hard finding way how to solve them
toss and turn grind my teeth i dont know what to feel
fallin down, going down drowning
underneath
i beg you

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south

iiii goo southhh oohhh
iiii i belbelebleb

i dont want to hear your bullshit again
imma plant it right inside your brain
you dont know how much the pain u left
im just gonna chill till u fade away
and i swear this shit is all fake
i dont know how much left i could take
just doing this for my sake
just doing this for my sake

i canttt doo thisss
ooohhhhh
uhh make it stop
make it s-

wut

make it stop, make it stop
just watch me now imma make my decision
just leave me here, left to die
wish you're here, wish i could just reason
run around in front of my house
dont judge me now or ill kill your spouse
pour this gasoline in your mouth
i lost my mind im going south 2x

suisei:
i lost my mind im going south, im going far baby
i found my way, out of the bottom of this hole you see
that i can do this alone, better off on my own
i'm singing songs that i be writing right inside my home

you call me crazy
but you don't even know me
and you think you hate me
but how? cuz you don't care bout me

you never asked, you never texts, you never called
and when i talk bout my problems, you get so cold
i don't know what this is all about
all this shit coming from your mouth
all this shit makes my head spin around
wanna leave my town

stuck in my head, i can barely breathe
gun to my head, so that i can't leave
isn't this the sight that you wanna see
pull the trigger so now i can really be free at last

problems w/ suisei (mino & josua)

@x_fujioka @y4ndere
mix: us :P
master: fujioka
art: 9souls & fujioka

better than this +xfujioka (yandere)

betrayed 「prod. yandere」

@owtiss
prod @bazington, @decago 

i can see u when its raining
see the tears fall out of ur eyes again
havent really felt it lately ;/
all u need to do is ask ill do it again

kissed u one time didnt think it was blunder
u want answers shouldnt have ever gave my number
wish i didnt ever love her
i cant get away i wanna find another
its getting worse
but it never worked
and the way it hurts
feels like a curse
so say goodbye
lets cut our ties
u can try to lie
but i know the signs

u know full well what ur doing
cuz its not the first time u try to fool me
send a million texts that say u miss the cool me
i dont get it cuz u never even knew me
i know im useless
i know im worthless
i cant do this
i miss the solace
i know that u want this to happen
cuz i know that u miss the attention

raining (baz, decago)

with : https://soundcloud.com/lilcometboi & https://soundcloud.com/wyrscape

well..

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
and im like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

what would you do when the party's over
no more serotonin cause now you're sober
then you realize that you're getting older
would you regret when you threw away your lover

her name is eileen
she left me on seen
and ive been asking myself like "girl where have you been?"
oh my gosh eileen
you're indecisive
you got me feeling low but i can't let you goo
fucking bitch - like

ohh ohh ohhh
girl make up your mind, bitch what you want?
yeah what you want?
yeah
ohh ohh ohhh
just know im still here waiting for ya
waiting for yaa
(she like)
she likes to party at hatchi
jumping bodies to bodies
i left her roses by her feet
she diss me online constantly
i need my time alone
no baby i dont give a fuck about the man you want
just tell me what you want 
yeaaah

eileen w/ suisei & wyrscape

all flowers will decay (≖ ︿ ≖ ✿)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7C1ABwH4LkdUr0WPDeYEy5?si=39a47d5a79214d15

@fabs4k
@prodarisu

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@remiliaxd :

all flowers will decay
you shot at my heart, blew my brains out
idk what to say
you're all up in my brain
lay waste another day
broken hearts never change, i tried

make it out alive
find the different pieces
there's nowhere left to hide
but u waste my time
you take it all away
but i know i'll be fine
and i don't think that i can love you again

all in, i think i lost it
lost it, to think i'd lose myself
fall in, i'm done with falling down
don't wanna lose myself
but i can't go back now

@fabs4k : 

i can’t even face it
we having arguments but you cannot even base it
on all the things you said
giving me thoughts all up in my head
giving me nightmares while I’m going to bed

so I run from the fear
ain’t no apologies, ain’t nothing sincere
yeah he used to be a friend, now he’s only a peer
i’m driving down the road, yeah the end’s almost near

decay +fabs (arisu)

@owtiss
prod @neohnq

dont come any closer please just go away
losing my composure i think i need a break
just wanna give up i dont wna stay awake
i cant open up ab the things that eat away

take it all for granted im not safe
wish that i could turn around and say it to ur face
come to my dance and we'll see who breaks! ;)
did you really think that it wasnt too late?

if i keep going like this i wont make it
gimme all this time but i think that imma waste it
you looked so happy but i knew u always faked it
told what i wanted but you'd never understand it

is it my fault?
you dont answer your calls
all you ever want
is someone that im not
dont ask if im alright
ill tell you that im fine
i dont wanna cry
i can't say goodbye

my dance (neohn)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7qALdDJNziRn0URhWKRh6P?si=a4a6f96c17154e47
https://soundcloud.com/user-460016211
@kurome

𝔂❤𝕌 αɾҽ ɱყ 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒  🎀  ᓚᘏᗢ ⋆  𝓃𝓎𝒶𝓂𝓊𝓇𝒶 @kurome

@owtiss
@whyhaze
@neohnq

you think this shit's a game, i think i've had enough
i can't get you out my brain, that's because i miss your love
i say that i'm okay, but i'm so fucking numb 
i know you won't ever change, thats why im so fucking done
she call i won't pick up, shit just isn't working
these drugs they gon fuck me up, but at least they wont hurt me
will i ever be enough, that shit don't concern me 
god i hate being in love

i'm so sick of learning 
something i already know 
you're desperate and it shows 
drugs put me in comatose
no we are not the same
try being all alone
i'm not the one to blame
don't try and hit my phone

im better off alone
you made me feel like we need each other
so you better atone
shoulda gone for another
dont act like u dont know
left me out in the cold
hurt me more than u know

ill try 
im not fine ;|
and ur eyes 
are like mine (x2)

these games you play
i cant figure them out
for you 
your problems i can handle them now
put the matter to my own hands
leave it in the past, bittersweet romance
i dnt wna go back home
not on my own
its too much 2 handle
and im so far gone
im so damn lost and u dont help at all
ig im moving on
better not give me a call

numb (neohn)

@1wasterr @jolst

lyrics:
its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

but if u did would everything be okay?
the seratonin i need inside my brain
i never win its like everythings the worst
i never thought tht id be in so much pain
im so fragile i cn feel it in the rain
nd after everything i dont think tht ill be the same
nd evertime i drag the blade across my vein
i think about how much longer until i fade
away

im blacking out in park
baby why is it so dark?
gushing blood right out of my heart
but its only for u, its only for u...

its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

nd i cnt sleep nd i cnt eat thinking of u
u said u hate me nd i cnt believe i hate u 2
u said u changed ur mind then who am i in ur view?
u put the blame on me u say its my fault yea whats new

this feeling in my chest never lets me go
my lungs are begging me to rest the air dont wanna flow
baby close ur eyes theres blood up in the snow
tell me youll be fine when ill be dead and cold...

when ill be dead and cold...

its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

Distance (Wasterr + Jolst)

@owtiss, @angelicxmei
prod @yashio20k

as they say, "meant it 2"

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ur0qMlTIoO6j1RKDRe1ro?si=BJGNqFhQSumdM0mrH4fFhw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5FidmZMGZmsjxhUMyXSM9x

prod. @ronnie-setiadi
lyrics + vocal @noyaclarissa

Hari hari ku bersamamu
Makan bersamamu
Ku merasa bahagia bersamamu

Kau buatku merindu
Kau terangi hidupku
Kau telah mengambil cinta dan hatiku

Tak rela jika kamu memilih dia
Ku tak rela, ada aku untukmu
Jangan pilih orang lain, tetap ada untukku
Ku akan korbankan semuanya hanya untukmu, sayang

Aku tak tahu harus apa
Seandainya kamu tidak menyukai (aku) 
Aku sakit hati, tak mau pergi
Biarkan diriku tetap bersamamu disini

Aku tak tahu harus apa
Seandainya kamu tidak menyukai (aku) 
Aku sakit hati, tak mau pergi
Biarkan diriku tetap bersamamu disini

Sudah lama aku menunggu
Jawaban darimu
Bukankah kau menyayangi aku? 

Semua perbuatanmu
Semua kebaikanmu
Membuat aku makin suka padamu

Janganlah kamu membuatku menunggu
Dan tolonglah jawab pertanyaanku
"Aku suka kepadamu" Itu pertanyaanku
Apa kamu sudah menyiapkan jawaban kamu, sayang

Aku tak tahu harus apa
Seandainya kamu tidak menyukai (aku) 
Aku sakit hati, tak mau pergi
Biarkan diriku tetap bersamamu disini

Aku tak tahu harus apa
Seandainya kamu tidak menyukai (aku) 
Aku sakit hati, tak mau pergi
Biarkan diriku tetap bersamamu disini

Tak mau pergi +Noya Clarissa

Ronnie Setiadi