I remember when you laughed at me
It felt so shitty and I cried for weeks
The words you say seem contradictory
I'll end my life because you were a dick
To me

It's nothing special
It's existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

Your friends suck and you think you're so cool
You don't give a fuck when you're being cruel
It's like I'm a ghost in the machine
How does that feel, Mrs Prom-Queen

To my dearest mother
I'm so sorry for all the bother
To my dogshit brother
Fuck your shit it makes me sick how you forget her
To my aging father
I can't forgive you for all of my honour
To the people who hate me
I guess you're right, so let's agree

I'm nothing special
You're existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

I've reached the end of
My own rope
And I think I'm ready
To let myself choke

I want to say
Fuck you all
I hope you have fun 
Scraping my brains off the wall

I know that I'm a
Dirty sinner
And I think it's time
That I pull the trigger

have fun scraping my brains off the wall

2 steps forward. 1 step back.

the very bottom of the barrel when it comes to both musical skill and social interaction. if SoundCloud recommended me to you, I am deeply sorry

"Elon grins. Your heart's racing You just earned your second chance he slowly takes out his shaft, thrusts you against the table and holds you down whispering who's daddy's little girl"

have fun scraping my brains off the wall

Root Canal Years