silence in my room
the night sky shines thru
it's way too bright
curl up in a ball, ill b alrite

red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna get beheaded

lonely retreat
so cold, my hands bleedin'
on my guitar
i feel the strings, i feel between the bars

red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna get beheaded

heyy
red room on the web
heyy
i jst wna be dead

heyy
red room on the web
heyy
watching these people get death



red room

Twink Death

heelflip - sandy_hooked

updated the artwork made by @zorzalillo (yes i found you)
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Cautivo, no puedo salir,
Mi mente me atrapa, no sé qué sentir.
Cautivo, no hay solución,
Soy prisionero de mi corazón.
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El ruido en mi cabeza no para de sonar,
No puedo escapar, necesito a gritar
Cada día es lo mismo, porque todo es igual,
Estoy atrapado para siempre, soy mi propio mal.
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Despierto y no puedo pensar,
La mente me ahoga, no puedo escapar.
Todo está oscuro, no sé qué hacer,
Soy prisionero de lo que quiero creer.
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Cautivo, no puedo salir,
Mi mente me atrapa, no sé qué sentir.
Cautivo, no hay solución,
Soy prisionero de mi corazón.
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Cautivo, no puedo salir,
Mi mente me atrapa, no sé qué sentir.
Cautivo, no hay solución,
Soy prisionero de mi corazón.
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In english: (rough translation)

Captive, I can't get out,
My mind traps me, I don't know what to feel.
Captive, there is no solution,
I'm a prisoner of my heart.
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The noise in my head doesn't stop ringing,
I can't escape, I need to scream
Every day is the same, because everything is the same,
I'm trapped forever, I am my own evil.
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I wake up and I can't think,
My mind is drowning me, I can't escape.
Everything is dark, I don't know what to do,
I'm a prisoner of what I want to believe.
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Captive, I can't get out,
My mind traps me, I don't know what to feel.
Captive, there is no solution,
I'm a prisoner of my heart.
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Captive, I can't get out,
My mind traps me, I don't know what to feel.
Captive, there is no solution,
I'm a prisoner of my heart.
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Cautivo

i thought im fine
i guess im not
she talks behind my back
to all her friends
shes so wretched
and i wish i never met her

its so over
i tried so hard
no going back now
its all over for me

no one will ever love me
im such an ugly freak
i was cursed with these genes
love wont ever find me

its all fucked 
just give up
theres no point in trying
out of luck
my life sucks
theres no point in whining

freak

see you standing all alone in lunch
but im too shy to hello to a girl that i
know has a hundred million thousand other guys
wanting to show her whats love

we pass each other all the time in the halls and your
eyes meet mine and all over i get numb but im
too fucked up and demented to be with a girl
wanting to be shown whats love

and i know that shes yearning
but in the end itll hurt me
and i know im not a lover
but there are days where i wonder whats its like

highschool deathcrush

I remember when you laughed at me
It felt so shitty and I cried for weeks
The words you say seem contradictory
I'll end my life because you were a dick
To me

It's nothing special
It's existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

Your friends suck and you think you're so cool
You don't give a fuck when you're being cruel
It's like I'm a ghost in the machine
How does that feel, Mrs Prom-Queen

To my dearest mother
I'm so sorry for all the bother
To my dogshit brother
Fuck your shit it makes me sick how you forget her
To my aging father
I can't forgive you for all of my honour
To the people who hate me
I guess you're right, so let's agree

I'm nothing special
You're existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

I've reached the end of
My own rope
And I think I'm ready
To let myself choke

I want to say
Fuck you all
I hope you have fun 
Scraping my brains off the wall

I know that I'm a
Dirty sinner
And I think it's time
That I pull the trigger

have fun scraping my brains off the wall

Sorry Dan

I showed you my incelcore songs
But they didn't mean shit to you
I wanted to take you out
But then we ran out of things to do
You said something nice to me
So now I'm not ready for your kind face
Got me second guessing myself
Maybe my life is actually fake

To me
To you
To me
To you
I really
Like Midwest Emo too
To me
To you
To me
To you
Would you ever love
My music too

I showed you my incelcore songs
And you said they were shit, but that seemed fine to me
Throw me out like a ragdoll
American Football sounds so damn pretty
Got me second guessing myself
The spring moonlight touched my soul real deep
I had the urge to hold your hand
And then my plan fell straight through to your sheets

To me
To you
To me
To you
Could you ever love me
I love you
To me
To you
To me
To you
Could you ever love me
Like I do

To me
To you
To me
To you
I really
Like Midwest Emo too
To me
To you
To me
To you
Would you ever love
My music too

Call me Dan Desolate with the way that I like you

Incestcore vol. 1 6/2/25

We are not too different you and i
And i guess that's why i keep coming back to you
Maybe it's the color of your hair
Or how you genuinely seem to care

Maybe I'm just crazy for thinkin' time heals wounds
And i’m digging down for secrets from the past
That I’ve excluded from my head
And maybe i'm not in my head
Maybe i just miss your lips

We are not too different you and me
And now i see why i'm always craving you
Maybe it's the way that you smell
Or how you have me captured under your spell

Maybe I'm just crazy for thinkin' time heals wounds
And i’m digging down for secrets from the past
That I’ve excluded from my head
And maybe i'm not in my head
Maybe i just miss your lips

Gravity Bong (Meth Wax cover)

whatever

I’ll waste away my days
 and rot until I have no way 
For me to get up 
Out my fucking bed 

Battery acid down my veins
And brain till it decays 
And then everyday 
I’ll feel like fucking meg

My own best friend is my fucked up bedroom 
But you come in to ruin the only moment of bliss that I really have 

I’ll shoot shoot shoot 
And kill kill kill 
And click and smash all for cheap thrills

And when I die
 I’ll throw my fucking mouse
Right at the wall 

I’ll hate and rage
Hate everyday 
I’ll hate when my god graces me 

With the honor of
Being fucking dead 
And end it all for me

meg777

Doesn't Make It So

2 steps forward. 1 step back.

the very bottom of the barrel when it comes to both musical skill and social interaction. if SoundCloud recommended me to you, I am deeply sorry

have fun scraping my brains off the wall

Root Canal Years