video games n' suicidal ideation

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Belowground - Rotting Out (demo)

- Belowground Reupload
Also apart of C.P.P.C!

Never Wake Up Again - Belowground Reupload

bored

LET'S START OVER AGAIN - Belowground reupload

- Belowground reupload
sorry for censoring the N-word btw, normally i don't like to edit this shit myself but i don't want to get banned

G.S.W.

CIA N*****S - Belowground reupload

gunman

nobody cares - Belowground reupload

hate love

LoveXsong - Belowground reupload

Oh No
What do I see
The house that I built burns down in front of me
I don't know if I care
What can I do but get the hell outta there 

Somewhere out on the street    
Rather be dead than become obsolete
Pick up one or two shifts
Company time cant pay me to give a shit

I'd rather be inside my room
Thats what I tell myself
When I don't want to face the truth
Too easy to give up
When all you wanna do is

Slip  into stable sedition
Give up and drop out
Cause it's a war of attrition
There's only one way out
So when you're feeling sad
Over friends you used to have
Don't let nobody find out        

There's a CCTV
Lookin at you through a wire that connects to me
Latch Key
We were 18
House to ourselves     and a 
Half an oz. of brick weed

Back then, it was so chic
Skip a few meals
Midnights on the city streets
I go 
There in my dreams
Now it's all over
Please give it back to me

I'd rather be somewhere with you
Your face illuminated by the light
Of somewhere else's moons
Somehow the earth forgot you
And we're all trying not to     

Slip  into stable sedition
Give up and drop out
Cause it's a war of attrition
There's only one way out
So when you're feeling sad
Over friends you used to have
Don't let nobody find out

War Of Attrition

sory if dis is alredy reuploaded im just schizzo!

belowground - last song

black ops

handguns are beautiful

powerful man - alex g

Semi-Aquatic and Armed

This is it (Demo) - Penguinband

Nicky - Tommy Ragen

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

My song for the Domestic Terrorism tape

Nobody likes you
Cause you don't know how to write good songs
And nobody wants to
Be friends with
Someone who is always wrong

Nobodies laughing
Except at you, when you turn your back
And the time is passing
It's not ok to cut yourself some slack

I think I'm out of time
Suicide by wasted time

I never learnt how to sing
The reality still stings
Oh God, I've fallen back into sin
Please free me from these things

I haven't learnt anything
I'm stuck just as I've been
Maybe my problems aren't that big
You're still a fucking prick

I don't care about compliments
Cause they never feel genuine
The depth is always paper thin
And nothing ever breaks the skin

So give up, maybe try again
Say something that'll stick in my head
I don't really have anyone
That I'd consider as a friend

Embarrassing myself

i hate looking at myself - doan x tommy ragen

Pain, Hate

steadily getting better

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

Window Up Above (George Jones Cover)

I remember when you laughed at me
It felt so shitty and I cried for weeks
The words you say seem contradictory
I'll end my life because you were a dick
To me

It's nothing special
It's existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

Your friends suck and you think you're so cool
You don't give a fuck when you're being cruel
It's like I'm a ghost in the machine
How does that feel, Mrs Prom-Queen

To my dearest mother
I'm so sorry for all the bother
To my dogshit brother
Fuck your shit it makes me sick how you forget her
To my aging father
I can't forgive you for all of my honour
To the people who hate me
I guess you're right, so let's agree

I'm nothing special
You're existential
I'm unessential
You're all judgemental

I've reached the end of
My own rope
And I think I'm ready
To let myself choke

I want to say
Fuck you all
I hope you have fun 
Scraping my brains off the wall

I know that I'm a
Dirty sinner
And I think it's time
That I pull the trigger

have fun scraping my brains off the wall

trying some new stuff


another
heartbreak
wont even
see me
i know that
its true
dont even
know you

and i wont be there
to see you i dont care
and through all the doubt
i hate that its out
and i wont be there
to see you i dont care
and through all the doubt
i dont need you now



convincing myself

Can someone tell me why I am so scared
I think for I am is what I declare
I took to him much better than her
She asked me what I thought but I just didn't care

Snot Girls!
There's something so wrong
Snot Girls!
The fucks up with you?
Snot Girls!
You waited so long
Snot Girls!
It's not up for dispute

I couldn't look at him he could see it in my eyes
That must be how it feels when you're about to die
When I talk to my family I feel the need to lie
I'll take it to my grave I really love -

Snot Girls!
There's something so wrong
Snot Girls!
The fucks up with you?
Snot Girls!
You waited so long
Snot Girls!
It's not up for dispute

I wake up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night
I feel like vomiting and it don't feel right
My insides are screaming shouting and fearing
That if I'm not careful I'll live on through spite

Snot Girls!
I'm so far beyond help
Snot Girls!
Feels so good to be bad
Snot Girls!
Get rid of myself
Snot Girls!
You can call me a fag
Snot Girls!
You're the worst of the worst
Snot Girls!
why can't we get along
Snot Girls! 
He didn't rehearse
Snot Girls!
Now it's all gone so wrong

Snot Girls!
Snot Girls!
Snot Girls!
Snot Girls!

snotgurls

you were talking about me you were so obsessed
back then times were different compare to now
when i still had friends and i still had you
But all of that is gone and im on the end of the road now

having the gun so close to my head, quick and easy
while this is happening you think, this is all fake
and as my brains splatter around the room, you see blood now

and you think to yourself man, he has nice effects
You ask out for me to stand back up once again
and as the day turned into night my lifeless body still on cam
doesnt move and you've been in call with a human body

and i wish i can go back, to warn you before hand
but its too late now, im dead at 16
i wish i could've lived, up to 17
but now my parents have to set a funeral date

and you ask yourself dude, he hasn't even moved
You call out loud for me to stand back up again
and as the day turned into night my lifeless body still on cam
doesnt move and you've seen a teen suicide

you were so obsessed before, what happen to that time?
now im just fading away, from your forgetful mind
its better to burn out rather then to fade away, that's what kurt once said
but now my lifeless soul lays down, finally found peace

Teenage Suicide

everyone knows pixies

bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

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where is my mind?

follow my nigga @retardead69
more stuff coming mid april

burn and die (retardead cover)

bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

my ig's :
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THEREALLIFENATSUKI

FBF COVER

bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

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party

S-S-SATANSWAGG

bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

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UNNAMED DEMO SONG

I Can't Help Myself (0420)

chasing a light that goes dark

Now streaming everywhere
Recorded deep in a sewer underneath Tijuana , MX

Chema Valdivia – Beats, Synth
Iván “Moco” Chavez - Bass
Tavo Castañeda - Guitar
Chompsky - Vocals

This Is My Goodbye (Feat. Chompsky)

Lenin Was A Zombie - Your Cat Is Dead

Lenin Was A Zombie - Song For The Office Clerks

recently,

2 steps forward. 1 step back.

the very bottom of the barrel when it comes to both musical skill and social interaction. if SoundCloud recommended me to you, I am deeply sorry

have fun scraping my brains off the wall

Root Canal Years