guts?! (prod. Wiardon)

Heavyonthegas

tell me nothing

im not in the car at all
no need for a back seat
miss the summer but you hate the fall
with wings behind me
i could never miss the winter
with the promise of a spring
getting closer to beginner
im a sinner not a saint

this time if i collapse 
i will let u know in advance
my fault this was never 
meant to happen by chance
the seasons change
like medication doses
all you could ask for
and a handful of roses

pockets stuffed with cash
that will never see tomorrow
rockets cut in half
for the squares of tried to borrow
look at all the fun we had
it’s hard to swallow
panic attacks i know will surely follow

been a little while
hope we make it to the moon
getting closer to the daylight
but the night times coming soon

im not in the car at all
no need for a back seat
miss the summer but you hate the fall
with wings behind me
i could never miss the winter
with the promise of a spring
getting closer to beginner
im a sinner not a saint

clonazapam withdrawal symptoms may include…

analog regret 2.0

rockier beaches

marshallsuperstar w/ Flee Ku prod. ALN! / AKF!

tallies on a sticky note to count the days
between the nights of clarity from cutaways
dots and dashes memories appear in morse code
wish i had kept track forgot
when the last dose was

believe it or not, i feel like a
junkie its hittin the spot
i need my fix to keep my body from shakin
out of the nightmares is worth a mind not racin

i woke up and knew what it was
stay in bed til i know its time to be numb
where would a man be without the pills
that got him there?
prescriptions in public
avert your eyes or stare
sometimes i just wish that i cared
to see the bottle empty out
and not be so scared

i know this has downsides...
trips to the ER...
doctors give me a blind eye...
they don't see where the pills are...

they're in the bottle
then they're in my hand
they drop to my
stomach
and stay in my head

they're in the bottle
then they're in my hand
they drop to my
stomach
and stay in my head

morse code (prod. Wiardon)

first person (prod. Wiardon)

ponyboy (feat. Davo312)(prod. Wiardon)

onmyhonor (feat. ALN! / AKF!) (prod. Wiardon)

stream/Download: ampl.ink/liveleak
Track 4: in my bedroom
[Prod. @starwiitch & @doxxyy]
mix/master. @doxxyy
(https://gloomsquad.net/liveleak)

lyrics:

[Part 1 - prod. @starwiitch]

turning off my webcam, i dont wanna see me
not another day

i wanna punch myself again & again
i hate feeling this way

i think everyone just wants me to go away
why do i have to stay?

everydays the same, i am dying
everyday can be today

cut me, stone me
i feel worthless i feel nothing at all

browsing till morning
my mind is distorting

right here, im staring at stupid words on my screen
right here, im lazy, im worthless, im stupid
right here, is where i spend my days and my nights just wasting away

everydays like yesterday & yesterdays like everyday
i feel like nothing, i feel like nothing

[Part 2 - prod. @doxxyy & @starwiitch]

back with myself again
red room my descent

the internet is my friend
i dont need a real friend

cant you tell that im lucky im so happy
i dont care ill waste my life to the backpage

when you take a pic just please blur my face
hyperlink into my death i cant wait

my jersey is all i have
dont hurt me no i dont like that

i wanna look like you
i wanna be like you

while ur over there living, im over here crying
im tired of trying, i feel like im dying
im sleeping, i should stay awake
im tired of feeling this way

LiveLeak

Red Room

Trauma Intro

prod. by tec and lukrative
girl just vibe, vibe, vibe with me
yeah just vibe, vibe, ride with me

last night lost my money in a beach town
bad bitch yeah i was tryna see if she was down
cause we were fresh outta high school baby
we weren't scared of the life we're living 

last night lost some money in a beach town
bad beach girl so unreal to be around
cause we were fresh outta high school baby
we weren't scared of the life we're living

last night fell in love in a beach house
shawty telling me she love me cause it's nice out
shawty told me that she comin back to my house
and that's when I told shawty i had to dip out

cause we were fresh outta high school baby
cause we were fresh outta high school
cause we were fresh outta high school baby
we weren't scared of the life we're livin

last night fell in love in a beach town 
bad bitch yeah i was tryna see if she was down

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