Name: Trauma Intro by Spira me
Duration: 2 min 34 s
Description: Prod. Spira

Produced by buffalobang

buffalobang:
Crush me baby, betray me
I don't even blame you at this point
There's clear signs of agony
If you're so sorry, then don't do that shit times two
Don't still care how dumb you think I am
I'll always circle back to you

Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?
Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?

spira me:
Depression
Got crushed under the pressure
Punished by the only one I ever thought was precious
Watch you turn your back on me before I got the message
Searching for a reason for this curse that I am blessed with
A broken rapper
Got drugs under the mattress
All this shit you said behind my back, it had me laughing
Tear me apart one of these days I swear I've had it
Go ahead and break my neck while you're at it

buffalobang:
Crush me baby, betray me
I don't even blame you at this point
There's clear signs of agony
If you're so sorry, then don't do that shit times two
Don't still care how dumb you think I am
I'll always circle back to you

Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?
Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?

Circle Back

Linger Outro

prod n vocals me
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8A4vHFIdQU

i wasnt trynna cause no problems
i said
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
uh uh
really damn broke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
i wasnt trynna cause no problems

its bad now
im struggling to eat
and i havent really slept well in weeks
i feel the dirt upon my sheets that i lay on
when i cry its real pain, mom

(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
theres something missing
theres something missing
theres something missing 
theres something

nowadays nothing really looks appealing
down real bad i cant even touch the ceiling
i no longer know what i believe in
lost my passion lost my reason
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
reached for the top ended up at the bottom
its a reminder im still falling
its something really bad and its coming back like autum

real ass bloke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
my bodys going numb and im freezing when its hot in
i couldnt even tell you bout this all you gotta know
its bad
im struggling to eat
and i havent really slept well in weeks
i feel the dirt upon my sheets that i lay on
when i cry its real pain mom

(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
really damn broke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
theres something missing 
theres something

I think we ought to start our life old
And we have all the pain, and we're feeble
And we look at our friends, and they're feeble too, they're 100
But every day we get younger, and we have something to look forward to
No need to kill yourself you know, there's hope
And then when you reach 20, 19, 12, 10
Every day is really a new day
And it's really a miracle
And then you're a baby, and you don't even know your life is ending
You just suck on your mother's tit and then you die

exclusion from nerd-tactics: a standalone saga

is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame
x2
i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you



is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame

i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you

shes the nicest i learned to like it
different mindsets i learned to fight it
the way we connect its so mindless
i know what she thinks when its silent


is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame
i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you

twisting the truth [with3r+rippo+sochi]

Trauma Intro

Prod. Spira

Spira me:
Lost my mind
This time it's urgent
In your memories I'll dissolve
Tainted mirror shows a burden
Serenading for their love

Revolting
Ran it down into nothing
(nothing)
(nothing)
Stopped counting
Days since I walked out that
Door
Nothing ever felt like this before
Nothing ever felt like this before

Buffalobang:
Intuition
I can't trust a single thing I feel
My condition
Growing still
My skin starting to peel
This darkened memories are haunting
Where the heart is
Home is where the haunt is

Dissolving In Your Memories

Everything, Everywhere Ends (prod. Eera + with3r)

Forgot who prod this :(

Lyrics

And there be nothing left to gain if things keep going the way they are/ 
I’m falling closer, to the end and I’m being torn apart/ 
you know I’ll never leave your side cus that’s just not who we are/ 
not who we are/ 
and Im fallin apart/

Fall apart fall apart/
Fall apart fall apart/
Fall apart fall apart/
Fall apart fall apart/

x2

Apart

Rift Bender

A Lost Soul

Scattered thoughts coalescing into disillusionment. 

A new idea i am playing around with.  I will be working on this and updating it and will put a note here when i do.

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Contemplation

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Trauma Intro

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