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Yeah i’m back here once again 
no surprise... nobodies surprised 
it’s not anybody it’s inside 
there’s no where to hide 
They said it gets better and they lied
but I guess that’s life 
Tryna forget what’s been on my mind 
do it all the time 
I Just copped some shit and I feel good
I should knock on wood 
she said that she hates me and she should
I misunderstood 
Still walking around in the rain 
only time i’m sane
you do what you do for some fame
we are not the same 
What did I do to deserve this 
I make money and it’s worthless 
I don’t care about the numbers 
literally in the dungeons
what can I do to make it better 
It’s here rn but not forever 
I don’t have no one to rely on
nobody knows whenever i’m gone 
I just did it again 
They told me to stop so i do it again 
That’s not how he lives he’s just playing pretend 
I said that I cared but i’m playing pretend 
Crow got it in and it’s 10/10
Don’t worry about it just know that i’m sipping 
I’m in the back of the car and we’re skidding
She wants me now yeah bro no kidding
Hate on the kid cause I keep on winning
Stepped in strath w a pacc on me 
Stepped in harrolds w a rack on me 
Line too far went slack on me
Made 5k from a  stack homie 
I’m at the lake chill with the frogs
Look at the pounds I made with the dogs 
Got discount they think imma star 
No license ghost drived the car 
I had to slow down i'm taking a...
I’m out w the crows were staying up 
Can’t hear you at all you’re breaking up 
You ain’t never done nothing you make it up 
Everything mundane so I change it 
They don’t understand so they hate it 
Why would I care bout a payment 
Everything that i’ve done is a statement

Dion - Wonder Why (prod. Avail)

Featuring @drrux
Prod & mix by me (@bigdog30k)

Buffalobang:
(every moment of my life is hell)
nowadays aint shit to smile about
theres something to it
i cant put my finger on
and i could tell you what you wanna hear
or i could just 
not say anything at all

some shit was never meant to do us better
on days like this i feel it more than ever 
i actually think that you'd be better off
nowadays i let the pressure talk

(i dont like it when you say things like that)
i do shit im not supposed to
i do shit that i dont wanna do
with all this shit that im opposed to
i mean its no wonder i dont like you


Drux:
Spend my day doing fuck all what’s the point 
split the pill & wash it down 
pushing down the noise 
I got caught up in the heat 
The blood starting to boil 
every single day it’s getting worse 
lost inside the void 
Is there anybody out there? 
This time I’m not so sure I’ll bounce back 


Buffalobang:
nowadays aint shit to smile about
theres something to it
i cant put my finger on
and i could tell you what you wanna hear
or i could just 
not say anything at all

some shit was never meant to do us better
on days like this i feel it more than ever 
i actually think that you'd be better off
nowadays i let the pressure talk

Smile About It

Smile About It Ft. Drux

Produced by buffalobang

buffalobang:
I pray tomorrow its all said and done
I tried my best to really be someone
Why would I tell you how I feel
When I don't want this to be real

It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know

spira me:
I swear I really tried my hardest
The ugliness inside revealed itself
Pushed away, disgraced and smothered
I want my life back to be honest
(I want my life back to be honest)

I long for solitude, I wanted to be brave
And one day I'll have to pay for my mistakes
Swear life is a movie but I need another take
I stepped outside today dissolving in the rain

buffalobang:
Tell me something baby, something that you hate
I suck with words and I swear I can't behave
Theres really nothing worth a while in this for you that I can name
Think I forgot along the way that's why I question

It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know

Smothered

So Empty (with3r)

Trauma Intro

Prod. Spira

Spira me:
Lost my mind
This time it's urgent
In your memories I'll dissolve
Tainted mirror shows a burden
Serenading for their love

Revolting
Ran it down into nothing
(nothing)
(nothing)
Stopped counting
Days since I walked out that
Door
Nothing ever felt like this before
Nothing ever felt like this before

Buffalobang:
Intuition
I can't trust a single thing I feel
My condition
Growing still
My skin starting to peel
This darkened memories are haunting
Where the heart is
Home is where the haunt is

Dissolving In Your Memories

Prod. Spira

Buffalobang:
I didn't think that it would matter that much
I must be dumb I couldn't fathom how much
It meant to you
It meant to you
I know you think that I suck
Yeah you're right
I really got it messed up this time
That's all I do
That's all I do

The quiet consumes me
I should have let you in
I wanted it so badly
I wanted you so badly

Spira me:
About to break apart
Nothing ever works out when you want it all
Reality caught up to me and played its part
Felt all kinds of emotions talking to a wall
I guess I failed, at least I tried
On a continuous decline
Went out my way to break my mind
I thought that you would change my life

The Quiet Consumes Me

Rift Bender

I Dont Care Anymore

Scattered thoughts coalescing into disillusionment. 

A new idea i am playing around with.  I will be working on this and updating it and will put a note here when i do.

Please feel free to leave a comment

Contemplation

secondhand serenade

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