i love october november december yeaahhhhh
i love piano

dead ones (prod exclu)

(emogi8519 + crusey + dasha)
@emogi8519 @cruseyyyy

yea I swear I hate the way I'm living 
I wake up and im blinded by my fucking vision 
no make up I won't hide the blemish 
cause I know my life is fucking ending 

baby I can't understand it all
I don't wanna call
I don't want it all
might just end it all

baby I can't feel a thing 
please don't call I'll let it ring 
didn't hear what you said to me 
baby I'm giving up everything 

and bitch I'm unimportant 
I don't gaf bruh 
if you call I forward it 
don't care about no check up
u won't get no mention 
bitch you better back up
what's with all the talkin?
please can you just shut up

got that pack on me I swear it sell itself 
Balenciaga it be paying for hotels 
got triple ice on me I swear it gonna melt
I'm like if you wanna talk to me, I guess just hit my cell

got that pack on me I swear it sell itself 
Balenciaga it be paying for hotels 
got triple ice on me I swear it gonna melt
I don't really wanna talk to you, so I guess I wish you well

you think you famous n shit 
u got no watch on ur wrist 
yuh can you tell me the time 
I got track my movement 

I'm moving faster than sound 
y'all don't be hearing this shit 
you guys just stalking my songs 
cause no one playing ur shit

yea I swear I hate the way I'm living
I wake up and im blinded by my fucking vision
no make up I won't hide the blemish
cause I know my life is fucking ending

baby I can't understand it all
I don't wanna call
I don't want it all
might just end it all

baby I can't feel a thing
please don't call I'll let it ring
didn't hear what you said to me
baby I'm giving up everything

way im living O_o prod. emogi8519 + crusey + dasha

SCARECROW*

sometimes I hate you and thats okay because I still love you [yurms + chrismarek]

Don’t believe in fate
Honestly it shouldn’t phase ya
I don’t need to wait
for this paper imma pray
Now I’m feeling great
With the vices parted ways
Breaking in a phase
I don’t care how long it takes ya 

I need to take all that I can get

I can see what’s fake
I don’t wanna see it break ya
I could make a trade
For way more than I would’ve gave ya
Putting up the tape
It was brutal, made without a scrape
Turn the tv off
I need way more bread for my escape
What you say?
Oh my bad
Didn’t see your bapestas
Cant hear what you say
Nobody will make you stay
How much did you get?
Promise you nobody hates ya
How much will I take?
I don’t need to see we’re not the same

But honestly I wanna see you better
Anything you do
I know I could do it better
Honestly I think
I don’t think they see me, leper
They miss old pole don’t wanna see me better

coming downward from the high
Choking on my breath for sleepless nights
If I could go again I think I’d do it twice
I go back to work feeling so uptight 

Don’t believe in fate
Honestly it shouldn’t phase ya
I don’t need to wait
for this paper imma pray
Now I’m feeling great
With the vices parted ways
Breaking in a phase
I don’t care how long it takes ya 

I need to take all that I can get

leper

Seven keys on my body cannot buy me peace, sever anyway
Seven keys on my body, my mistake wasn’t easy to embody but I can’t know everything 

Big mouth, dirty sink
I’m not waving bye
Need to Cope, I’m Homebody
Don’t we need a why
don’t mean to, I’m not lying, but you see a lie
still between the lines when life is barely getting by

Oh well

see how they Put me under, we survived
Put money on my teeth, make me Feel a lie
What more they gotta see? they haven’t realized

Heat sink on my body, I might pray to god
Every piece won’t be for nothing, I won’t give you up
I just needed that somebody that won’t get me got
Keys won’t fit the lock
You’re all I really got

7keys

Lyrics:
Half asleep, with dreary eyes. 
You’ll fall away with peace of mind. 
You’ll fall away, and still be mine.

Wrinkled sheets, the warm of night.
I hope it’s the same for you next time.
I hope that it rains the final time.

And I got lost in the dead of night.
And I went mad staring in your eyes.
And I can’t stand the thought of dying here.
I need you to hold  my hand. 
X2

Woke up, no text, 
you were gone like a bad dream.
New post, and you don’t even at me.
Same shit when you rode with me last week.
So sick, why you moving so nasty?
But, am I mad or what?
I’m not talking for a minute, 
am I mad or what?
And don’t be acting like you’re worried,
are you sad or what?
I got to stepping with a hurry,
cause I’ve had enough.

I’ve gotta keep a steady pace,
because I’m on the run.
I see that smile on your face,
you think this shits so fun.
I’ve taken more than I can stand,
but I can’t tell you nun.
I’ve got a hundred thousand problems,
but your shit ain’t one.

dreary eyes [p. crona]

prod. shvde

i am not a saint
baby i'm not the best for you 
you insane baby i'd just make a mess for you
lets hit johnny dang i would drop a fucking check for you
she give neck she get bape she a ape
i put drugs on a plate
drugs on the dinner plate
she on shrooms in her room she see love in my face
she aint ever liked drugs but wanna take some today
just wanna be young, wanna have fun baby i'm the same way

and don't be dumb don't be crying baby you know it's okay
you know you gon be okay you know you gon be okay
i been tryna chase the paper i would blow it on you
i throw money to the roof to watch it falling on you
i'm like vanessa would you think less of me if i stress ya?
i don't wanna be the bad guy, don't wanna wreck ya
you been in your room seeing faces in the walls
and i'm just in my room thinking bout how ima tell ya

i am not a saint
baby i'm not the best for you 
you insane baby i'd just make a mess for you
lets hit johnny dang i would drop a fucking check for you
she give neck she get bape she a ape
i put drugs on a plate
drugs on the dinner plate
she on shrooms in her room she see love in my face
i'm like vanessa you been in your room seeing faces in the walls
and i'm just in my room thinking all about-

vanessa

grieve

happy new year - just finished this
Gonna fix the mix for EP5
thank you for an excellent year

Boarding an hour long train
Haven’t seen you in forever still have nothing to say
Sit on the couch and I wait
While Self inducing a haze 
10 hours Ubers and planes
Doing this before it’s too late

I’m letting everyone know in my life that every day I’m so grateful
Even when I might seem tired and bored
Or it’s not a perfect day
Not like it could never be
cause I’m so lucky that you’re in my life

I find myself always stressing out, about the things I can’t even control
I’m reaching down into the bottom of the bowl
I think this life’s not even about chasing the highs running from the lows
I’ll figure out which way that my life might have to really go

If you love something then do it
But you can’t love like everything you do
If you need a change, then you just gotta get to it
Like That’s the only thing you’ll ever do

grieve

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