i havent slept in days

knee deep in broken glass, im sleeping on a bed of nails
wanted more than you could give but know that I would never tell
wanted more I must admit but fuck it guess ill sit alone
say you wanna end this shit, you know I thought we made a home

chainsaw 2 your face I wont leave a trace or sign
you can struggle just know that there is no reason to fight
blood it always stains, after this you might just start 2 feel alive
we both know that you've been living a lie

always acting like you'll never regret, what you said and you did
know I been stuck in my bed so fuckin sick of this shit
you knew I wanted it bad, but you'll still take what you can
know I been slipping again

always learning shit the hard way
coming back around didn't think that you would harm me
now I miss the feeling, standing under hard rain
touching you again, know it doesn't feel the same
fingers tearing out your veins

(rouri404 noises)

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chainsaw (frevel)

prod by xona<3 this beat sucks im sorry(,:

thank you to all the ppl that help me make this ily (all in order)
@reesoo
@heylog
@hovis
@moodyriley
@quannnic
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@1vil
@uglysneaker
@valerii

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this was hella fun 2 make I was spinnin around on a chair the whole time

Blood paints this house thought we could make it out
Ripping off my face 20 gauge in the mouth
Always speaking all my thoughts out loud
If i'm going out now would you still be proud?

Chasing feelings that I know were never real
Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel
Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here
Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill

Life been making no sense
Yea I been fucked up if you noticed
Writing in my room feeling hopeless
Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest
Bones rest

I'm always saying too much know I can never hold my tongue
Want it bad but I know you're not the one
Laying cold bleeding out in your tub
Hate myself think I do it for fun

In it too deep I been fighting for a second of space
Thought that i'd be over this but certain things you can't replace
Yea we both know things will never be the same
Six feet deep yea just put me in my grave

Chasing feelings that I know were never real
Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel
Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here
Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill

Life been making no sense
Yea I been fucked up if you noticed
Writing in my room feeling hopeless
Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest
Bones rest

porcelain

bones rest (yungspoiler)

@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

celebration of an ending (joshwa)

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

die (frevel x pekarot)

(Came over to show you that I wrote you a song)
(Turn the corner, your falling right into his arms)
(Falling down I'm feeling nauseous, yea I don't know how to stop this)

Turn the corner and you know that I just wanted to fall
Tears rolling down know I cant hear your call
Steering windows down, feeling heavy withdrawals

Crash into the barrier know fuck it yea I want it to hurt
Told me you'd be back but fuck it left me cold and deserted
Made me think I deserve this (think I deserve this)
Crash into the barrier know fuck it yea I want it to hurt
Told me you'd be back but fuck it left me cold and deserted
(Now I'm never going home, now I'm never going home, now I'm never going)

Came over to show you that I wrote you a song
Turn the corner, your falling right into his arms
Falling down I'm feeling nauseous, yea I don't know how to stop this
Came over to show you that I wrote you a song
Turn the corner, your falling right into his arms
Falling down I'm feeling nauseous, yea I don't know how to stop this

Turn the corner and you know that I just wanted to fall
Tears rolling down know I cant hear your call
Steering windows down, feeling heavy withdrawals

Crash into the barrier know fuck it yea I want it to hurt
Told me you'd be back but fuck it left me cold and deserted
Made me think I deserve this (think I deserve this)
Crash into the barrier know fuck it yea I want it to hurt
Told me you'd be back but fuck it left me cold and deserted
Made me think I deserve this 
(Now I'm never going home, now I'm never going home, now I'm never going)

agony (yungspoiler)

Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Hope (letsgobeats)

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(Do I really want it anyways?)
(Do I really want it anyways?)
I tried my hardest to not care, coming back to you know its not fair
Dead roses been left out, bugs crawlin'
I guess you noticed I'm calling
Got a bad hand, still fuck it going all in
Know when I wake up yesterday will be forgotten

Need something more need something realer than this
I fucked up bad, there's some things you cant fix

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate

Why do we try so hard when it wont last
Closing my eyes now hoping we don't crash
Sick of your voice, know I still cant forget that
Think its a choice, if I could I would go back

Only need one night, to show you I can be your man
Please give me your hand right now
Things never go according to plan
Think I saw you last night laughing, dancing with him

Still you know that ill be okay, yea ill be fine
Taking life at my own pace, think we met at the wrong time
Really thought you were mine
Guess its all my fault and I really don't mind

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

(We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate)

Do I really want it anyways?
Do I really want it anyways?

nosebleed (dercept)

if words drew blood (grayskies)

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(GORESET)
Noticing the way that you talk to me now
Yeah this isn't where we started out
Always been afraid of things I can't explain
Its out of my control, I started watch you changing

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn

Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

Yeah there's shit I didn't know about
Left me in the dirt like I'm something you could do without
Look where I'm at now, staring in the crowd
Think I saw your face and I fell straight to the ground

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
(Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn)

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

curse (dercept)

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