produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

everything you do [w/xona] (ON EVERY PLATFORM NOW!)

produced by xona <3

[impersonation, to belong, panorama]

-lyrics-

I wouldn’t like me too
my aspirations for you
oh no, oh no, oh no
oh I couldn’t be you…

oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (2x)

~

do you see the silhouettes?
as they carve your head
no phantom, no puede ser 
no, oh my god
hold on 
I’m trying to help but you seem lost 

it’s a beauty that you take in
but I’m so reckless Ima break it 
yeah 
fall down, I embrace this
as everything looks painted 

~

"I feel so sick when you test my patience."
okay but I’ve been desolated, wonder why you’d take it?
the time I’m weak, I’ll let it leak
for more I’d tear through all your means
for me, it’s for me 


oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (x2)

spotify

epigone

come around (goodbyex2002)

lyrics:

i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind


2 am im bored
scrolling thru ig
seeing all the people
i dream to be
everyone like you
all your friends are cruel 
wanna be like her cause

she's a bad bitch
she's an addict
she's everything i wanted
but a pessimist
she's a conflict
she's a lillte prick
she's everything i wanna be


i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind
i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind

~

she don't give a fuck about drama no more
she don't give a fuck about boys in her path
she got black nails and pretty pretty eyes
and a pretty fucking smile

she's a bad bitch
she's an addict
she's everything i wanted
but a pessimist
she's a conflict
she's a lillte prick
she's everything i wanna be


i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind
i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind




like you

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

lovely feat 1fern prod king theta

prod by me :)

lyrics:

smokin brick in my free time, 
if he wanna test me we gon show him how the lights shine
i think you should ask him if it's brighter on the other side
don't be talkin shit if you can't back it boy it'll save your life

don't be takin shit from people I don't even understand
that's why you'll stay in my dm's actin like some fucking fan
you should really grow a pair and say it with your chest man
actin so pussy but you never even seen that

I know if I keep on talking shit things will get bad
but you hurt me and I won't forget that
If I go to hell you're gonna have to come with me


[[retaliation & hesitance]]

clone

produced by xona 

-lyrics-

𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺

you should expect less 
i don't even wanna talk about it
where i don't even dress up
its getting worse and im feeling empty
can you save me one last time?
i thought love was the issue
but it's worse than that
im just stuck within the past

how am i not happy no more?
i'm so tired i can't walk out the door
i tell her why i'm feeling these things
but therapy was never part of me
i could end it all
but i hate thinking only of that
now the days feel long again
i write songs to forget all of this

so you should expect less 
i don't even wanna talk about it
where i don't even dress up
its getting worse and im feeling empty
can you save me one last time?
i thought love was the issue
but it's worse than that
im just stuck within the past

fragile

produced by chalyre <3 

lyrics:
you make me
incomplete
no escaping
your cold reach

now my throat is sore
from saying your name
i'm not going to go
until you repay
the debt that you owe
its always the same 
for love

let go
of your hold

you say you love me
i would just die
i'll never be worthy
of your divine

you're killing me slowly
but i'll be fine

it's not like i'm better
from seeing the light

careworn

[LYRICS]
i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

don’t wanna remember the end of the night
i was so fucked up i thought i would die 
i guess there’s a reason why im still alive
but i feel like there’s something missing inside
baby im so alone
i party with ghosts
you’ll never see them and you’ll never know
but that’s how it goes
when you’re diagnosed 
i need a drink i need a dose 
so what if i fuck up my life 
so what if im fallin behind 
i don’t think i wanna live 
i couldn’t do this again 
oh no please don’t leave me in here
(im prayin prayin)
sitting in silence 
my tongue i bite it
i been out wilding
getting lit till im dying 
i’m dying

i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

thank u to @nokerbforever for mastering this song and thank you to everyone who sticks around to listen :3
this song is about my struggles with alcoholism so its a bit personal but hope u enjoy!

everything you do [w/xona] (ON EVERY PLATFORM NOW!)

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