Confession

I can't fight this

NÜ - i can't fight this (ft. Ivri)

Prod. IOF

Feel my sins on my skin
Wishing you were never here
You dropped my heart
And broke me in pieces
And I cannot dream now
Wishing that I would feel better when I'm alone
Looking at pictures and I cannot stand this
Feeling of guilt that I cant shake

Cry every evening
Just let out my pain
Drowning myself in the liquor and pain
Tears are still falling
You still clipped my wing
And I cant feel myself

So write me a eulogy 
Tell me to go
I wish that I would feel better alone
Look me in my eyes and tell me to go
You treat me like I am 7 years old

With the pain in my bones
I'll leave you behind
Passionate pain I can feel you behind
The light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter
And I feel myself get lighter

With the pain in my bones
I'll leave you behind
Passionate pain I can feel you behind
The light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter
And I feel myself get lighter

Broke me in pieces
And I cannot dream now
Wishing that I would feel better when I'm alone
Looking at pictures and I cannot stand this
Feeling of guilt that I cant shake

goodbye.

Rnla X clide - where have i gone

We're back 
Here's our first track in over a year  
Hope you guy's enjoy
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Lonely Music - I'm done feeling this way (w/ Oui Lele x Julia Alexa x Recueil x Teqkoi) [LM005]

I feel so numb
Nothing i do is ever enough
When you're not around
There's nothing i can care about

I feel so numb
I can't remember how you felt
Nothing is fun
Not the way it used to be

I just wanna
I just wanna
Feel
Feel again
I just wanna 
I just wanna
Feel
Feel again

I feel so numb
I know you hurt me but i don't care
Maybe it's bad
But i can't miss what i never had

Is it all my fault?
Did i decide to turn it off?
Wish i could take it back
It's not as easy as that

I just wanna
I just wanna
Feel
Feel again
I just wanna 
I just wanna
Feel
Feel again
Anything is better than feeling numb
I'd let you break my heart
I just wanna
I just wanna
Feel 
Feel again

Rnla, Julia Alexa - feel again

love, joshua w/ vedh

i don't wanna be me anymore

i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

HEARTBREAKER

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

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Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

i really like this one

sample: dhan

produced by con

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@rxseboy - i really miss you (prod. con)

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

out now on all platforms. 
art by: https://www.instagram.com/organict3a/

i wrote this at 2am while u slept beside me (prod. tundra beats)

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

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Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

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@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

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