I saw a tree fall one time and then it went right back up I was tripping tho 😂😂

Artist's that inspired me

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, that makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
In between it
Is the missing pieces 
Of your memories
 I can’t forget a thing 
Wishful thinking’
Hope I live to see it 
In a Mitsubishi 
Skrrtin Venice beaches 

Let my life get back in motion
Said she’d stay as long as I’m open
Said “stay golden”
Numb the pain, give me disclosure
Novacane; I know the odor 
I know fames not gonna hold her 
Entertained before October
Should of known
should of known
I should of known her

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Selfish, I’d hate to find love 
Is there missin pieces in ur memory?
And if it isn’t me, it makes us enemies 

Helps if you make ur mind up
Tell me you’re made to die young
Protect ur peace
Be like a second Jesus 
But don’t let me think
Nothing could get between us 
Chesapeake 
For like the second weekend 
Left on read for weeks
At least the sex was decent 

Hold it in my brain 
A familiar odor On her shoulder novacane
Both of us got sober 
We got closer so it’s strange 
So when we get older we’ll be noticing the changes 
Hope that ur ok 
When I know that it won’t change shit
Ulcer on my brain 
And it’s close to where the vein sits 

Heart 
And mindless 
You could start
With trying
This apartment 
Lighting 
In the darkness I been 
Stuck

Mitsu Bishi

Mitsu Bishi (prod. thislandis & taurs)

new merch @ 93feetofsmoke.com
Prod mix master @93feetofsmoke
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLTPhG9fRFY

lyrics:
bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

face it 
doomed to run it up 
inside a basement
wasted 
wasting all the time
I'm getting wasted
x2

think it's caught up with my body
it's all of the medicine
all of the medicine now

light that boy up
thomas and edison
if u miss me
u should know it gets worse
I can't fix everything
some people hurt
never knew me
ain't no weight 
in your words
and its two for the feature
and three for the verse

bitch i've been outside
like i'm from new york
heard he wanna fight
boi u must be high
x2

too much going down deep
too much and its taking over
I tend to bite my tongue
until my stars align together

I’ve been outside (vid in desc)

background </3
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one look at me tells her everything she needa know
one look at me tells her everything she needa know
im not her man 
but im the background on her phone
she dont even hit me up
she only want me when im gone

we both get high
she pop pills 
and i smoke dope
she love poppin out 
and i never leave my home 
we nothin alike 
except we both hate to be alone
and i told myself that i could never ever love again

i remember the last time was the last time 
i remember the last time was the last time
i remember the last time was the last time 
i remember the last time was the last time

i know that she'll never need me 
i know 
i know that she'll never leave me 
i know
pls just dont love me 
just leave me alone
pls just dont numb me 
just leave me alone

one look at me tells her everything she needa know
one look at me tells her everything she needa know
im not her man 
but im the background on her phone
she dont even hit me up
she only want me when im gone

we both get high
she pop pills 
and i smoke dope
she love poppin out 
and i never leave my home 
we nothin alike 
except we both hate to be alone
and i told myself that i could never ever love again

i remember the last time was the last time 
i remember the last time was the last time
i remember the last time was the last time 
i remember the last time was the last time

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<3

-emo fruits aka its always the last time since the first last time

BACKGROUND (prod. puhf x 5head)

deep october - dashboard (hurtclub flip)

prod 93feetofsmoke x hottub_johny x rubbish
mix master @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:
Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

There’s something rlly slimy bout this business
You fuck around, we fuck around 
and get you dealt with
Got ya net worth hanging by ya necklace
Lookin goofy all spookied up on pressed shit

I spell out nothin get results and let that shit speak
I boot up Ableton i’m goin on a kill streak
Roll sum up, go downstairs, I have a 3 piece
Ya’ll need some vitamins 
Ya pigments ain’t look healthy 

Im on google sheets typing in “= sum”
Salt intolerant,
that’s why ya chips amount to none
I do it legally I turn the gas to honeybuns
U scarin’ nothing but a hoe go getcha nose on

Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

I’m smelling money mr krabs and ur a squid bum
Hit the tele block I send him back to edge or lumb 
I seen everything this boy think that he slick or sum
Nothin to it how I do it are u fuckin dumb?

So much green they think I turned reptilian
I aint twinnin’ with no bargain bin civilians
Y’all too lazy cracking 40’s I’m on Ritalin 
Pack it up and keep it moving y’all keep meddlin, bitch

Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

whyuthinkugottaholdonme

flesh made in cyprus (prod. trentonkyle)

Tucson (prod. Hurtclub)

(deebø)
Padded rooms, im just talking out my head now
Look myself in the mirror when i break down
Boutta run away and try and keep my head up
Split myself, like im toting twin berretas

Sleep alone and im always in the background
In a dazed fucking state, cause of that loud
On the moon, yeah im feeling interstellar 
Wasting time when im wrtiting all these letters 

Talkin shit bout my life when you on that phone
You knew the consequence was bad, now leave me alone

I jus wanna see the light of day now💔💔
I jus wanna see the light of day💔💔

Yeah shes taken all control
Evil witch, she took my soul
My whole bodies growing mold
Living nightmares that i loathe

(SCRE4M)
aint much to say cuz ian rlly tryna dissapoint 
id rather find a fix with rolling up another joint 
ok i made sum bad decisions ian have a choice 
im tryna get shit thro yo head but you jus get annoyed

why you tryna act all sad in this bitch 
aint makin figures but ill figure path in this bitch uh 
ian tryna make you mad in this bitch
but i hate it when you snappy and u actin like this uh 

fucking with my bro gon leave you dead in a coffin 
couldnt trust yo bitch she been very dishonest 
last thing thats running thru my head is ur comments 
imma find my purpose and i swear it to god 



i know sum ppl couldnt feel me 
quit fuckin wit my head bitch why tf u actin silly
i know the drugs that i been takin aint gon heal me
but all of this fake love that i been gettin finna kill me

(ghøsty)
she want bags
gucci + fendi
fads make em envy
the tabs make you empty
i know when im gone that you gon prolly forget me

i just wanna see the light of day x2

ion feel like talkin about this
if you would, get off my dick
all these people say they fans of me
my song not on they list
i aint tryna make no enemies 
but i wont take no shit

lay a bitch down in her crib if she gon cry about it
i think ima need a hit, no like ill die without it
turned out better than these hoes w no dad
no doubt about it
in da benz, im flippin O’s 
i could make a money mountain

down a fifth & throw it up
you wouldnt even know me now
all my bros been growin up
only ones that held me down
miss my bro, been chokin up
really wish he stuck around
same ones throwin shade at us
same ones in that shit ol town

they wont ever get it tho
i know everything they dont
they be shoppin five below
my bitch shop at mavilo

packin up a Raw cone, to the dome where ill face it
thinkin i see home, i dont know if ill make it

Light of Day ft.DEEBOTWOSEVENOH & ghost (methboiswag)

GLAÇONS

1020 flow

featuring @hammy

Produced by me

hammy:
i wanna tell you how i feel i jus can't get the words out
every time i speak its just another let down
living in a world where no one understands me
wake up in the morning damn i feel so empty

no one hits my phone cause they not fw me 
im over this shit yeah im going back to sleep
get out of my head id rather fucking rest in peace
buried in the ground like im buried in these sheets
i had love for you but now theres static in between 
you got my head fucked up i see you in my dreams
youre everywhere i go 
im frozen and alone
stay stagnant in my home cause im better on my own i feel like a ghost when i dissapear and smoke
i don't need no rope
silver chains around my throat
german crystals round my waist
evil thoughts get in my way
like every single day
this constant fucking pain

gg:
i feel so empty
i feel so broken 
i feel so hopeless
i can't control this
i feel like scarface 
bitch im reloaded
homes where the heart is
fuck it im homeless
i wanna tell you how i feel 
tell me if its real
cause i can't deal with my mind no
she gone pop another seal 
do it for the thrill
tell me baby are you down to die hoe
blood on the sheets in my bedroom 
she said boy if you crash imma crash too
hate it when i wake up in a bad mood
girl im faded n it aint even passed 2

hammy:
pacing back n forth i know somethings wrong w me
i can't go to sleep memories keep haunting me
burn me into ash throw me in the fucking sea
down 100 feet where no one can bother me

gg:
i think i lost it paralyzed i can't feel shit
im moving cautious i know that there are leaches 
im nearly off it my life slowly decreasing
i wake up in the morning barely feeling like breathing

hammy:
pass out in the morning
waking up in the evening 
open up my eyes 
i wish i was still dreaming
every single day
still im searching for reason
leave me on the floor bones crushed back bleeding

gg:
leave me on the floor 
leave me feening for more of you
my minds at war hit the dope then i thought of you
knife up in my drawer thats the same one in my spine
and they love that im dead i just wanted to feel alive

LETDOWN FT. HAMMY

Need it,
I want it,
The high from it.

@fatherfuneral
@sadbalmain
mix/master: @darkskyparadox

Deep October - Tree Fell (prod. @sadbalmain)

prod. eris.. mix/master by darkskyparadox

it was a beautiful day
miss you 
I wish you could stay
Meet rock bottom
I just peaked off molly 
and I think I remember your face (x2)

and I'm sea sick
I been swimming to my limit in the deep end
Almost died 
this time I'm sinking
China Shop 
I can never stop thinking
and I mean it
When I say
"you were made for reason"
I don't hate that you came to me tweaking
Just as long as you pick up the pieces
Yeah the pieces..

it was a beautiful day
miss you 
I wish you could stay
Meet rock bottom
I just peaked off molly 
and I think I remember your face (x2)

We never took a vacation..
I wass too high 
and I never knew why I didn't make it
to the vacant little Days Inn
in a desert somewhere deep out of vegas.

CHINA SHOP (prod. Eris x Darksky)

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways

bending to grow w/ Anxiety Attacks!

The Grace (Gulilele)-Neverending White Lights Freestyle

selfish

🎙️ Live from the The Environ GONE-MENTAL  Center 

"Breathe in this, now you can see. Premeditated like a leaf falling from its tree, Yet don't always believe what you see. Perception is one's own to achieve. Meditate now just count back from three. Close your eyes and be set free."

ₜₕₑ ⱼₒᵤᵣₙₑy ᵢₛ ₜₕₑ Dₑₛₜᵢₙₐₜᵢₒₙ


I keep pressing ESC yet, the same place I REMAIN

locked up in this cage, memories erased 

https://www.bonfire.com/disaster-delivery160/

Deep October - Tree Fell (prod. @sadbalmain)

sadbalmain

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