over 2 years of listening to SBP and this song slaps everyday since

the pain that i felt is in this entire song

I lost my mum and bf killed his self my brother died form a Hart blockage my dad is a coke addict I'm done with my life

My besties dad killed himself a couple days ago he was a amazing man I’m gonna miss him thank you for this song❤️‍🩹

Rip char , I love you , rip Zach , miss you Brudda, rip black , all the way up 💯💯💯💯

sad mood

4 my grandma and grandpa i miss you so much rest up..
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/03Nx63Qf5HnqGF3KkGIJ6l?si=f5dbae1f019a45b9

feat. @iriasona 
prod. @yuseiworld
mixed by @jooosuph

[lyrics]
my grandma died a couple days ago this shits been on my mind
life is beautiful until the people all around you die 
now youre tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right 
my grandfather died 2 weeks they told me he be fine 
i couldnt see her for the final time her funerals tonight
i hope that woman knows i love her and ill keep her soul alive 
ive been out my head so long im tryna find some peace of mind 
but when people die it gets hard to even realign 
crazy isnt it we lose people then appreciate we livin 
thtas the shit that makes you sit back n then realize life is twisted 
120 people die inside this life in a minute 
i was told appreciate the ones around me and i didnt 
now their bodys in a coffin n its where theyre always sittin 
i dont even know what i would say if to they graves i visit 
id apologize for everything i ever did n didnt 
with my arms around their tombstones i would tell em that i miss em 

everyone inside my life that loved me i just pushed away 
thats the reason i got stuck inside my ways and never changed 
 we tendto only miss the sun when were walkin through the rain 
mac is always callin me tellin me ill see better days 
i go manic and panic n ask if shit'll ever change 
he was fuckin with me when my distro checks were only change
hes my brother but hes like a father to me in the strangest ways 
the only one inside my life thats tryna help me find a way 
my houses is lookin haunted cause these walls is what i talk to 
everyone around me always dies or they want to 
it sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you 
but i dont need sympathy for the shit that ive gone through 
cause any situation presented ive always fought through 
me myself and i sometimes is all i got dude 
keep going life is beautiful youll see it soon you got to 
appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon

Walking Through The Rain ft. iriasona (prod. Yusei)

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

I Deserve to Bleed

Depression Cherry

Space Song

Heres a song about my struggle with physical abuse uwu 

Prod: @juniordbeats
Mixed: @lofeetunes & @planteee

Bruises (prod. jrd.)

I feel like im going insane but maybe thats not such a bad thing...



Indii G: @indii-g
Rodger : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DD_AXczH8A8

Insane ft. Indii G. (prod. RODGER)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
?
[Verse 1]
ive been feelin sad ive been feelin lonely 
ive been wishin thatd youd come around and hold me
feels like somethings missin even when im with the homies
thinkin back to when you said you loved the old me
i lay in my bed and wish i could go back
wish i wasnt so ugly wish i wasnt  fat
lifes like a ciggaret that shits a drag
used to want it all now i just want you back
i dont live in the present im stuck in the past
love is a drug and i want yours so bad
dont really believe feelings faded that fast
lookin for my heart so im diggin thru the trash
if its just friends then i guess imma be there
gotta learn that lifes not gonna be fair
ive been breathin herbs moe than i breathe air
i fell hard like i tripped on some steep stairs
[Hook]
?
[Verse 2]
i know it ended but my wounds still open
dont know why but im too scared to close em
acting whole but inside im broken
hide my emotions cause im too scared to show them
ridin the wave of life and ive been coastin
our ship got sunk and i stood floatin
knockin back the bottles ill fix it with the potion
but ive turned toxic and oh so potent
i miss you soo much and each day it just hurts
hating mself and i question my worth
maybe a chance aint something i deserve
but im still gonna ask for better or worse
i know you got problems and i cant solve em
but i could be your drug i could try to dissolve em
writing you songs and maybe i should stop it
but writing bout my pain is a habit i cant drop it













prod: @oceanonthebeat
mixed by: @kammichaelmusic

I Miss You... (prod. ocean)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

spotify!

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

Hope this helps the ones using drugs as a method to cope!
@keegan-hay3s

Bad Habits ft. Keegan Hayes (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

sad uwu vibes...



Ivri: @ivrii
https://www.instagram.com/ivsounds/
original sog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cExfETPKRYM
M.E: @user-949132137

Scars ft. Ivri (prod. M.E)

Dear Momma (prod. tomcbumpz)

Just Like You Do (ft. Thomas Reid)

Rest In Peace Mr.A this ones for you.
produced by : @mental
mixed by :@kammichaelmusic

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉 𝕷𝖎𝖑 𝖀𝖌 𝕭𝖔𝖎 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍𝖍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0uhbs3Hq2s
just listen..
LYRICS:
Hey old friend
how has everything been
do you still have the memories from back then
or has time took them from your head 



why do people leave 
actually why do i seek relief 
in people who only mistreated me
love the sense of dependence n needin me
id give the ones that i love all the blood in my body but never be seen as enough
i used to kick with my clique never trip bout a bitch shoving smoke in my lungs
now they just copy me putting out music instead of pursuing the shit that they love 
they havent seen all the sleepless nights i would stay up or the times i would write as id cut
i still have notebooks with pages n pages of verses soaked all in my blood
conversations ii had with myself when no one felt like giving a fuck
contemplations i had  of just giving everything up 
one night i grabbed all my razors and sat there in silence while holding a gun
thinking it wont be so silent when everyone hears what ive done 
squeezed the trigger as hard as i could but the bullet was stuck
etched 20 lines in my skin fell asleep and left life up to luck
im not scared of the dark anymore im in love with it 
spent so much time in it i became one with it
i dont ever wanna see the sun again 
 all i want is to be fucking dead 
leave me roses and violets inside of my coffin 
a knife and an upsidedown cross with 
blood dripping off it 
an ounce n some vodka 
make sure theres a moshpit 
make sure my mom is 
in the middle gettin stomped quick
forall the times she left me n my brother unconscious
 high on drugs coming off it
mixed by@kammichaelmusic
featuring dearly Somber 
prod. Lil Ug Boi

𝕴 𝕹𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝕶𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝕿𝖔 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕱𝖙. 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖔𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗

@ivrii
@tomcbumpz

mix/master by @mostlyeverything
artwork by cohnography

listen on spotify: open.spotify.com/track/07i3iHqyTo…GeS36X2jLB6zJsFQ

lyrics:

eyes getting irritated
i will await my doom
scratching at my skin
burrowing within
they stare and then they grin
let me in
please let me in


i ain’t felt threatened since seven to eight
got it straight now i keep a razor blade at my waist
your life revolves around happiness i’m studying hate
i just beheaded seven angels that i met at the gate
cause my demons told me in my head there ain’t enough space
when you’re fighting for survival etiquette has no place
if me and satan met again i’d be forced to handle the reigns
i understand my mind and the power that it contains
and also that a mind is so fragile that it can break
in a matter of seconds depending on what you take
i learned the hardest battle we face is against ourselves
i’ve been questioning reality while fixing my health
even Liu King would need help tryna kick shit this well
my flows hotter than the stove tops on kitchens in hell
so just stick to yourself or you can go missing as well
just like all the fucking confidence i had for myself
what’s a born sinner forced to fucking live life in hell
then told to go back when he dies by himself
its me and you

Doom (w/ ivri & tomcbumpz)

I like karaoke, rollerblading, guitar, and looking at art

https://youtu.be/pK5iQpjySIs?si=vXUVLGzcDeRZOxCH

終ることがない苦痛

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

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