songs i feature in :)

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

@failure404
[+ sogimura]


Molly love, broke your heart filled with the holy one 
Shits so dark, stared down the barrel of a loaded gun 

can’t get back the time that I kept spending on you 
I’m glad that the time meant nothing to you 

(epitome)
it would’ve been nice to know that all of this meant nothing to you
i’d break my back just know what i’m suppose to do
because right now i haven’t got a clue
it’s hard enough to move when your hearts in two

id paint a picture just for you
but i know that would be a disaster too
(such a disaster)
why can’t you see that you’re the only thing i have to lose

(TNS)
Silence is a virtue, glad that I meant nothing to you 
It’s so bazaar, staring down the barrel of a loaded gun 

I care that I waisted my time 
You say that I’m a wasted your life 

Silence slowly slips through my mind
As it slowly kills your insides 

Are I really worth it 
Slipping through my mind like im a missing wall  
God I better catch ‘em all 

But you don’t like that
But despite that, you’d rather try to watch me fall 

Right through your heart 
Stare in my eyes while you glue me straight to the wall 

Straight to the wall, lift my hands and watch me fall 
Molly love, broke your heart filled with the holy one 

Shits so dark, stared down the barrel of a loaded gun 
can’t get back the time that I kept spending on you 

I’m glad that the time meant nothing to you

Molly, love

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

coverart by wetbirthdaycard <3


blood on my desk like oh my god
you call back but i dont pick up
lungs are black, yea my body fucked
i should see a doc but i call my plug
pain in my chest put it in a song
rain turnin red i should quit the drugs
fake my death so i know who loves me to the bones and who does not

i see faces in the rain
i think i'll go insane
i kinda like the pain
blood is drippin of my blade
dont care about the fame
just wanna be okay
im waiting on the rails while im screaming out your name

suicide - i almost did it
but i didn't fucking drown
mama wanna see me winning
and im tryna make her proud
i dont wanna keep on living
i just do it for her now
only see me fucking grinning
when my head is in the clouds


@epitomeoffailure
it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

just look at the clues
i’ve already tied the noose
i’m escaping this horrid abuse
and i don’t even know how it makes me feel
knowing that this all wasn’t real

it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

amv <3

faces in the rain w/epitomeoffailure (puhf)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever and Low Hope

2001's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Prod2001

low hope's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdLowhope   


/lyrics/

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

and i can't bring myself to step outside
anxiety builds and i just want to hide
i think my body's giving up this time
i can feel my chest collapse when i look inside your eyes

i just feel so fucking useless
can't ask for help feel like a nuisance
just do my best to hide and numb it
a facade that's built with cuts and bruises

i think i have lost it
but don't know what it ever was
nothing like what used to be
lately i feel like a husk of myself 

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

inmyhead (2001 x Low Hope)

mix & master @ztope

lyrics

woah, woah thought of u when i had sight of a ghost
im in a state swear im losing my host
cant tell if its me coz ur still holding my flesh baby 

oh, recalled the scene could we play it back
cant cut the wires im made to last 
and u wanna call it a favour

whos starting these flames
fucking shit up and just walking way
the consequence lies in ur brain
let that shit eat u ur ego will cave

ego will cave 

i dont know i cant lie 
i cant know how i survived
ignorance my only source of light
or else ill see my grave with fireflies

i feel like a passenger every night 
sit in th back knowing that i can drive
no, try to hav fun but i stay inside
just not for me, let me, let me (rot)

look ion wanna be here, like this ur fault
gave me some purpose just to let me rot 
gets worse everyday, it’s not just being bored
images burn my mind, feeling scorched

ooo
is it really me ur waiting for
give me a sign, like im being patient 
and i will take this life without a thought

caving ego_interlude (killedmyjuliet x killedmyself)

i dont wanna feel like that, no
can you tell me who i am?
never thought i could get that low
im so scared, im losing friends

people come and then they go
and its always been the same
like the sun and like the snow
i can always watch 'em fade away
oh just wait, ima lose you
bitch i hate that i lose you

i dont wanna feel like that, no
can you tell me who i am?
never thought i could get that low
im so scared, im losing friends

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losing friends (xtacy beatz)

--wrote this in the beginning of october--

im staying up all night, i cant stop to cry
dont tell me i will get better cus i'll be gone 'fore december
she loves these fucked up eyes
in another life i might be living forever i want someone to remember
the way i felt these days when they called me crazy
give me 16 days and that bitch will hate me
its okay
yea its okay
i'll be okay, she'll be okay :)

december (hateful)

lyrics by edo saiya

idk exactly why i did this i was jus freestyling in the morning and started to sing that song lmao

presave next song <3

paradox6n (cover or smth idk???) [prod. cosmic7]

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
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(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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Rehab (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

Rauw Alejandro, Arcángel  - Modo Avión

A musical journey through a lot of my experiences.  Highs, Lows, Dreams, Love, Pain, Hope etc.  

faces in the rain w/epitomeoffailure (puhf)

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