this is beautiful, i'm really proud of you <3

the vibes on this one gives me goosebumps <3

this made me hard - in a good way - love this :'(

Sadtxnshi too good that I forget to leave a little comment

what’s the meaning of it all?
staring at my phone screen tap tap tap to the beat of a mundane scene that surrounds me
got our heads down scared to look at one another
like we don’t know what the consequence of interaction is yet
the silent hostility that’s common makes me upset
but that’s unimportant
there’s billions of other people who feel the same way where’s the warning
that one day my bones will crumble into dust laying 6 feet under ground that will one day be a road letting semis pass through the town
and the last sound that i made was heard by ears decomposing into grains of dust in the same ground that i’m in
so what’s the aftermath?
after all of this is done will i regret the time i spent staring at my computer watching youtube videos eating chips and drinking soda?
if i die now will i regret never reforming my faith
to believe there was a god that watches over me every day 
i wish i did it like i used to but the hope has gone away
i mean shit 
maybe jesus walking the earth right now wearing birkenstock sandals smoking on loud
wearing shades maybe i passed by him the other day maybe he was the stranger that smiled and waved
maybe that was just a stranger who smiled and waved
and i didn’t wave back do i regret that too it’s the same
sequence of events every day i was bold to think i was the main character of this story
now i realize that there never was a story
there’s no allegory hidden in the leaves or in the rain
that symbolize a purpose as to why there’s so much pain
saying everything happens for a reason to shift the blame 
onto a force out of our control it makes me feel so much shame
to contribute to the idea that poetry in the blood within my veins
i see people laugh at others who appreciate the little things
and see people at gas stations buying candy like it’s the best part of their week
i see people sleeping on benches outside of a mcdonald’s while i order a big mac from the car i own looking away so i’m not bothered
by the scene of someone in a poorer position that i’m in
am i that fucking selfish?
to want the wills of other people to change in my favor
we all want the same thing but that thing requires
to give a bit but mostly take and sometimes when you see a potential jesus you don’t smile and wave
to keep up the serious path that people told you to follow
so you don’t end up sleeping on a bench outside of a mcdonald’s
and the expectations drive you crazy not even worried about disappointing yourself
you care more about the opinions of others denying all their help
because the independence set you free in a world that fucking hated you
knocked you to your knees and told you exactly what the fuck to do
and the result is people overcoming everything that’s thrown at them 
and some people on the brink of suicide when they get dumped by their girlfriend
and neither of those perspectives is wrong
just the product of how you grow and how well you get along
with every other person you encounter as the sonder’s growing louder 
the life of a stranger is just as important as yours
and neither your life or the strangers is important at all
there’s no meaning in it all
there’s no meaning to the song
there never was a song
just the depressing rambles of a person who’s opinion doesn’t matter
shouting into open space with no air for the sound to scatter
i always say i’m gonna die young because i can’t image getting older than i am now
so take it at face value when i jump off a roof into the crowd
blending in with faceless people with their own potential story
that could leave this town and become a blockbuster movie
maybe one different decision and that movie would be mine
the story of a kid who closed his eyes and tried to stop time
stuck his hands out with a shout in an attempt to hide from every inconvenience i couldn’t claim as mind
and someone out there is getting rejected for the 3rd time this year
and someone just won the lottery and is celebrating with beer
i’m not thinking about either of them

some thoughts [prod unlucky]

Scream my Name

Scream My Name w/Hazenova + Procaine (Yago)

NO FACE (w/ idkconundrum)

prod iof <3

life's not fair :')

[lyrics:]
i dont get what i did wrong
i waste my time cant write a song
i wish you would communicate
but you dont you're not the same

i dont want to find another girl
cus you are everything i want
im living in a lonely world
i really thought that you're the one

i dont get why you do that
baby come back home
you were almost perfect
now you're fucking cold
dont be scared im not angry
i still love you so much
remember when you met me
i gave you all my trust 


you know i'd die for you
i would do everything
just to see you smile
im wondering if you think
about me that much too
i would do everything 
just to see you smile 
i would do everything

im not angry (iof)

Lyrics:

could we define this differently
i had my work cut out for me
what are we
its a simple question 
with a complex answer
and that's just how my luck would have it
no i can't hardly stand it
it's tough when u ask her with a gun to her brain
i don't think u'll get the answer that u want

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
x2

as she moans anothers name with a passion in my bed
and i'd like to take it further 
but she'd like with him instead
and it's 12:24 and i'm tryna hit my friends
sorry i can't pick up right now
i crank the sound up and blast her out my eardrums yea
her lips amusing so i'm laughing and she pissed off yea
is 100 decibles enough to kill my cortex yea
i don't think i ever needed u around for that

for that
f for that
f f f for that
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
what are we
what are we
could you tell me
could you tell me

dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain
dont talk or even stand there and try to relate
you couldnt get me if we swapped and u saw thru my brain
it’s never my turn to talk when she’s got shit to say
and i can’t listen to this anymore its causing damage to my brain

what are we (yokai dreams)

nonprofit 

mix.ztope



lyrics-
You ant got a clue 
What I went though 
All this fuckin pain that
I hold never helped
You never learned to heal 
So you learned to 
Just Pop pills I
Was only 12 when it
Happen now I miss you 

Face turned blue when I
Heard you crashed that 
Car I didn’t even get
To see you now
Im turning 18 I
Don’t even feel it
I’ve been numb to pain 
I’ve been starting at
The ceiling 


Verse 2
Nah I can’t stand the 
Silence I can hear the
Static in the air I
Can smell the sadness  fill
My lungs when no one’s
Here I Can feel the 
void in My chest disappear 
When I smoke or i 
Drink never mind I’m just
Drunk again yeah I'm dunk 
Again yeah I’m numb again 
I can feel the void
In my chest come back
Yeah it hit me like
A train wishing I could 
Go back to the old 
Days where I never felt 
Like this

18 (nevrfall)

produced by wisssery & jolst
i feel a little like my face is melting
and my truth is shaping 
into something that i dont want it to be
i dont want it to be
and i cant even change it
even if i fucking wanted to
but i dont :p
but i dont.
no i dont
no i dont
oh i dont
oh i dont
no i dont
no i dont
its easy to not care when youre fucked up
feeling despair has never been so familiar 
the grass is green and the sun is bright, but
you wont get me out my room tonight
out my room, room
out my room, room
out my room, room
room, room, room.
out my-
yeah
fuck writing
i just needa find a beat and throw my thoughts inside it
woah
woah
woah
woah
yeah
fuck biking
to your house in the freezing cold
frost bite on my god damn nose
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.

frostbite (wisssery & jolst)

i could never be your hero

Lyrics:

what happened to love 4 the rest of our lives
fucking flipping the puzzle when the pieces fit fine
i always knew it'd be us against the world but
i jus thought it'd be us
n not me then you

is it maybe the lifestyle i chose
could it be 
well we'll never have known
and the reason won't present itself
so i hope he treats you right 
whatever stranger you fuck with
cause somehow i'm not 

someone 
that somebody's daughter 
should see for the rest of her life 
cause i do b4 i think
and i'd travel the world just to do this with you
but i don't
and i write 
every song about you
you
you
you
or who you could've been

kill yourself its not so bad here
the afterlife is cozy
i'm talking from the grave
as a man who lived life lonely
i've learned so much about me from deep in the drift
i jus looked a bit inside and found a spine in me too
found a spine in me too
ay 
i found a spine in me too
ay
babe im built just like you
ay
the dead still clicking their shoes
we took the afterlife
i'm fucking up ur god with my dudes

i'm not
someone 
that somebody's daughter 
should see for the rest of her life 
cause i do b4 i think
and i'd travel the world just to do this with you
but i don't
and i write 
every song about

villain pt. II

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: lil XipZ x popularreject
Production: shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x popularreject
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: shxdy808
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Half Evil Girl (w/ lil XipZ & popularreject) [Prod. Shxdy808]

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im not angry (iof)

sadtxnshi

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