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The Upload

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

produced by taurs

and it’s cold here
so grab your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

and my head spins
when we are together 
you never show me love, 
despite that, you’re so special to me 
got ugly eyes, im not the guy you fell for
but i could try my best 
if you give me a chance and don’t leave 

callin, callin callin again
why the fuck are you still stalling?
those texts you left unread 
i can’t avoid the hole, i fall in
fall in to the abyss 
my chest caves in when you call me 
the one that you regret 
i’m so tired of ur shit

and it’s cold here
so bring your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

you were the cruel type
i know you hate me you didn’t have to say it two times ): 
i can’t stay here anymore
my veins are blue, i
guess i’ll just lay here in the snow and watch the moon rise

ugly eyes (taurs)

pick up the fuckin phone
yeh yeh yeh
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
i learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit
im damn near the best
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit

high tide get me an my soul fried
i dont wana good night
i jst wanna stay up and contemplate my whole liii-
huh :p
boy thot he was nice he was runnin up a dub
uh
bitch im 2 high to ever give a fuck!
ur nothin special 
eck >:(
ur just a test wound
it was alright
BLAH!
till it wasnt!
yeh
im a zombie
bae!
do u copy?
word.
do u see me in tha cemetary late at night
walking round tryna find some fuckin spite 
i dont wanna kill u but i gotta jst to make it right
try to act cool but u know u got Formaldehyde
poisin x_x
its pointless shit u know ull cry for quite a while
but dont do shit about it
pull up in a brand new whip
gtr4s or a corvette
yep
ill whoop u in like any game, call it life
yep
enough of all the talk shit
lets just fuckin talk shit

im a monolithic mommy 
corrupting the thoughts above me 
and i cant get away from this
why u try to love me man?
why u try and hate me
why u try to say the words that cant help but tame me
i cant write the story
but i can on my face
ill put ur name on my hand
and make it somethin like "grace"
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up

aries

follow guda

aries (guda x baz309)

lyrics ⬇️ 

everybody see the the leaves
they be changing but I don’t
you won’t ever see
me do what I won’t
if you wanna leave
don’t pick up the phone
you only deceive 
me when I’m not home

I’ve had enough of it
and idk what else to say but yea I wanted it
but you then you gave me so much pain now you are haunting it
upside down is how you left me
i don’t wanna wake up
every day is so dumb
you don’t ever listen
i just wanna love you
you just want attention 

I’ve had enough of it
i wish that everything was perfect but it never is
i really wish that we could flourish but I never win
so will it ever end
you won’t look me in my eyes but I’m no enderman
at one point I was him
and now it’s overwith
and now ur stalking him 
like u r slenderman
what is up with this

all the commotion you cause jus to tell me that
I’m the one that you don’t want
oh it hurts so bad
& they all tell me I should stop but I don’t wanna tap
& ik that they wanna laugh but they know I’ll attack 
maybe I’ll come back again and then I’ll wanna stab
wanna Stab em In the back for all the feelings lacked 

like I’m December you told me I was all you ever wanted like forever
now you got me pullin strings so that you will surrender 
and honest you don’t give a crap so you’ll say never ever
but I just wanna give back
Cuz I never got to do what I had wanted to
why won’t you give me a chance to show I love you

leaves (yunnygoldz)

my love for you runs hotter than water
your showers set to 48 degrees your not bothered
my lover
you and i are unstoppable
years ago my love was so swappable
but now ive changed
there's nothing, nobody can get into my way
you take me so far away from reality
girl you manage me
and my ways

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

they get some seconds of some screen time and think that they something
i get 10 minutes of screen time and still think that im nothing
there's a ache inside my heart for this but you make me have purpose
i try
keeping myself in line
keeping my phone on at times
always make sure that you're alright

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

i guess they weren't right
it was all lies
kiss you goodnight
and whisper "we made it"
cause baby we made, you and i

i was so caught up in your eyes the other day
i don't even know can you remind me what i said
must've spilt my love and my compassion in every single way 
its not probable
is all that i ever thought anyway
cause i was never one to say
you had had a man anyway
ill love you past 48

fortyeight (prod.  King Theta)

Early morning promises never see the light of day 
What was it like when you were half the earth away
And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you 
Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue 

I’m just glad I found some folks that keep me around 
And passing down the torch I wish the flame would just go out 
This ideation holds its grip
I’ve gone too far with it by my side 
This echo goes in my essence  
Don’t abide don’t abide 
It’s just a cheap trick they play to keep you off their mind 
Oh oh 

Early morning promises never see the light of day 
What was it like when you were half the earth away
And nights I couldn’t sleep I told myself it wasn’t cause of you 
Now I’m older think it’s over take the hint I’ll take the clue 

Afternoon I find myself starting off the day too late 
Remember who I was when you were half the earth away 
Now I cannot eat I cannot sleep no answer will comply 
And now I’m colder broken shoulder lean on me I’ll bid my time 
Is it way too much to ask 
For something in this life 
To maybe just last 
Long enough for me to even know what the hell to do 
I get far enough 
But all I really needed was you

early morning promises (king theta)

Lyrics: 

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

I hate you deep down
Because your hidden in my thoughts like a secret
And I cant be proud
Because I know deep down you’ll reveal it
I cant help myself
When you ask me to dance
You're offer your hand
I'm of in a trance
The words that you speak
Feel like acid on my teeth
They’re bleeding from the root
Guess there's no life in the leaf

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

A deep struggle
A light smile
Keeps the family happy for a while
I know you know
That I need you
My heart needs filling up its so see through
You might me right
That I'm helpless
Without you
I feel selfish
Is it me
Or am I coerced by looks
Cause you look so pretty tonight

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

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Copper (Taylor Morgan, Jolst)

shawty

wanna d!e so got swag when ! walk

Oliver Francis - No Angel (ft. nothing,nowhere.)

Bathing in the light, and casting a shadow.

mixed by @1990bishop

producer: @sorrow_bringer

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special thanks to https://soundcloud.com/nay-rat
check out her original version! https://soundcloud.com/nay-rat/fetal

Lyrics:

her whole life she'll perform for nobody
an imaginary audience
it only makes sense to her
she's the star in her world
 
no matter what she say
what she says she thinks about it
on a lonely night
I bet she doesnt fall asleep
but its only right
its only right for her
shes never really satisfied
She’s never satisfied
With somebody
she could play with your heart
i just dont know
what to believe in. at best she
just wants control of
everyone else then try to keep inside
a beautiful girl they try to figure out
there's scary monsters
In your head but some are real
some type of people try so
hard not to reveal
there's scary monsters
In your head but some are real
yeah some are real
 
she'll perform for you
even if you never asked her to
she'll perform for you
even if you didnt ask her to
everyone else is her toy
that she'll play with until
they have no use anymore
everyone else is her toy
that she'll play with until
they have no use anymore
 
take a seat on your bed yeah
not a single regret but
they can tell your not satisfied
no longer need to be terrified
take it slowly i just know your
place is soon to be set in stone
speak it from your heart, i can
tell you're tryna be someone yeah
 
shes just a scared little girl
in the fetal position
all she wants is attention
in the fetal position
all she wants is attention

Fetal Position [feat. nayra] (prod. In$azy)

RUINS: 

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twitter: https://twitter.com/prodruins

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ig: www.instagram.com/swainesworld/

twitter: twitter.com/swainesworldd

discord: discord.gg/pZwkQNj

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lyrics:
silence in the vehicle
its awkward but im keepin cool
i look and feel like musketeer
solo dolo 'stead of 3 of em

runnin out of shit to say
dunno what should be a word thats said 
melodies inside an empty head
im feelin gifted and i dunno how to keep it in

so i say what i say
and i pray, for new prey
everyday, its the same
its the same
i just work

i just keep it gooooin
i promised i would doooo it
and that is never broooken
you know that ima hoooold it

ridin to a funeral
i breathe new air into the room
there was 2 of me
now theres one of me left

there was 2 of me 
now theres one of me left
now theres one of me left
now theres one of me left

aint no musketeers in this shit 
ive no fear for this shit
cried tears for this shit
gave money, useless
fuck him, hes pissed
hes behind what he was
once in front of in this bitch

overtaken and i drift off
mask off 
mystery is prolly wearin off
thats all
part of plan and it just started how
i wanted it 
i wanted it

this i how i want it
i wanna slow climb i dont care about no profits
im not buildin no rockets 
got a harness in my pocket
im pushin all my buttons
and cant nobody stop it
im tied up like a bonnet
i freed myself from nothin

silence in the vehicle
its awkward but im keepin cool
i look and feel like musketeer
solo dolo 'stead of 3 of em

D'ARTAGNAN (prod. ruins)

“produced” by me

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

and lately i’ve been worried that the only thing i love is slippin away from me,
don’t fall for me,
i try; i can’t fall asleep,
and i stress way too much these days i thought i was getting better
but in my heart i’ll be okay because i’ve firmed much stronger weather 
and i don’t feel any release when i write a song, i won’t lie
only time i feel okay, 
is when i’m holding on to a knife
and i wont ever put you down by running my mouth,
i’ll make sure that he regrets every sick word that he spouts 

and i know that i’ll get better, but i won’t hold my breath,
every day that i’m inside another day in my head,
i’ll just sit inside, these tears i cry, they spill on your dress,
think i need to go and sit outside so i’ll call my friends

release

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