(You're always..) 
When will you move on
(Holding on)
Please I'm sick of it..

I gave my heart and my soul
I let you take it all
The darkness it evolved
I thought you said that it'd go?
Please leave this isn't your home
(Please just go)

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

You broke me apart
Now I feel like a spare piece
Open my heart
See the memories of us
I just can't cope with the way this is going
I remember the days we would bloom love was flowing

Now I'm floating down, in a river on my own
Trapped inside these paper walls
Metaphorically alone
Just consider what you've done
And maybe change your mind before I go
'Cause I'm not coming back
Until this fairytale is over now

I've had enough with you inside my body
Reject your presense but you never resign 
Always lurking in the night

I've had enough telling others it's not me
Had enough crying abt how u got me
No you ain't got me, no more 

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

Gears are turning
I keep learning
Not to trust those around me
I'm just hurting
I'm such a burden
I'm lost at sea and I'm drowning

I'm beat up and bruised
Keep on being abused
I'm just fighting for my life
and I don't want to lose
Burry me, carry me
Tell me I'm okay
You kick me when I'm down but
I grew up this way

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I don't care
I will mend my soul, my body will be whole

You may have had me for years
But I'm done screaming through tears
You always whispered in my ear
I've bled so much, but I'm still here

spare ft. Vails x Lunalis (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

lyrics:

shadows cover my path
as i keep all to myself
freezing cold at last
i don’t see nobody else
wind blows from the south
put my love on a shelf
i won’t make a sound
there’s not a secret i would sell

i’ll see you on some other night
left me wishing on a satellite 
left me longing for the summertime
i’m not alright
you see me, i don’t want to try
its a seedy way to do or die
don’t want to be with me on any night

shadows cover my path
as i keep all to myself
freezing cold at last
i don’t see nobody else
wind blows from the south
put my love on a shelf
i won’t make a sound
there’s not a secret i would sell

it isn’t easy on a dark night
it isn’t easy to think of summer nights
when we felt alive

regrets cover my path
as i reset by myself
freezing cold at last
i can’t lead nobody else
wind blows from the west
i hear the ringing of bells
i won’t make a sound
to let you know that i’m unwell

freezing cold at last

Someone remind her she’s doing so well…..


Lyrics:

Her mom passed when she was eight 
And she’s never felt the same
 but that’s okay 
And Her dad turned to the alcohol 
Poor girl living in a broken home
With too much on her plate
Someone remind her she’s doing so well
You’ve come so far should be proud of yourself 
Self harm scars from what you endured 
It’s a sign of your strength love 


I could never resonate with what you had been through 
Rehab didn’t work for him but it could you
I know you feel like the spare missing part
To your favourite jigsaw you used to love 


Yea I know it’s hard for you
 I can’t even fathom what your going through 
Your beautiful inside and out
God I wish I was you 
I wish you could see yourself in my eyes
Your so beautiful to me

Broken Home (twilight blue)

all i have is nothing w/ byekento

i need to stop rewatching how i met your mother

prod. irby x jolst (i added a bitcrusher to one part so prod. me but like barely)

Winter came round one more time 
Outside in my mind but dont leave my house
Take me back to my life in 05
Under trees made of cork always holdin me down
Dont want to cry when I think of the past
I just wanna get my moms Cadillac back 
if we talked just one more Time 
Maybe then ill accept that you’ll never be mine


Never been good at goodbyes 
Mostly cause I obsess over moments in time
She was never good with replies but kept me on my toes 
Cause she had someone else on her mind
I pray to god I never have to go back to that parking lot out in Fullerton 
I will do anything to ensure I never feel the way I felt that day again
How many times have I lost it? 
My yellow umbrellas in somebody else’s apartment 
Wherever they choose to end up seems to be where my heart is 
There was just something to you
I like my French horns in blue
Dc shorty light ice on u 
why you always-


The pain is so real dude you dont understand 
Wish I was stopping the show making bands 
Whipping in barns out on farms 
I wear the fear on my arm as a scar to remind me to never go far
Swervin the hardest in rocket league cars
off of my ass out on pines boulevard 
owe it to mvo, down from the start 
Pringles on deck in the car
ive felt the spark in my eye out on sideview drive way more than a few times 
Bitter thoughts when I think of all the time I spent thinking we’d get the time right 
I cant fall asleep to silence so I guess the tv will act as my nightlight 
yeah i still bump our playlist
when I see your name, fall apart every time

Winter came round one more time 
Outside in my mind but dont leave my house
Take me back to my life in 05
Under trees made of cork always holdin me down
Dont want to cry when I think of the past
I just wanna get my moms Cadillac back 
if we talked just one more Time 
Maybe then ill accept that you’ll never be mine

leave my house (prod. irby x jolst)

lyrics:

i felt the weight of the world drop in a moment
everyone was staring at my eyes
sleep through the morning
wake up the evening
i’m really not feeling the vibe
i feel the cold in my bones
as i step out into a winter night
the wind on my face reminds me
that maybe, maybe just maybe
i'll be alright

all my life i’ve been searching for a remedy
just something i could believe
the moon, the stars, the sky, the clouds above me
and the boats out on the sea
i pray you fall in love
feel a blessing in disguise
and fight no disease
because everything is changing
so much faster than i want it to be

together 
we could build 
something forever
i don’t mind
i can’t let you down

all my life i’ve been searching for a remedy
just something i could believe
the moon, the stars, the sky, the clouds above me
and the boats out on the sea
i pray you fall in love
feel a blessing in disguise
and fight no disease
because everything is changing
so much faster than i want it to be

blessing in disguise

lyrics:

wait! 
i'm losing my faith
in everything i wait for
tell me how to wait for anything
i know i'm losing my hope
in everything i hope for
tell me what to hope for 
in a world so cold
with sky so wide
around evil that goes on forever

bathing me in apathy
all the things that i don't care to see (at all)

wait!

lyrics:

stuck at the bottom
forsaken autumn
nightly problems
to keep the dream alive
drenched in color
on the rooftops
feel the thunder
see the raindrops
washed away now
all the pine trees
washed away now
all the memories

i don’t know how much more i can take
i’ve been finding new ways to waste away
my entire life
i ask any god if i’ll be alright
on a candlelit november night
knowing it can change in a moment
still i can’t help but wonder
if i should free myself from the weight that i’m under
or stay and try to feel like myself again

forsaken autumn

lyrics:

when all hope is lost
when all the light is gone
how do i carry on?
when all love is lost
when all my fight is gone
how do i carry on?

it’s not profound
the pain that i’m feeling now
i’ve never felt so down

when all hope is lost

my time

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:
a day has passed
and im trapped beneath these sheets
u broke our promise
forever meant never, right

a week has passed
and ur with him now
how did u forget me so fast?
when we were once everything

a month has passed
and i’m still here
in the same place u left me
did u forget?

3 months have passed
and i met new friends
and i’m learning how to smile again
i’m going out more now
instead of staying in my bed

5 months have passed
and highschool is about to end
i’m about to graduate now
i talked to ms britski yesterday
in the same class we met

7 months have passed
and i see that ur happy now
it hurts because
i’m not the one that’s around

1 year has passed
and i can’t help but still hope at night
that one day you’ll call
that one day you’ll come back

every month that passes by
i can not help but think at night
if we have tried, oh one more time
will it work this time

every month that passes by
i can not help but think at night
if we have tried, oh one more time
if it would fail again

fuck

when all hope is lost

SALEM AVENUE

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