★..we can always try again, if u want..★

[producers]
@uglyzucc
@jason22k
@lifepoints
@ihateshinigami
@kkkarasu

[features]
https://soundcloud.com/ilyaxhes
@blackfridvy
@joshuasageart

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[special note]
hey, this album means a whole lot to me since its the last project ill make as a high school student. the release date is actually my graduation day, kinda scary to think about. hell all of these songs were wrote & recorded when i was 17, ive been working on this project since july 2021. i just wanna say thanks to everyone who listens, and i hope u stick around to see everything else.

ily all sm - scoobert <3

☆re:start☆

@joshuasageart
@ddertbag

Lyrics:

When you walk my way
And I can’t explain
Why I feel this way
Trust issues
And maybe I’m to blame
You said I need to change
Put you in picture frames
I need you

And every single day
Is a passing day
Nothing feels the same
Again
You said that I should change
But I cannot change
You make it hard to stay
At peace again

Things feel so strange
Why do I feel this way
I’d go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

You’re all I have
Ahhhhh
Go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

And if there’s something I would go through
It might take a life
And there’s something I hold on to
it keeps me alive

It goes round and round and round and round inside of my head
I wanna know the rest can you gimmie a sec
Making sounds, they’re so profound, just to relieve the stress
And I feel truly blessed, it’s like I have no debt

Time & Space [+ddertbAg]

malcolm in the middle
+ remghost x leovisa
mix/master/vox by lil wet wet x bedhead
recorded @ the batcave

stream

malcolm in the middle w/ bedhead + remghost x leo

★now i swear my heads a mess again..★

[featuring]
@ilyaxhes

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/elkia-w-ashes-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
the boy told the adults
whatever they wanted to hear
and grinned at everyone
with a fake empty smile

the girl said to him
the first words she had spoken in a long long time

hook:
sitting down is all i do
bored until i thought of you
now i swear my heads a mess again
(left my head a mess)

sick of all this empty space
won't you come and find a place
fill the hole that you left again
(fill the hole that you left)

won't you call
(won't you call again)
trapped in walls
(i can't leave my room)

verse: (ashes)
your so toxic
feel so nauseous
i don't get it
i don't want it

bones are breaking
i been drowning
money i'm counting
hands still shaking

friends still faking
my heart is aching

bridge:
hope one day I'm better
than i am
i know it won't happen overnight
i know that

sitting down is all i do
bored until i thought of you
now i swear my heads a mess again
(left my head a mess)

sick of all this empty space
won't you come and find a place
fill the hole that you left again
(fill the hole that you left)

won't you call
(won't you call again)
trapped in walls
(i can't leave my room)

ending:
you seem so empty

★streaming★

★elkia★ w/ ashes. (prod. uglyzucc)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Find me at the airport girl I’m coming home
And I got it in my jansport they don’t even know
I was tryna hit the pavement til I hit the road
But I’m chasing down a payment loan it for my soul
The collateral damage security deposit
Don’t know how I manage I wish that I could stop it
Got me on your homescreen he was in your locket
Keep me at a distance can’t breathe in your pocket
You know that I’m unsafe both of us in danger
Didn’t anybody tell you stay away from strangers
Ever since I met you I’ve been feeling stranger
The thing is that I felt you when you were a hater
And I understand why you’re wanting me to quit
But if I was given choices it would take a minute
I cannot decide if I'm out or I’m in it
I’m on and I’m off one don’t wanna admit it
Tracking every move staying on me like a fitbit
Couldn’t tell a lie to you wouldn’t wanna risk it
Couldn’t cut me off it would take more than a wrist slit
I’m never really gone but I’m always gonna miss this
This is how it’s always felt for me
I’ve fallen for your apathy
My fallen order friends that leave
You’ve never not been there for me

at the airport (+ homecomingqueen)

★..everything here just leads straight to u..★

[producer]
@jason22k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/annually-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
another year has passed
but im still not quite dead
i know that im young
but i have my regrets

but i guess that is life
i expect nothing less
its true
but ill do what i have to

waking up tired
surrounded by mess
i swear that im lazy
and not just depressed

whatever will stop
all the questions i guess
its true
but ill do what i have to

verse:
i get inside my head
then im doing nothing
trying really hard
just to make it something

i swear
that i wont go down
without a fight
yeah

i know that its bad
but what can i do
everything here
just leads straight to u

feeling real sad
but what can i do
everything here
just leads straight to u

what

but i know that i shouldnt
but i know that i want to

bridge:
want to try again
when will this ever end
i dont care how long now
ill keep on pushing through

repeat hook:
another year has passed
but im still not quite dead
i know that im young
but i have my regrets

but i guess that is life
i expect nothing less
its true
but ill do what i have to

waking up tired
surrounded by mess
i swear that im lazy
and not just depressed

whatever will stop
all the questions i guess
its true
but ill do what i have to

★annually★ (prod. jason22k)

★just leave my brain and give me peace..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/easier-said-than-done-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
sora!
you wanted one didnt u?
a paopu fruit
if two people share one

their destinies
become intertwined
they'll remain
apart of each others lives

hook:
i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

bridge:
no hand as far
as i can see

verse:
so thats it
thats all u had to say
after everything u put me through
and everything i gave

its fine
i guess
its all just in the past now
i still wanna forget you

but its easier said than done
im trying hard but u still won
just leave my brain and give me peace
before i take this boundful leap

bridge 2:
your countless words
still have a grip on me
on my state of mind
please get your hands off me

repeat hook:
i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

★easier said than done★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but i guess it was never meant..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/believe-it-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
thank you for all the hard work
and for keeping the promise we made
miss, who are you?

oh.. so thats how things roll

hook:
i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

bridge:
but i guess it was never meant

verse:
and im empty and its all ur fucking fault
believe it
im stuck here as a nervous fucking wreck
believe it

now i know
i was just ur fucking toy
so im tossed aside
to make room for another

and i hope he treats worse than u to me
believe it
im sick of putting up this damn facade
believe it

i hate your guts
and i hope u hear it clear
and i wish the worst
for my past lover

bridge 2:
i was just ur fucking toy
to make room for another
and i hope u hear it clear

repeat hook:
i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

★believe it★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but it took so much, he doesnt feel hes enough..★

[producer]
@ihateshinigami

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/perish-song-prod-shinigami-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
theres no way i can talk to you guys about this
im lucky to have you as friends
so when we hang out
i wanna laugh

hook:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

isolation
all through his life
he never asked
if this was alright

but he kept on going
past all the lies
but he kept it up
even when it was rough

verse 1:
everything i tried to do
blew up in my face
im so scared of failure
i just might not try

u say that its bad
but arent u no better
i know that it hurts
when ties become severed

ive seen it all before
i dont want this no more

bridge:
but real friends support each other
they talk
if ur hurt then say something
i know we can help you if u just let us

and what kind of people would we be
if we could sit and laugh while ur suffering alone

repeat hook:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

isolation
all through his life
he never asked
if this was alright

but he kept on going
past all the lies
but he kept it up
even when it was rough

verse 2:
like a firefly
as i dance through the night
shining bright
till i burn out and die

i wont live forever
go till my time

ill make a change
this time is no lie
ive seen it now
the bright future lights

i wont live forever
go till my time

ending:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

do you ever think about wanting to die
i do.. everyday

★perish song★ (prod. shinigami)

WATCH THE OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO HERE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEHt73Pt6Bw

OK OK ✅ (feat. Counter, SuperYBF & Spaceboyry)

★ghosts will call ur name..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/i-watched-the-ghosts-dance-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
if we kiss
it'll probably hurt
a lot

well, did it?
yeah a little
kinda rough and dry
but also burning hot

hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

verse:
i know every lie you said
but it wasnt quite enough
u thought u were in the clear
that no one would call ur bluff

so just go and play the victim
yeah i guess u had it rough
but when everything is done
i'll make sure u had enough

i got my stacks
and i got my racks up
ur boyfriend such a lame
all he does is fucking act tough

say u want me back huh
dont even make me laugh yuh
im a pretty bitch
cuter than u with some make up

yah yahhh

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

repeat hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

ending:
we could always try again
if you want

★i watched the ghosts dance★ (prod. uglyzucc)

@kingtheta

lyrics:
i’m falling apart, to get on my feet
the tide is too strong and it keeps pulling me
too cold in the winter, you can hold me
i’m scared for the day that we’ll lose everything (everything)

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

the pictures not perfect, this isn’t worth it
run away, run away
the pictures not perfect, this isn’t worth it
run away, run away

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

can i be better? (Prod. by King Theta)

https://youtu.be/qNYFO-eWwkE?si=t5QtzMRAoePx2gyv
lyrics :D
She said I’m not perfect
I said yeah, I know
I’ll ask am I worth it?
She said she don’t know

But I think that I met the girl that’s gonna save me from death
When I’m with you, I get the feeling like my hearts out my chest
No I was fucked up in the past but now I’m trying my best
To make me worth it and show you that I’m not like the rest
I’ve never been so scared to fuck something up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love
It’s 5 AM in my bed we still up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love no

You can tell me my love doesn’t mean shit
I’ve heard it all before
Hide my pain you know you’ll never see it
Kill me and beg for more
Tell me that I don’t mean shit to you
You could tear apart my heart, beat it black and blue
Still standing, somehow, after all that you put me through
I’m doing drugs because they help me with your abuse

But I think that I met the girl that’s gonna save me from death
When I’m with you, I get the feeling like my hearts out my chest
No I was fucked up in the past but now I’m trying my best
To make me worth it and show you that I’m not like the rest
I’ve never been so scared to fuck something up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love
It’s 5 AM in my bed we still up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love no

fijimar 5am

5am [dercept x jolst] mv in desc

rip love xoxo pt. 2 w/ rosesleeves [prod. spyder x yago]

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Trendy! (w/ 00000001111111)「+recyclebin」✨📈

@d1vwv

AMV -- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdlWmyshYTA&ab_channel=Sleepa
listen on spotify -- https://open.spotify.com/track/2i4YgfuhNFI1TCQ2lXIeKo?si=gGRQBDBSRB6hCjuyYWVEhQ

beat by lopoint @user-829649150

No 1 Else (w/ d1v)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★annually★ (prod. jason22k)

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