★..we can always try again, if u want..★

[producers]
@uglyzucc
@jason22k
@lifepoints
@ihateshinigami
@kkkarasu

[features]
https://soundcloud.com/ilyaxhes
@blackfridvy
@joshuasageart

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[special note]
hey, this album means a whole lot to me since its the last project ill make as a high school student. the release date is actually my graduation day, kinda scary to think about. hell all of these songs were wrote & recorded when i was 17, ive been working on this project since july 2021. i just wanna say thanks to everyone who listens, and i hope u stick around to see everything else.

ily all sm - scoobert <3

☆re:start☆

where the wild things r + rit [benjithemachine + Shishy]

★now i swear my heads a mess again..★

[featuring]
@ilyaxhes

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/elkia-w-ashes-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
the boy told the adults
whatever they wanted to hear
and grinned at everyone
with a fake empty smile

the girl said to him
the first words she had spoken in a long long time

hook:
sitting down is all i do
bored until i thought of you
now i swear my heads a mess again
(left my head a mess)

sick of all this empty space
won't you come and find a place
fill the hole that you left again
(fill the hole that you left)

won't you call
(won't you call again)
trapped in walls
(i can't leave my room)

verse: (ashes)
your so toxic
feel so nauseous
i don't get it
i don't want it

bones are breaking
i been drowning
money i'm counting
hands still shaking

friends still faking
my heart is aching

bridge:
hope one day I'm better
than i am
i know it won't happen overnight
i know that

sitting down is all i do
bored until i thought of you
now i swear my heads a mess again
(left my head a mess)

sick of all this empty space
won't you come and find a place
fill the hole that you left again
(fill the hole that you left)

won't you call
(won't you call again)
trapped in walls
(i can't leave my room)

ending:
you seem so empty

★streaming★

★elkia★ w/ ashes. (prod. uglyzucc)

★..everything here just leads straight to u..★

[producer]
@jason22k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/annually-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
another year has passed
but im still not quite dead
i know that im young
but i have my regrets

but i guess that is life
i expect nothing less
its true
but ill do what i have to

waking up tired
surrounded by mess
i swear that im lazy
and not just depressed

whatever will stop
all the questions i guess
its true
but ill do what i have to

verse:
i get inside my head
then im doing nothing
trying really hard
just to make it something

i swear
that i wont go down
without a fight
yeah

i know that its bad
but what can i do
everything here
just leads straight to u

feeling real sad
but what can i do
everything here
just leads straight to u

what

but i know that i shouldnt
but i know that i want to

bridge:
want to try again
when will this ever end
i dont care how long now
ill keep on pushing through

repeat hook:
another year has passed
but im still not quite dead
i know that im young
but i have my regrets

but i guess that is life
i expect nothing less
its true
but ill do what i have to

waking up tired
surrounded by mess
i swear that im lazy
and not just depressed

whatever will stop
all the questions i guess
its true
but ill do what i have to

★annually★ (prod. jason22k)

★just leave my brain and give me peace..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/easier-said-than-done-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
sora!
you wanted one didnt u?
a paopu fruit
if two people share one

their destinies
become intertwined
they'll remain
apart of each others lives

hook:
i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

bridge:
no hand as far
as i can see

verse:
so thats it
thats all u had to say
after everything u put me through
and everything i gave

its fine
i guess
its all just in the past now
i still wanna forget you

but its easier said than done
im trying hard but u still won
just leave my brain and give me peace
before i take this boundful leap

bridge 2:
your countless words
still have a grip on me
on my state of mind
please get your hands off me

repeat hook:
i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

★easier said than done★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but i guess it was never meant..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/believe-it-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
thank you for all the hard work
and for keeping the promise we made
miss, who are you?

oh.. so thats how things roll

hook:
i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

bridge:
but i guess it was never meant

verse:
and im empty and its all ur fucking fault
believe it
im stuck here as a nervous fucking wreck
believe it

now i know
i was just ur fucking toy
so im tossed aside
to make room for another

and i hope he treats worse than u to me
believe it
im sick of putting up this damn facade
believe it

i hate your guts
and i hope u hear it clear
and i wish the worst
for my past lover

bridge 2:
i was just ur fucking toy
to make room for another
and i hope u hear it clear

repeat hook:
i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

★believe it★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but it took so much, he doesnt feel hes enough..★

[producer]
@ihateshinigami

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/perish-song-prod-shinigami-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
theres no way i can talk to you guys about this
im lucky to have you as friends
so when we hang out
i wanna laugh

hook:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

isolation
all through his life
he never asked
if this was alright

but he kept on going
past all the lies
but he kept it up
even when it was rough

verse 1:
everything i tried to do
blew up in my face
im so scared of failure
i just might not try

u say that its bad
but arent u no better
i know that it hurts
when ties become severed

ive seen it all before
i dont want this no more

bridge:
but real friends support each other
they talk
if ur hurt then say something
i know we can help you if u just let us

and what kind of people would we be
if we could sit and laugh while ur suffering alone

repeat hook:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

isolation
all through his life
he never asked
if this was alright

but he kept on going
past all the lies
but he kept it up
even when it was rough

verse 2:
like a firefly
as i dance through the night
shining bright
till i burn out and die

i wont live forever
go till my time

ill make a change
this time is no lie
ive seen it now
the bright future lights

i wont live forever
go till my time

ending:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

do you ever think about wanting to die
i do.. everyday

★perish song★ (prod. shinigami)

No feelings featuring yung krypto (@leovisaa)

fijimar x xfujioka x 51five - payphone [dercept]

iiiSaid No! ft. STARINTHESKY (yb0itrippy x fumiko)

prod @okmurrrr
shoutout @okmurrrr everyone follow @okmurrrr
lyrics:
(hook)
yeah, you fucked up
I could never let u take advantage
yeah, I know that you understand it
know you miss me but ion really miss her
I don't really mean to make you feel so bitter
got em blue checks like u follow me on twitter
loving me and you was nothin to consider
how come all my old friends 
all they do is switch up 
goodbye, ion even miss ya

(verse)
talk of the town cause I been on rotation 
make me feel like u in anger
yeah the numbers really gonna start going crazy
don't know how because hate me
hey, what's up 
yeah here I am now 
after all is this what you wanted 
all least I can say I was honest
if you got a problem stop it

Advantage (MURRRR)

im just not cool and stuff +bleachcraft

Follow my Instagram for more stuff n dms, collabs! ^_^ @rivixrp


Tellmethtuluvme tellmethtu need me now
got me fucked up feeling like a deadbeat, got me fucked up feeling like the old me 
I’m just numbing myself, It’s all a blur to me, can’t rip it off of my chest. 
Although it’s hard to breathe n live, I'm trying my best but I’m just trying to my best
Knife in my back now, drugs in my system, memories I kill them. Words I can’t fathom
Where did the time go? :/
Can’t learn to let go
Although that I know that You can’t be saved :(
Tellmethtuluvme, tell me that you need me now
got me fucked up feeling like a deadbeat, got me fucked up feeling like the old me.

Ps:made this song in my car qwq

Tellmethtuluvme「5head」

I miss @elr_oy (I'm heavily inspired by him and I made this then bro dropped a new BANGER)

Lyrics -
Same light, same road
Different colored chemicals
Cars pass by they won't see me in my halo
Sweet white fruit, poison drip from the same grove
Thorns in my hands, really think I need to let go
x2
I don't wanna waste my time
I don't wanna walk alone anymore
I love and I hate this life, oh
Don't sleep, 3 days, fall on the floor
Tired, Tired
I just can't sleep anymore, I'm
Tired, Tired
Always thinking bout the-

Need to let go
I can't stop holding on to it
Hurts more than it should, and I fall for it
Backstab, still suffering a lot for this
(for this) (for this)

Bad Dream (BNP)

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★easier said than done★ (prod. uglyzucc)

☆scøøb☆

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