★..we can always try again, if u want..★

[producers]
@uglyzucc
@jason22k
@lifepoints
@ihateshinigami
@kkkarasu

[features]
https://soundcloud.com/ilyaxhes
@blackfridvy
@joshuasageart

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[special note]
hey, this album means a whole lot to me since its the last project ill make as a high school student. the release date is actually my graduation day, kinda scary to think about. hell all of these songs were wrote & recorded when i was 17, ive been working on this project since july 2021. i just wanna say thanks to everyone who listens, and i hope u stick around to see everything else.

ily all sm - scoobert <3

☆re:start☆

Touched down from a flight yeah.
Just, 
I love you so much,
i know you can buy that.

Fly to real heights,
Fly to real heights,
I don’t feel right,
I don’t feel right,
In ‘79,
Lost my real life 
Leaking out of your heart
I don’t think you wanna be mine
Fly to real heights
Fly to real heights
A red eagle look at me strange
See the sky don’t seem the same
Feelings come and feelings fade 
Away
Feel like a godsend
I look like a demon
The invert of my soul
My shadow is bleeding
Of course imma seize it if it is presented
I had it all but I already spent it
woah-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ahhhhhhh
(Chorus)

garden [p. recycleBin + benjithemachine]

★now i swear my heads a mess again..★

[featuring]
@ilyaxhes

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/elkia-w-ashes-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
the boy told the adults
whatever they wanted to hear
and grinned at everyone
with a fake empty smile

the girl said to him
the first words she had spoken in a long long time

hook:
sitting down is all i do
bored until i thought of you
now i swear my heads a mess again
(left my head a mess)

sick of all this empty space
won't you come and find a place
fill the hole that you left again
(fill the hole that you left)

won't you call
(won't you call again)
trapped in walls
(i can't leave my room)

verse: (ashes)
your so toxic
feel so nauseous
i don't get it
i don't want it

bones are breaking
i been drowning
money i'm counting
hands still shaking

friends still faking
my heart is aching

bridge:
hope one day I'm better
than i am
i know it won't happen overnight
i know that

sitting down is all i do
bored until i thought of you
now i swear my heads a mess again
(left my head a mess)

sick of all this empty space
won't you come and find a place
fill the hole that you left again
(fill the hole that you left)

won't you call
(won't you call again)
trapped in walls
(i can't leave my room)

ending:
you seem so empty

★streaming★

★elkia★ w/ ashes. (prod. uglyzucc)

★..everything here just leads straight to u..★

[producer]
@jason22k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/annually-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
another year has passed
but im still not quite dead
i know that im young
but i have my regrets

but i guess that is life
i expect nothing less
its true
but ill do what i have to

waking up tired
surrounded by mess
i swear that im lazy
and not just depressed

whatever will stop
all the questions i guess
its true
but ill do what i have to

verse:
i get inside my head
then im doing nothing
trying really hard
just to make it something

i swear
that i wont go down
without a fight
yeah

i know that its bad
but what can i do
everything here
just leads straight to u

feeling real sad
but what can i do
everything here
just leads straight to u

what

but i know that i shouldnt
but i know that i want to

bridge:
want to try again
when will this ever end
i dont care how long now
ill keep on pushing through

repeat hook:
another year has passed
but im still not quite dead
i know that im young
but i have my regrets

but i guess that is life
i expect nothing less
its true
but ill do what i have to

waking up tired
surrounded by mess
i swear that im lazy
and not just depressed

whatever will stop
all the questions i guess
its true
but ill do what i have to

★annually★ (prod. jason22k)

★just leave my brain and give me peace..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/easier-said-than-done-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
sora!
you wanted one didnt u?
a paopu fruit
if two people share one

their destinies
become intertwined
they'll remain
apart of each others lives

hook:
i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

bridge:
no hand as far
as i can see

verse:
so thats it
thats all u had to say
after everything u put me through
and everything i gave

its fine
i guess
its all just in the past now
i still wanna forget you

but its easier said than done
im trying hard but u still won
just leave my brain and give me peace
before i take this boundful leap

bridge 2:
your countless words
still have a grip on me
on my state of mind
please get your hands off me

repeat hook:
i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

i cannot shut these sleepy eyes
i bare it all so deep inside
i hate the way i feel tonight
im reaching out no hand in sight

i wish my tears would cleanse my mind
i cannot cry oh god i tried
i wish i was still shining bright
im reaching out no hand in sight

★easier said than done★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but i guess it was never meant..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/believe-it-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
thank you for all the hard work
and for keeping the promise we made
miss, who are you?

oh.. so thats how things roll

hook:
i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

bridge:
but i guess it was never meant

verse:
and im empty and its all ur fucking fault
believe it
im stuck here as a nervous fucking wreck
believe it

now i know
i was just ur fucking toy
so im tossed aside
to make room for another

and i hope he treats worse than u to me
believe it
im sick of putting up this damn facade
believe it

i hate your guts
and i hope u hear it clear
and i wish the worst
for my past lover

bridge 2:
i was just ur fucking toy
to make room for another
and i hope u hear it clear

repeat hook:
i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

i feel it all once again
i dont know how i can send
myself off to the near end
but i guess it was never meant

★believe it★ (prod. uglyzucc)

★..but it took so much, he doesnt feel hes enough..★

[producer]
@ihateshinigami

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/perish-song-prod-shinigami-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
theres no way i can talk to you guys about this
im lucky to have you as friends
so when we hang out
i wanna laugh

hook:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

isolation
all through his life
he never asked
if this was alright

but he kept on going
past all the lies
but he kept it up
even when it was rough

verse 1:
everything i tried to do
blew up in my face
im so scared of failure
i just might not try

u say that its bad
but arent u no better
i know that it hurts
when ties become severed

ive seen it all before
i dont want this no more

bridge:
but real friends support each other
they talk
if ur hurt then say something
i know we can help you if u just let us

and what kind of people would we be
if we could sit and laugh while ur suffering alone

repeat hook:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

isolation
all through his life
he never asked
if this was alright

but he kept on going
past all the lies
but he kept it up
even when it was rough

verse 2:
like a firefly
as i dance through the night
shining bright
till i burn out and die

i wont live forever
go till my time

ill make a change
this time is no lie
ive seen it now
the bright future lights

i wont live forever
go till my time

ending:
im sinking deep
as i fall through the sheets
of a man once held
by sorrow and grief

till he left his room
swore it wasnt that deep
but it took so much
he doesnt feel hes enough

do you ever think about wanting to die
i do.. everyday

★perish song★ (prod. shinigami)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 5/22/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

g.b.f. (+ rippo x remghost)

witch hotel x sace6 - stuck! {nejdos}

produced by: dskeep & Ziro.beatZ
written & performed by: luvstorm
mixed & mastered by: luvstorm 

lyrcis:
i wanna slam my head
against the ground
wake up still drunk, like
baby what now?
oh
like we get too fucked up
we've been fucked up, lately!
know i love you
but you drive me crazy
oh

we've been, we've been running around
like i need, i need, i need to sleep somehow
like we've been doing so much
i've been burnt out lately
put me six feet down in my grave now baby
we can trvael the world, go where you want baby
feeling sick your stomach, ill hold your hair back baby
oh
you know i need your love
are you coming with me to the hotel?
whats up?
now baby tell me what you're talkin 'bout
see the words are comin' out your mouth 
but i can't hear a thing, bae the musics too loud
we've been drinking too much
shits about to go down
now she's pulling my hand, 
i think she wanna go now, like 
ooooo
ooooo
ooooo
ooooo

i wanna slam my head
against the ground
wake up still drunk, like
baby what now?
oh
like we get too fucked up
we've been fucked up, lately!
know i love you
but you drive me crazy
oh

slam my head

@kingtheta

lyrics:
i’m falling apart, to get on my feet
the tide is too strong and it keeps pulling me
too cold in the winter, you can hold me
i’m scared for the day that we’ll lose everything (everything)

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

the pictures not perfect, this isn’t worth it
run away, run away
the pictures not perfect, this isn’t worth it
run away, run away

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

can i be better than what i am?
i wanna be your shoulder, i wanna be your hand
day after day, i push you away
i don’t want to hurt you, i don’t want a teary face

can i be better? (Prod. by King Theta)

thx @777evil & @nokerbforever <3

Life is alway changing, youll find a new perspective
Im sorry that i did this, but that shits not respected
fucked up once we let it go, you fuck up twice and then it shows
That you never changed, and you never will
in me builds the rage, to the point where i could kill
put a bullet in your chest, watch the blood pour out and spill
I trusted you, you gave me nothing, i shouldve known, you were up to something
A second chance, we deserve it all, but people like you, put us all at fault
And theres nothing i could say, you didnt learn your lesson
Forgave you the first time, but i cant do a second

Choices fall, into a sick shape
Reminisce the times we fixate
On our broken souls
Swear i let it go
Every fucking second
But your failure it shows

evilmiku:
i can’t keep up with every single change
you try to make everything bad a game
all of these thoughts you planted in my brain
but i won’t go down from anything you say

NOKERB:
you would always pressure me to get shit done
lately i been wondering if this is all worth it
wasted my time on you, thought it was perfect
it was not, you was treating me so worthless
i wonder how long it all will last.. 
the choices fell!
you was treating me like trash
im on the edge of falling down
baby im about to jump

choices fall ft. evilmiku & NOKERB [prod. saint mike]

firearm, bang bang


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https://soundcloud.com/dreamworldtony
https://soundcloud.com/spaceboyry
https://soundcloud.com/7starz
https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
https://soundcloud.com/counterxo

headfirst! feat. dreamworld tony, spaceboyry, 7starz, joshiguess, nokia2k (🌀counter)

Lyrics: 

𝘐𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯:
𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘪𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵.
𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦: 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭.

𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 -
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 
𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦


No, it's not too late, 
I will be okay 
because our days our short, 
but I know love is patient 

No, it's not too late, 
I will be okay 
somewhere along this path 
it will be worth the pain someday.

it's not too late

Prod Boyfifty x 80root

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7M4gzwVLSb1irFmUsWQkmB?si=cc862f7cb15f4b33

Lyrics:
Waking up daily got me upset
Cause i got to go to school and i already undressed
Got me thinking about you every time i fucking stress
I don't wanna sleep cause i know it ain't rest
I thought i was okay
Sitting all alone on a tuesday
Waiting for your call on a wednesday
Now i got ghosts in my hallway

Ghost in my wall saying i'm okay
Got me feeling shit every other day
I don't know why i feel this way
But i'm okay just another day
just another day
just another day

I've been doing fine i guess i guess
You were better off just being friends
But i can see the picture in my head
I'm still stuck on what could've been
And you don't seem to know
That i still see your ghost
And it's okay cause now i know
I did my best it's all my fault

Ghost in my wall saying i'm okay
Got me feeling shit every other day
I don't know why i feel this way
But i'm okay just another day
Ghost in my wall saying i'm okay
Got me feeling shit every other day
I don't know why i feel this way
But i'm okay just another day

another day w/ @coz_eer

https://youtu.be/qNYFO-eWwkE?si=t5QtzMRAoePx2gyv
lyrics :D
She said I’m not perfect
I said yeah, I know
I’ll ask am I worth it?
She said she don’t know

But I think that I met the girl that’s gonna save me from death
When I’m with you, I get the feeling like my hearts out my chest
No I was fucked up in the past but now I’m trying my best
To make me worth it and show you that I’m not like the rest
I’ve never been so scared to fuck something up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love
It’s 5 AM in my bed we still up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love no

You can tell me my love doesn’t mean shit
I’ve heard it all before
Hide my pain you know you’ll never see it
Kill me and beg for more
Tell me that I don’t mean shit to you
You could tear apart my heart, beat it black and blue
Still standing, somehow, after all that you put me through
I’m doing drugs because they help me with your abuse

But I think that I met the girl that’s gonna save me from death
When I’m with you, I get the feeling like my hearts out my chest
No I was fucked up in the past but now I’m trying my best
To make me worth it and show you that I’m not like the rest
I’ve never been so scared to fuck something up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love
It’s 5 AM in my bed we still up
Back in the past, I didn’t believe in love no

fijimar 5am

stream

5am [dercept x jolst] mv in desc

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★elkia★ w/ ashes. (prod. uglyzucc)

☆scøøb☆

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