★..i'll continue, i must..★

[lyrics]
i'll continue, I must
if i give up now, i could do anything i wanted to
and yet..

even if i was with you..
i could never forget.

★streaming★

★even if i was with you★ (interlude)

song abt a rlly bad time in my life
prod @hrtshpdbd and @resolve1k
TYSM FOR LISTENING i spent a long time on this one
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lyrics:

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

and i, i dont know
if we'll even make it out
i dont want to lose you in this doubt

i dont know
what to do with myself
feels like
we're tied in our health
when i fall apart i dont want to take you with me
crush my heart i dont want to make you hate me
tied by fate
i cant take this weight now
made you wait
should have known you wouldnt take that
you only saw it one way
you just wanted to throw me away

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

i dont know whats going on anymore
we were doing okay when you closed the door
talk to me, just talk to me
when we're falling apart
i want you here with me

please stay with me
please just stay with me
i cant even breathe when you're not by my side
cant do this no matter how hard ive tried

stay

stay (heartshapedbed + inno)



★hope my heart will start to mend..★

[producer]
@xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/lethargy-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
don’t know what they expect from me
have a stable life by 23
i’m trying my best but no one seems to see it
and i don’t get much rest…

hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone

bridge:
when im waking up, i don’t feel enough
but i have to keep on going forward
and i know its rough, you can call my bluff
now im just surrounded till im cornered

if i told you everything
i don’t know if you’d believe it
walk around a zombie 
yeah i swear you have to see it
everydays the same
and i swear to god i mean it

if i told you everything
you have to swear you won’t repeat it

now im falling down again
tell me will this ever end
ive been trying to pretend
hope my heart will start to mend

bridge:
you tell me i’m dreaming now
you tell me i’m dreaming

repeat hook:
i just don’t know where to go
all this time nothing to show
time ticks by but never slow
paralyzed and turned to stone

working hard right to the bone
but i guess i have never grown
what i’ve done i’ll never know
paralyzed and turned to stone


★lethargy★ (prod. xysoftshade)

@1yeezo @domerrz

lyrics:

im at a crossroads idk where 2 go
if u aint here 2 help then leave me alone
cus i dnt need anything else
2 bring me down instead of better myself

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

feels like all the walls are closing in, im in the middle
im stuck inside a jail cell i feel so fucking little
i can feel all my bones start 2 creak y r they so brittle
cnt think of any solutions, theyre so simple
i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

thts what they always say its more complicated than tht
cnt look at u the same, my brain wants to reenact
everything i did, everything i fucking said
everything i did, it jus makes no fucking sense
nothing really make no sense anymore
y am i waking up at 5 on the floor
y am i living like my life is a chore
i dont think i can do this anymore

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna make u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound
need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
am i the reason tht u frown?

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina... Carolina)

carolina (yeezo + dom)

steps {bloodcryY + togepi}

show starter tone setter
july 5th jugglyfer set
jugglyfe 4 life
fnfworld trendingraps pluggnbarchive
shoutout friendly shoutout kevingotswag

tracks in order
7 on 7 [prod javestar & kidu]
no time to wait [prod augury]
DSR50 [prod sunrisess]
2 Much (ft peplep)  [prod sunrisess & monaco16]
Attached [prod brknglss martinleib kanadee]
Last Life [prod negative.creeper & vuksai]
ttf (ft bliss05) [prod pawl4k x starborn x 4evaaxx]

FNFWORLD NY JULY JUGGLYFER SET

unmask myself no ive never felt so hollow
pop a couple pills im tryna force myself to swallow
hide from all my problems so i sit around and wallow
i dont have a consience so i always tend to follow

baby im not perfect and you know that
you think that im worthless and you try to show that
baby im not perfect and you know that
you can stay mad yeah i know you cant control that

now u wanna talk but i dont wanna answer
thinking around the clock infecting me like cancer
you think you have won avoiding like a dancer
maybe i have won but do not have an answer

answer

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SPOTIFY

whyhaze, akkiro & arid - i still think about it (hartfxlt & neohn)

original: https://soundcloud.com/jequya/tarozan?si=14e8c829e4d9441d8422d258406892f9&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
prod @tarozan & @chenpol

ｐａｔｉｅｎｃｅ (cover)

s0lemn + counter - when im bored [bloodcryY]

0 GRAVITY [CHAOS]

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★even if i was with you★ (interlude)

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