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kuru - never gets better

wintry synth-pop

go stream the album: ffm.to/limina
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'in medias res'

introooo

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the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

limina

silence

stream the mf song

@bliss05 @blxty @lilac

#5th #boy
its like im not me
ya my heart on lock
i cant give out all the keys
kno i need 2 stop
but the light turned green
kno u wana talk
but u cant find me
when i walk around
they cant see what i see
i change every week
i cant get it straight
dnt kno what u expect from me
i feel like someone else
think i need some help
2 much on my mind
dnt kno if u felt
i jus wana kno
what u think of me
look inside ur heart
pls tell me wat u see
srry u fell 4 me
kno im not the one
i be wit my bros
like we jus havin fun
but i swear u always shine
jus like ur the sun
i jus needed time
always acting dumb

#blxty
think i tried 2 hard
nd bb i get it
i jus wanna talk
why arent u gettin the msg
instead ur in my heart ugh
gettin ur leverage 
u said that its ok 
but ur gettin aggressive
passive aggressive
i jus wanna feel the real thing
bby lemme hear ur voice
it can heal me
got my brain splattered all over the ceiling ugh
i jus wanna feel the real thing

bliSs + blxty - tired (lilac)

@55depths
prod. me.

lyrics:
are you happy?
"not at the moment" she said
it lingers on and on
like a gun to her head
passing, like i'm the last in the room
drinking just enough to rid the taste of you

and this is how it starts
(the way you pull me down)
the way we fall apart
(but you don't make a sound)
you should have known it's hard
(oh babe, you pull me down)
i'm drowning in the dark
(i'm drowning in the dark)

so save me
i'm caught on the edge
alone with the dread
get out of my head
can you blame me
i wish i were dead
alone here again
i guess it's the end

fall into this game with you
you're nothing like my memory
can't undo the way you do
the things lead to an ending
i'm running through a list
and checking all the boxes
and sinking through again
like chasing golden foxes
i'm going through with it
i'm running out of options
no second chances
i'm forgetting what it costed

so save me
i'm caught on the edge
alone with the dread
get out of my head
can you blame me
i wish i were dead
alone here again
i guess it's the end

spotify

drowning in the dark

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By Blossom
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Lyrics
u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

wanna see u again 
but it feels like ur miles away 
it sucks i see gray through my eyes 
I wish that I could change my life 

my whole life 

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

It sucks that it's all ending tonight
don't ever wanna feel alone
I don't wanna end up crying 
and have my head around your arms 

ur arms

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 
X2

Spotify

it's all in my head (blossom)

★but i dont wanna believe you..★

[featuring]
@fijimar

[producer]
@sleepsx

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/i-wish-that-i-was-better-than-this-w-fijimar-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

verse:
i dont wanna know
what its like without you
i know its hard though

i dont wanna be
afraid of my own bed
tripping over words
i wish i said

i know that you wanna leave
but i dont wanna believe you

and it gets harder to breathe
when thinking of you and me
k i s s i n g
in this life what do you see

girl you're the reason i bleed
you cut so deep like the sea
in this life what do you see
k i s s i n g

repeat hook:
i dont wanna another fight
not today
i just wanna feel like im alright
that im okay

say that im just fine but i know
it wont stay
i dont want nothing else then for you
to just stay

ending:
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this
i wish that i was better than this

ill pack my bags and run
far away from here
i can never face myself
and i hurt the ones i love the most

i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this
i wish i wasnt like this

★streaming★

★i wish that i was better than this★ w/ fijimar (prod. xysoftshade)

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

invincible

me and my gang up nexx frfr.
@haveonlyonechance
w/ @nvrfallen + @ilyeczotic | @yureiclub
samara:
I'm going crazy with the Brodies 
I don’t wanna talk unless you know me 
You a bitch, you is fake, you a phony
Talking shit about my gang we kick you like a pony 

oh my god, all you is do always talk shit. 
Shut your fucking mouth bitch, why you is so toxic? 
You know I’m all paranoid, please do make me off it
Chilling with the yurei club and you we gonna pop shit 

Why you acting big bold? 
Bullets leave him mental
We is up it’s irrefutable
Please don’t ask it’s indisputable 
She’s an L I don’t want her 
I don’t care where we were 
And if you try to stop us we come back just like it’s rebirth

nvrfallen:
i think u tryna steal my flow
btchs doubt me idk
and ill die where i go
y r u always faking
i've been down bad i hate it
i take a minute to let my problems sink in
lately i feel like i have been forsaken
i wrote this verse to explain
lately my emotions have been of vain
and i like it that way 
whenever i see u i go away

eczotic:
get bands and i cannot stop it
u a op ur tracks keep floppin
yea dont try to talk to me keep walkin
enough talkin leave u in a coffin
bullets we gone hand out
hit him once then he ran out
big knife issa rambo
ima leave u where u stand bro
wit yo btch light a candle
later she gone ride me wit no handles
yuh gimme top ina lambo
yea i keep like two glocks they akimbo

rebirth w/ nvrfallen + eczotic (tenoji!)

woah some more sad shit
AMV on youtube i guess
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvH8vXkymxg&feature=youtu.be

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I know i know
its all the time
I know i know
I'ts all a crime
x3

[Hook]
Don't lie to me
i know you well
i know what u need
and how were goin to hell
x2

It's all the time
and i know it well
take a step in my mind
you wont make it out

[Bridge]
Blood fell
beneath my feet
entranced by a spell
hope you saved me a seat

[Repeat Hook]

[Outro]
Don't lie to me
it wont end well
what happens to me
you wont even dwell

★i know★ (prod. active by night)

enjoy <3

Lyrics:
[Intro]
A scattered dream thats like a far off memory
A far off memory thats like a scattered dream
I wanna line the pieces up
Yours and mine

[Hook]
Im scattered i dont know what to do
But my mind is all over you
I'm in extasy 
When your right next to me
And i don't want it to stop
Cuz its all i got

Im scattered i dont know what to do
Cause my mind is all over you
I'm in extasy 
When your right next to me
And i don't want it to stop
Cuz its all i got tonight

[Bridge]
Tucked away
In a far off place
Is a person who matters
And brain is scattered

Tucked away
In a far off place
Is a person who matters
And brain is scattered
Just like mine
Why cant you be mine
Yeah

[Repeat Hook]

★scattered★ (prod. odece x northeast lights)

Happy spooky day <3
https://soundcloud.com/yungbrokenheart

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★don't lie★ w/ brokenheart (prod. odece x terow)

i promise im working on the album i jus wanted to get the sound i wanted and i wanted to give u guys something.

also this isnt a song off the album (:

also also i made this in like 2 hours because i dont wanna drop anything off the album :/

enjoy <3

★starfall★(prod. irby)

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✨i just wanna have fun✨ ·
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★aliens don't fuck with us★ (prod. souleater)

cool video
https://youtu.be/2eD8q28Kmrg

i did not write thsi song

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up

that song we sang walking back from the park [video in description] [ ALBUM OUT ]

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

Half Alive w/ emotionals (maknae)

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738