Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
Don’t understand you anymore than last time
Talk with your hands over me just to pass time
We would laugh at ourselves
Before the crash
The moments were all mine
In the back of your car out of my mind
Out of colour came the whole goddamn landslide
I would catch all the fallout
To me they were
More than just a climb

Looking down from your hill must get lonely
When you see everyone else as rubble
Used to think you’d make the way to hold me
I tried all I could with your trouble
I tried all I could with your trouble

I know I’m not one to talk
I’d run for my peace of mind
Was the one in which you confide
Til you’re done and you watch it die
Hate how you walk through the middle of my mind
Know just how to tear me up
And I don’t think it could be love

Looking down from your hill must get lonely
When you see everyone else as rubble
Used to think you’d make the way to hold me
I tried all I could with your trouble
I tried all I could with your trouble

Pick at the stitches I put in
I know you lived it more than him
And you would kill for it again
Had to go back still run from it

Looking down from your hill must get lonely
When you see everyone else as rubble
Used to think you’d make the way to hold me
I tried all I could with your trouble
I tried all I could with your trouble

Trouble

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
In my mind
There’s a piece of yours
But I don’t think it’s right
You’ve been gone
For far too long
I’m faking more with time
Call out for you
Ships in bottles that you won’t understand
I know I’ve lost you
Just been caught up killing time with my head

So close I couldn’t see it
I guess that I was just a kid
Couldn’t step back for a second

Still don’t know how to take it
Looking back doesn’t help the fact
That I spend the days thinking bout it
Think I’m nothing without it
Forever I would wait for you to catch
But who knows where your head’s at
It’s so crowded
I know I’m nothing without it

I don’t care
About anything on my phone anymore
But I need it so bad
I spent all
Of my time at home on the floor
Now I have to go back
On my own
I’ve been trying to piece it back
But nothing fits
I was wrong
Because I’ll think about you
As long as I live

So close I couldn’t see it
I guess that I was just a kid
Couldn’t step back for a second

Still don’t know how to take it
Looking back doesn’t help the fact
That I spend the days thinking bout it
Think I’m nothing without it
Forever I would wait for you to catch
But who knows where your head’s at
It’s so crowded
I know I’m nothing without it

Without It

lyrics:D
I don’t wanna be here anymore it’s hard to breathe
After everything you ever done and ever said to me
It’s crazy after months that i still see you in my sleep
It’s crazy after months that’s i still have you in my dreams

No lately it’s been harder
I know I'm a bother
I don’t think that I could deal with you not any longer
Fuck you and fuck your father
Know your daddy’s daughter
I don’t think that I can deal with you not any longer

Now I think it’s time to back track
Think about the times in life it wasn’t so sad
Fuck it I don’t wanna do that
Fuck it is don’t wanna do that
Cuz when I think of you I fall apart
Took the keys
Cut me open
And you stole my heart
In the light but feeling dark
In the light but feeling dark

Getting dark inside my head again
Doing drugs won’t tell a friend
Tell me when the story ends
I wanna go now
Hate it how we play pretend
I thought you would be my end
How I'm feeling? it depends
Like oh my god
10 racks
Make that quick no fraud
Man fuck that
Ima crash that car
Where my life at?
I don’t know quite far
From me

I don’t wanna be here anymore it’s hard to breathe
After everything you ever done and ever said to me
It’s crazy after months that I still see you in my sleep
It’s crazy after months that’s I still have you in my dreams

No lately it’s been harder
I know I'm a bother
I don’t think that I could deal with you not any longer
Fuck you and fuck your father
Know your daddy’s daughter
I don’t think that I can deal with you not any longer

No lately it’s been harder
I know I'm a bother
I don’t think that I could deal with you not any longer
Fuck you and fuck your father
Know your daddy’s daughter
I don’t think that I can deal with you not any longer

stream

i dont like ur dad bc he dont like me [drma x alexisgull]

lyrics:

when i took you home
i was full of regret
i should never have let you go
now i walk alone
i know that i messed up
i should have never let you go

i tried to stay afloat
but now i know
i don’t want anyone else
as the branches bend
and the river flows
now i know
i don’t want anyone else

seafoam green 
washes over me
i won’t feel complete 
unless you’re beside me
cerulean blue 
i’m on my knees
i'm begging you please
just listen to me

(chorus)

anyone else

HATE ME ALL YOU WANT 
I BE GOING UP
HATE ON ME THATS FINE
SORRY I WANNA DIE

IK IK THAT IM TOXIC
YEAH I BE REALLY OFF IT
YEAH I JUST WANNA GO TO MY COFFIN
POP A OXY YEH IM OFF IT

TAKE ME BACK TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I MET YOU
IM SO SRRY I DONT WANNA YEAH UPSET YOU 
POP A PILL YEAH I WOKE UP IN A GREEN ROOM
I BE TWEAKING YEAH IM SUCH A FIEN DUDE

Srry Prod Tahu

★..i just want you to be mine..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/look-me-in-my-eyes-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
senpai where the fuck is the taco bell
i need to get some baja blast in me right now
n-n-now

this is a certified hood classic
b-b-benji the machine yeah
(random evil ass laugh)

hook:
i just wanna spend the night
you look me in my eyes
now ive just lost my mind

i think it'll be alright
you took me by suprise
now im all outta time

i just want you to be mine
you look so damn divine
now ive just lost my mind

i think its all by design
your hand runs down my spine
now im all outta time

verse:
ive been up too long
i dont know where im from
all i know is that
your right beside me now

i guess ill sing this song
i hope you sing along
i hope is that
you never let me go

yeah
i can see with my eyes closed
close but i cannot find home
i guess it was never meant to be

yeah
i will walk now forever
i do better with pressure
i guess in the end we all will see

bridge:
i guess it was never meant to be
i guess in the end we all will see
i guess it was never meant to be
i guess in the end we all will see
i guess it was never meant to be
i guess in the end we all will see

repeat hook:
i just wanna spend the night
you look me in my eyes
now ive just lost my mind

i think it'll be alright
you took me by suprise
now im all outta time

i just want you to be mine
you look so damn divine
now ive just lost my mind

i think its all by design
your hand runs down my spine
now im all outta time

★streaming★

★look me in my eyes★ (prod. benji the machine)

(im fucked up in the crip eating sun chips)
(harvest cheddar and what not)

i'm looking down from saturn
i wonder if i matters
when you're talking fix your stature
we out here smoking on that batter

i got molly on my body
i make bread, sorry not sorry
in my head that shit get dark
MIA how i embark

you not bite bitch you all bark
yall too nasty i could barf
m911 on my arms
MBCC we go far

i could give a seminar
my gun emo we keep scars
muzzle flashing in the dark
turn his body into tar

turn his body into slush
this shit red just like the blood
if this not backwoods its a dutch
i got good weed in my clutch

i got fanta in my mud
if you dont like it suck these nuts
when i go with her she need crutch
saw your bitch i hold a grudge

i got shells yeah i got slugs
if you steady talking tough
tat my name onto her butt
i fuck with whores i like sluts

i'm looking down from saturn
i wonder if i matters
when you're talking fix your stature
we out here smoking on that batter (2x)

i got molly on my body
i make bread, sorry not sorry
in my head that shit get dark
MIA how i embark

you not bite bitch you all bark
yall too nasty i could barf
m911 on my arms
MBCC we go far

I LOVE SLUTS (+shades)

Molly Rocks And Ketamine Pt. 2 W/ Pinky (BenjiTheMachine)

(len!n) 

im walking a fine line 
between coping and suicide 
pick my pen up and decide 
if it’s a poem or my last goodbye 
the metals hard razor sharp 
and I can’t help but fantasize 
wake up dead fall apart 
cry up a storm, snort my supply 
fill my lungs up with tar 
i can’t take this any more 

and when im dead and you hear these songs 
i hope you never feel alone 
i hope i find a way to grow 
without feeling like my soul is sold 
i hope i find a way to show 
that i will love you even when I’m gone 

(etai s0)

paved the way 
yeah i walked so yall could run 
but you running from yourself
did one line no im not done
rail the whole damn bag
would you care if i was gone?
would you care if i came back
cause i wont be gone for long

yeah the distance spent apart
makes the hole in my heart grow larger
doesn't matter 
cause you can't get any farther
life feels like it really cant get any harder
waiting patient for the day we get to talk more

i cant tell you right now but i want to
went through hell and back to get you what you want boo
couldn't think of anything that i wanna do
if none of those things that i do ever include you

(len!n)

and when im dead and you hear these songs 
i hope you never feel alone 
i hope i find a way to grow 
without feeling like my soul is sold 
i hope i find a way to show 
that i will love you even when I’m gone 
so don’t lose faith when I have to go

gone w/ etai s0 (pearlblade)

prod @bloodcryy x @ripwarheart x @fleshgolem
sfx @junk_king

love me4 once ,,./
twice ima try ..
3 dirty cups/..
4suicide...

heart full of sin
i cant win watch me lose it..
call when u can ,// if u dont then ima lose it.,,
youd think i h8 drugs tha way tht i abuse it 
i got way 2high u thought i flew in
i can see yall watchin askin how i do it ??
ion kno keep lookin watch me prove it 

bby ik i cant take this anymore..
its ok if u walk out the door ../, 
bby ikno i make everythin a chore
i understand if im not rly urs../,

love me4 once (bloodcryY x warheart x flesh)

vocal sample- "He Gets Me So High" by beabadoobee
produced, mixed & backing vocals by me
cover by pinkperc

special thanks to rxflxct, baeldorf, gauge, monroe, pinkperc for mixing help and being inspirations to me to make this sorta music

synthetic 4evr <3

benjithemachine - he gets me

20 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

★look me in my eyes★ (prod. benji the machine)

☆scøøb☆

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