in my own collective thoughts hurting rn

featuring @luvwillow
produced by @imxofilo

@imxofilo
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, idc if its all fake
cuz i be at my lowest, i cant handle all this pain
yea it will never ever ever ever feel the same
(x2)

@luvwillow
tell me that u love me
ur love is sweet like honey
girl i think its kinda funny when u try to touch me
ur so toxic im in love
my hearts flying like a dove
do you see that when i cry?
thats how i know ur all mine
cut ur name into my arms
do u wanna see my scars?
baby i'd do anything
cuz baby ur my everything
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
shoot me in the heart girl
u know that ur my world
in the backseat of your car
i think were goin' way too far
look me in the eyes and tell me everythings ok
tell me that u love me, even if its fake

@imxofilo
im so lost in the dark
there is no light
tell me that u love me idc if its a lie
cuz ur the only thing thats keeping me alive
and if ur not here with me, i think i might just die
i wanna disappear but idk what to do
i dont feel alive
the only thing i want is u
ur like a drug to me
i love u endlessly
i might be ending me
it might be recklessly
i feel like i have nobody to go to
everyday i come home crying here to u
darling dont leave me
hold me in ur arms
tell me ur here for me pls dont break my heart

even if it's fake +luvwillow (xofilo)

not it v1

in my head [prod. acey]

★never felt better, guess i'll see u never★

[artwork]
myself lol

[producers]
@benjithemachine
@recyclexbin

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/never-felt-better-prod-benji-the-machine-x-recyclebin-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
why you act so sad
guess you fucked up real bad
can't you see that

hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

verse:
they just wanna see me go and fall
a few times
guess they always did when i look back
in hindsight

never wanted anything
more than this
guess it goes to show
which friends are ur closest

if u hate on me
then ur a goofy sorry
you think i wouldnt
hear the shit u talk

ha hardly

why u such a lame bro
u should go outside tho
maybe touch some grass
but its up to you tho

bridge:
you both stay here
while i go up yeah
i dont fuck with goofys
get out of my life quick

while i cop some new clothes
i dont care what the price is

repeat hook:
running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

running out of options
so this is all i can do
write it in a song
how i wish i never met you

but thats all in the past
cause im doing better
never felt better
guess ill see you never

★streaming★

★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

i love it when you uWu *noahmadethiss*

prod me. lyrics:

baby let’s dance all night 
we can stay out late
i wanna spend my time and watch it slip away
i wanna feel alright
i wanna be okay 
come on let’s dance all night baby it’s not too late

rinse and repeat it’s a party every weekend
w-with my team we play for keeps we undefeated 
on the air, babe, like im ryan seacrest 
put on a show yea i know they love to see it

i’ll pour a cup i’ll mix it up just like detergent
come on let’s dance i’ll hold your hand if you get nervous

heard a sound that i followed through the forest
led me out, kept me dancing till the morning 

baby let’s dance all night 
we can stay out late
i wanna spend my time and watch it slip away
i wanna feel alright
i wanna be okay 
come on let’s dance all night baby it’s not too late

crystal lake casino
they wanna see the trio
sipping topo chico
3piece b&w tuxedos
we gon party all night long till we hit the pillow
shawty brought it from the wall right back to the windo
after party at the club house baby let’s go
we get silly when the suns down then we let go
i just wanna see you moving on the dance floor
can you do it one more time give me an encore..

apple

all night (uh oh)

LYRICS HERE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNZBgi76Ge8

i'm sorry. feat. dreamworld tony, counter, kev7,soulvanish (🌀whitexanny, glorykeyz)

okay, okay baby dont u start
u only get me like this once i been giving way too much
she's afraid of love we'll be strangers in a month
this glock is all i trust this vodka line my gut
said she wont break my heart thats all i ever want
now she dont know what she want told her do whatever u want
cause i know whats for me n i cant let u fuck it up
thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

aint know u last month i bet that i wont know u next
feel like an asshole, how u fall in love over text?
u said u care then we gon put it to the test
i dont chase a thing except for hollow points n checks

right here, patiently waiting
too fucked up, too gone for saving
give me back all the energy i gave it
head exploding, chest ab to cave in

thought it was different but it all turns out the same
u dont get it, u aint listen to my pain
why u switching? how u turn out so lame
i aint mad i chalk it up to the game

okay, okay baby dont u start
u only get me like this once i been giving way too much
she's afraid of love we'll be strangers in a month
this glock is all i trust this vodka line my gut
said she wont break my heart thats all i ever want
now she dont know what she want told her do whatever u want
cause i know whats for me n i cant let u fuck it up
thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

thats how its gotta be, thats all it ever was

strangers in a month (taurs x bbmevis x shynemoonlight)

fake an aesthetic? i don't even think i have one
everyone inspired but no one knows who inspired em
i was in the fire, you were burning your obsession
certainly impressed but i have some corrections
come correct in the building when i step in
came to collect, i can see the way you're spending
i spent too much of my life without a weapon
shawty you could be the knife up where my chest is
call me on a burner phone cause it's the only one i own
if you don't wanna be alone right now
cause i spend too much time at home and you're the one i wanna hold
and i'm not trying to be bold, pipe down
wanna put me in my place, got a ace up your sleeve
i could see it in your face, nice scowl
making heaters in my space, halloween's a couple days ago
but i'm not taking off this cowl
oh, did somebody run too close to the sun?
i cannot believe what i've found
something must be done if this war can't be won
in our favor then imma back down
i'm not a leader, in school was a cheater
the teachers would all look down
but tonight i can see her, the one that the king thinks he'll take on
will take the crown
i thought i told you to bounce
i'm on another planet that you can't pronounce
now that i know what your plan is, your ways i renounce
i never backed down but i had to dip out
your knees won't give out
if you walked a mile in my shoes to the town
let em see the water dripping off you while i drown
i can't make an offer, you won't stop if i'm around
uh, uh, i thought i told you to bounce
all i need to see is your hands right now
right hand on your left hip now
you could be the star of this whole entire house
i'm tired, you're plotting
so inspired, it's exhausting
extinguished fires, not the smoke screen
loving liars, never joking
oh where you gonna run? think you're brighter than the sun?
i know the day's not even done but the battle has been won
let the cattle out the pen and leave the rest to the dogs

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

the crown

the king is dead
the bloods been bled
lay down to rest
the dirt will spread
this stand was the last
the fall of the past
they’ve broken the glass
and rode home so fast
so that’s why you’re so sad?
you’d forgotten what you had
til you can’t bring it back
and to take that away feels bad
but just look what we’ve got back
all our freedoms that we’ve lacked
the questions left asked
needed answers at least we got that

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

the king is dead!

A song about getting my heart broken and being myself despite what people have to say.

Forgive My Sins (Prod. Crxss)

hear you out (corazon sixfygures)

Blue

☆spread your wings, just like a fairy!☆

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/adharmasatru

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/fairy-w-adha-prod-uglyzuccnitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
ever since i heard you lost your wings
but still did your best to not give up
to try to face him regardless
i wanted to hold u just like this 

i know how hard it must've been
im proud of you

hook: (scoobert)
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow

bridge:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

verse: (adha)
fairy wings on an angel
when im with the worlds less painful
i feel confident and i am able
to love myself could u make me so grateful

you build me up
and you changed my life
and i fell so hard
i didnt even have to try

years pass, tears fall
waiting for your call
but ur calling me
like every night

i wish that i could find
the words to say to you
although i tried
nothing comes closer than

i love you

repeat hook:
spread your wings
just like fairy
when ur not with me
the world seems so scary

feeling surrounds me
leaving me wary
days roll on by
the love it may vary

from day to day
but still i will need it
heal me with time
the pain will be needles

missing ur touch
a drug that i cant quit
say that im fine
if on the surface

i know what to say
until i see u
holding u tight
promise we'll get through

all of the shadows
as they are shallow
but who will know
as love is so fallow
--------------------------
happy new year ily <3

★spotify★

★fairy★ w/ adha (prod. uglyzucc)

21 | they/them
you'll always have a home with me.

nightcore versions: @cutemfontheblock & https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr
b-sides @scoobert-doobert-1738

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★never felt better★ (prod. benji the machine x recyclebin)

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