produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

prod by me x C418, sample is cat
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
lyrics later

luvcraft

beauty & grace

iTunes

lyrics:

i look into the mirror
and i see who i am
just a shell of a person
who once was a man 
i dont know what has happened
i just dont understand
i know this pain like the back of my hand

liru:
this isnt working no more
youre hurting a soul that is gone now
im wasted like every morning 
maybe I wont even see next time

I just need some to get you off my mind
so girl ima ask you again please dont

scorpio:
dont promise me eternity
theres barely anything left
im hardly me
but please dont go
i cant cope
here alone
you are my home


i look into the mirror
and i see who i am
just a shell of a person
who once was a man 
i dont know what has happened
i just dont understand
i know this pain like the back of my hand

liru:
never been good with love I swear
youre the only thing I care about
I was destined to try I was chasing my dreams
now im destined to die cause I cant fall asleep
I made a few dozen songs for you
all unreleased that you wont ever hear
now im sad for a reason aint do nothing wrong
keep on liking my stories but I want you gone
fuck my heart give it back I dont need damage done
break your heart I dont care you can cry to my songs
wont pick up if they call cause I know they just hating
like all my releases were some fucking misses
now look at my streams and the love im receiving
dont need no more fakes I just want some real people
that dont break my heart everytime that they speaking
Just wanna feel loved
I hope now you can feel me

if hearing you hurts me I still hear your echo
my vision blinded please help me see through

if hearing you hurts me I still hear your echo
my vision blinded please help me see through

mirror (feat. liru)

prod. matthew may

lyrics:

its been months since youve been in touch
i miss you so much, probably more than i should
cause if you really wanted me, then you wouldve been here
three years down the lavatory, why do you not care?

so many questions unanswered
when you left were there banners?
i gave out so many chances
but you still abandoned (x2)

whats the point in getting up just to be let down?
how could you fall in love and easily fall out?
made me question trust, but i still stuck around
wish i could forget about us, but i dont know how

picked up the drugs, got on a buzz, poured the whisky up
bummed me a smoke, tried to overdose, cut till the blood flowed
went a little distant, cut off connections
didnt learn my lesson, now im a mess and - 

so many questions unanswered
when you left were there banners?
i gave out so many chances
but you still abandoned (x2)

banners

a little bit (feat. Liru)

propose (feat. Devin's World)

small hometown (feat. majoraeclipse)

computer screens

cosmic shift_022 (ivn)

Glow
X16 

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Definition of passion yuh 
Yeah this love is ever lasting yuh 
Idk what spell you’re casting yuh 
But it’s magical and now I just wanna watch you 

Glow
X16

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Verse 
Oh my god it’s amazing 
Yeah the way you make me feel never changing 
Yeah you emanate this glow that Ive never seen before 
Yeah I owe it all to you for helping me explore 

Explore the world and experience love 
The way it’s written down in the story book 
Yeah I lay with you just staring at the stars above 
But then I glance at you realizing I didn’t even have to look 


Got a star got a star right next to me 
Always bring out the best in me 
One day you’ll live out your dreams
And I’ll just watch you 

Glow

glow (prod. tiedforsilver)

prod. bloodcryY and flesh

lyrics:
guide me back
go and find your path
its a long road ahead
so buckle in 
if it's too fast just let me know
it's slower than it's ever been
it's softer than my skeleton though
i fold in on myself
i still can't tell

it's so much
it was so much
wasn't what i want
a bar
wait till i get sorted down
i can smell the sulfur
i think i control anything
so i'll admit it

i can take a look 
they return, cyclops
pretty sure it's gonna go
turn into a light show
i know it might all
end at any second
disconnected

2fast (bloodcryY x flesh)

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

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