ive been doing better than my enemies have ever done (prod. Remghost)

felt like giving up (prod. greyrock x akkiru1 x dollategabeatz)

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call 

(brecken)
I was walking so far
Thought everything was okay
Locked in my car
All the stuff you’d given back to me
One chance now its all gone
Coulda give you the world but now i write a song
About all of the misery that me and you have come by
I don’t need you temporarily like i need sunlight
Like life forever and ever just take me back
I could write a letter cause we’re better with a gap
I thought it was all good
Gave you everything that i could
But you never gave it back to me

(halfhearted)
Tryna find my way back up
Bet you wish you never messed around
I been tryna keep my head up
But my demons keep pulling me down
I gotta get outta this town again
But you made it so i never get out
Lay me down to rest in a flowerbed
Pull my petals and my roots out the ground

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call

how did you forget ft. brecken + halfhearted  (michael harrison)

prod. heyzbee & yunny goldz

take my life i don’t want no one else
i hate myself so you made my heart melt
hatred runs deep i just need your help 
i can’t speak so i just gave myself, up for good

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

you really don’t have any friend 
they lied to you they just pretend
just cut them off and let it end 
i’m the one you need and depend
your family sucks they hate you too
you don’t need them just me and you
best friend so what, it doesn’t matter who
i’m the one you want, so only me pursue

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

melt

a little bit (feat. Liru)

propose (feat. Devin's World)

lovely track by https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks
i really enjoyed making this <3

kennedyxoxo -the lights are on but no ones home (silencedgrave flip)

@noizzbeatz

why do i sit inside til its over
maybe i shouldve tried getting sober
she tried to ride on my wave ion know her
maybe ill fly away for november

tried to run away
but still i see your face
in every single frame
in the back of my brain

i shouldnt have to beg
for the food on my plate
are you fucked in the head
or am i goin insane 

im not doin okay
i rly got a lot to say
but words dont come out of my mouth
i hate to say that im ashamed

i cant say that i hate the pain
because the pain is what made me
wont u feed me to the lake
before my vessel betrays me

feel my bones start to rot
ive abandoned the thoughts
thatve obstructed the process

as i sink into this cot
i start to wonder what ive lost
in the path of my destruction

oh how ive grown to hate your touch
im fallin out of love
thats why i left in the first place

i couldnt be good enough
would you even give a fuck
if i was dead before thursday??

i miss autumn

dead before thursday

dead before thursday (NOIZZ)

Well, it's two in the morning, and I know I shouldn't be calling 
While you're laying next to him in my shirt
Do you laugh with him like we used to
Does he bring you flowers like I used to
Does he take you out in the rain, and dance with you
Do you miss the way that my voice sounds
If you do can you pick up right now
'Cause all I think about is missing you

You used to dance with flowers in your hair
An empty room but I still feel you here
And it's quiet now, but still rings so loud
It's so much harder now just to live without you

If we had a second chance would you take it
And if I gave you my heart would you break it
Again and again and again and again, all over again

You used to dance with flowers in your hair
An empty room but I still feel you here
And it's quiet now, but still rings so loud
It's so much harder now just to live without you

If you were to come back home
Then this would be all okay

Spotify

0821 (pekarot)

This world just doesnt feel right anymore. Sometimes everything just gets too much. So i keep locking myself in thoughts of better times.

This is Volume 2 of a series of  nostalgic 80s  synthwave songs, meant to carry you back to times where it seemed all so  much better.
Close your eyes and drift into a nostalgic dreamscape. 
Let the warm analog synths, lush guitar riffs, and pulsing rhythms take you back to long-forgotten nights — filled with hope, loss, and everything in between.

Perfect for late-night drives, creative moments, or simply letting go and getting lost in thought.
Let the music carry you — through rainy streets, flickering city lights, and the quiet echoes of a time long past.



We were Neon (another Fragment)

Candle ft. lil skele (prod. Guitarboi)

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

haze collective