beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

prod by me x C418, sample is cat
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

[nvr nvmbr]
she asked me if i could feel the rain
as it falls on my face 
but i can’t feel anything
& it drives me insane

baby, i see the rays as they shine on your face
i just need your embrace
you move with beauty & grace

if anything & everything is dying
we’ll fade away
you should’ve just stayed away
i wish it’d remain the same

[sendflowrs]
i’ve never been the same 
its never been the same 
aaaaaaaaaa

*clears throat* 

i said i’m flowrs
mind the e, bruh
she said i’m daisy 
nice to meet ya 

we get some lunch i had steak she had pizza
then we hit the blunt now we leanin like piza
she light up the runtz
give me head, she a keeper

ice in my cup in my drank in my litre
so pour it up
pour it up, pour it up
pour it up, pour it up
pour it up, pour it up

i didn’t say stop 
4 in my pop
on the weekdays do x 
on the weekends do wok

i don’t fuck with no NP’s
don’t fuck with no opps
i don’t fuck with no pigs 
i don’t fuck with no cops, aaaahh

still in my car
0 to a ton in the second i got this
the way i be whippin this shit 
got me lookin like mando
grogu in my cockpit

i’m smokin on ____
i’m smokin on ____
this shit kinds weigh on my conscious
i’m luvin on her n she lovin on me
and im grippin her legs while she topless 

[nvmbr]
i just want your love
but i get ignored, yuh
& i can’t afford to go backwards no more yuh 

if anything and everything is dying
we’ll fade away
you should’ve just stayed away
i wish it’d remain the same

iTunes

beauty & grace

prod. lostcage

scorpio:
i just thought that we could fix it
girl did you prove me wrong
heres to wishful thinking
told you all my thoughts
and you just kept your distance
erased me til i was gone
completely from your existence
never what you want, what you want

heyzbee:
Wish you thought about me a little more often
Every time you speak, it’s a nail in the coffin
I’ve been on the road getting high Like there’s no option
I can’t put them down because God I never started

Enough is enough, I’m hurting from a touch 
If I’m done that’s bluff, I know I’ll keep on puff-
ing im on a slump, my heart is almost up 
If it’s us then i swear to God I’ll keep on suffering

scorpio x heyzbee:
i just thought that we could fix it
girl did you prove me wrong
heres to wishful thinking
told you all my thoughts
and you just kept your distance
erased me til i was gone
completely from your existence
never what you want, what you want

heyzbee:
Enough is enough, I’m hurting from a touch 
If I’m done that’s bluff, I know I’ll keep on puff-
ing im on a slump, my heart is almost up 
If it’s us then i swear to God I’ll keep on suffering

wishful thinking (feat. heyzbee)

a little bit (feat. Liru)

numb (feat. Blospar)

bones (feat. heyzbee x Vacant)

closing doors

Glow
X16 

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Definition of passion yuh 
Yeah this love is ever lasting yuh 
Idk what spell you’re casting yuh 
But it’s magical and now I just wanna watch you 

Glow
X16

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Verse 
Oh my god it’s amazing 
Yeah the way you make me feel never changing 
Yeah you emanate this glow that Ive never seen before 
Yeah I owe it all to you for helping me explore 

Explore the world and experience love 
The way it’s written down in the story book 
Yeah I lay with you just staring at the stars above 
But then I glance at you realizing I didn’t even have to look 


Got a star got a star right next to me 
Always bring out the best in me 
One day you’ll live out your dreams
And I’ll just watch you 

Glow

glow (prod. tiedforsilver)

lyrics:


I took some pills
I need to feel right
I wish it was real when I see you by my side

I can imagine a new world when I close my eyes

everything is so good
maybe in another life

this could work
and you would treat me right

no one ever did
It always hurts like it's the first time

and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
It's just a fantasy I have in my mind
but you know, but you know, but you know, but you know
This helps me not to want to die


come on, baby
Do you want me, uh?
tell the truth, even though you do not love me, you still call me "boo"

Are you still goinna kiss me and say you love me like you did at school?

No,I don't think so

So now I'm all alone
and you're the reason why I wrote this song

because I thought I could try
I could try to make you mine

Pills (heydium)

seasons change.

discord: scorpio4488

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