produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

prod. matthew may

lyrics:

its been months since youve been in touch
i miss you so much, probably more than i should
cause if you really wanted me, then you wouldve been here
three years down the lavatory, why do you not care?

so many questions unanswered
when you left were there banners?
i gave out so many chances
but you still abandoned (x2)

whats the point in getting up just to be let down?
how could you fall in love and easily fall out?
made me question trust, but i still stuck around
wish i could forget about us, but i dont know how

picked up the drugs, got on a buzz, poured the whisky up
bummed me a smoke, tried to overdose, cut till the blood flowed
went a little distant, cut off connections
didnt learn my lesson, now im a mess and - 

so many questions unanswered
when you left were there banners?
i gave out so many chances
but you still abandoned (x2)

banners

numb (feat. Blospar)

display (feat. Liru)

bones (feat. heyzbee x Vacant)

Glow
X16 

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Definition of passion yuh 
Yeah this love is ever lasting yuh 
Idk what spell you’re casting yuh 
But it’s magical and now I just wanna watch you 

Glow
X16

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Verse 
Oh my god it’s amazing 
Yeah the way you make me feel never changing 
Yeah you emanate this glow that Ive never seen before 
Yeah I owe it all to you for helping me explore 

Explore the world and experience love 
The way it’s written down in the story book 
Yeah I lay with you just staring at the stars above 
But then I glance at you realizing I didn’t even have to look 


Got a star got a star right next to me 
Always bring out the best in me 
One day you’ll live out your dreams
And I’ll just watch you 

Glow

glow (prod. tiedforsilver)

Hook
Stressed pressed see me I’m a mess
Rest less in my bed all vexed 
Got my dome running pressure on my chest 
Still I’m cold blooded know you’re not impressed

Verse
Every season see me I’m still bleeding 
Now I’m needing what I’m fiendin for 

Extra liquor extra buzz gotta fill my cup 
Cut me off but out of love know you’ll never run 

Faded but you still think I’m the one 
Jaded but you still think I’m the one 

Gastly all the things that I’ve done 
I’m still haunted by the ghosts the have evolved as I’ve moved on 
I’m still looking for the answer so I mimick you 
I don’t got to much to live for but I’ll live for you 

You’re wrapped around my skull 
Taken all my thoughts 
can’t even express that
You’ve fixed all of my wrongs

Hook
Stressed pressed see me I’m a mess
Rest less in my bed all vexed 
Got my dome running pressure on my chest 
Still I’m cold blooded know you’re not impressed
X2

Faded but you still think I’m the one 
Jaded but you still think I’m the one 

still think i'm the one (prod. tiedforsilver)

prod. bloodcryY and flesh

lyrics:
guide me back
go and find your path
its a long road ahead
so buckle in 
if it's too fast just let me know
it's slower than it's ever been
it's softer than my skeleton though
i fold in on myself
i still can't tell

it's so much
it was so much
wasn't what i want
a bar
wait till i get sorted down
i can smell the sulfur
i think i control anything
so i'll admit it

i can take a look 
they return, cyclops
pretty sure it's gonna go
turn into a light show
i know it might all
end at any second
disconnected

2fast (bloodcryY x flesh)

seasons change.

@emouuuu

Theres nothing more fun then takin our trips to Chicago
Chillin in the bnb while we smokin on gelato
Sometimes I don't know what you see in me but ill always follow
You and love you till the world ends theres no reason for sorrow

Oh there's no reason for it oh theres no reason for it
Lets take a trip baby my foots up on the gas I'll floor it
We in Chicago walkin round lookin just like some tourists
And when I'm tired with my baby yea I'm already snorin


Wakin up at 4am just to make it to the train
We're speedin down the highway cuttin up all through the rain
We can relax and chillout baby cuz it's time for our vacay
Whenever we take a trip out to Chicago

I'm dodgin potholes drivin through a storm
Baby your loves the only thing that keeps me truly warm
I feel crazy when away from you oh it feels like a storm
I really love my life with you I'm so happy I was born

Theres nothing more fun then takin our trips to Chicago
Chillin in the bnb while we smokin on gelato
Sometimes I don't know what you see in me but ill always follow
You and love you till the world ends theres no reason for sorrow

Oh there's no reason for it oh theres no reason for it
Lets take a trip baby my foots up on the gas I'll floor it
We in Chicago walkin round lookin just like some tourists
And when I'm tired with my baby yea I'm already snorin

Remember seein snow strippers and yeule
We had another trip with some other friends too
But fuck that one friend oh my god he was such a tool
Yea he used me then he ghosted me I felt like a fool

But it dont really matter cuz I will always have my baby
Yea we walkin round in winter time this shit is kinda crazy

Theres nothing more fun then takin our trips to Chicago
Chillin in the bnb while we smokin on gelato
Sometimes I don't know what you see in me but ill always follow
You and love you till the world ends theres no reason for sorrow

Oh there's no reason for it oh theres no reason for it
Lets take a trip baby my foots up on the gas I'll floor it
We in Chicago walkin round lookin just like some tourists
And when I'm tired with my baby yea I'm already snorin

Trips to Chicago (prod ikari)

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