(chorus 1)
well
it seems i might die
i don’t know why
i’ve been questioning my worth
screaming at the sky
just put me in the dirt
where i belong
i have no one

(post-chorus 1)

you cant hear my heart breaking in silence
why do you offer me nothing but violence
and you’re a liar i see through your defiance
in this disaster you still face me with deniance

(verse 1)

n-n-now i look into your eyes and it breaks me down
knowing that my life’s turned upside down
y-y-y-your gravity
is pulling me
i’m overthinking 
this reality

(bridge)

has pulled me to my knees
it’s making my heart bleed
oh why cant they see
what it’s doing to me
there’s a hole in my heart

(verse 2)

i should’ve seen this coming from the start
when i saw your hand reach to tear the soul apart
l-l-looking back i was hiding in the dark
b-b-b-b-broken shards from the mirror that reflect the past
why do i keep crawling back to you
something that i shouldn’t get use to
those deceitful eyes
they terrorized they terrorize 

(chorus 2)

it seems i might die
i don’t know why
i’ve been questioning my worth
should i leave it all behind 
just put me in the dirt
where i belong
i have no one

(post-chorus 2)

i’ve said this before now deaths offering me silence 
the peace of mind i’ve never found in life’s guidance

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i have no one (metlast x 5head)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

I thought I needed you
I thought I'd bleed for you
I thought I'd rip open my heart so I could be with you

girl I never needed you
why did I bleed for you
ripped open my heart to give a fraction of the world to you
fraction of the world to you

no I'm not okay
but I'll say that I am in the doorway
I don't ever wanna get in your way
I just wanna be with you who cares about the foreplay

killing my vitals slowly
how did I get so angry
ripping my hair out with my claws
I don't wanna be here like at all

time kills everything I thought I'd never see you again
withered away as all the termites ate at my skin
everybody said I fucked up when I told them the truth
maybe I am just a suck up to the plot of the news

dont wait for me
two blankets in the trunk of the 95 pontiac babygirl that's a must

oh cant you see
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all so we can still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

can we still be us

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

felt like giving up (prod. greyrock x akkiru1 x dollategabeatz)

prod. heyzbee & yunny goldz

take my life i don’t want no one else
i hate myself so you made my heart melt
hatred runs deep i just need your help 
i can’t speak so i just gave myself, up for good

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

you really don’t have any friend 
they lied to you they just pretend
just cut them off and let it end 
i’m the one you need and depend
your family sucks they hate you too
you don’t need them just me and you
best friend so what, it doesn’t matter who
i’m the one you want, so only me pursue

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

melt

prod. sleeplessbeats
featuring: @officialnoisecomplaint
check this dude out, he's insanely talented <3

lyrics:
scorpio:
youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

tried to list all the bad things about you
to stop me running back like how i always used to
i tried my best to be strong, but it felt so long
now im left not knowing what to do

its in my head
everything i said
cant believe i feel regret

it was a mess
we werent the best
i really wish that i could love you less

youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

noise complaint:
I just don’t know how to take that
Bad news ‘cause I know we won’t make it
How I feel man I can not fake that
I just feel so let down by you
Dark storm when you crying
Acting fine but you know I’m lying
Best years of my life yeah I don’t buy it
21 so I should be thriving
Turn around and say you love another guy
That’s fine
But you say you miss me, how you gonna treat him right?
Sick of playing games with you want the girl to go away
Too cowardly to kill myself off find another way
I just don’t know what to do
I won’t be another boy waiting here for you
We’re not on the same page telling you the truth for once
Yeah I’m telling you the truth for once

scorpio:
youre a dark storm
always lingering over
your shadow haunts
watching over my shoulder (x2)

dark storm (feat. Noise Complaint)

bones (feat. heyzbee x Vacant)

small hometown (feat. majoraeclipse)

closing doors

KRASHTEMPETE

love and everything in between. <3
thank you to all my friends who helped me produce this EP and thank you to my girlfriend who inspires me to be my best self.

40 Long Days (prod. Neomada + Elijah Heaps)

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

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