i cannot speak or make a sound
my time is up ive been found out
he holds the key and the highground
and i couldnt save the casualties
youre getting numb while i feel your pain
i medicate to calm down my brain
something is up with the walls im insane
now youve caught me hands up and im feeling so lame

thank you for listening<3

found out

ignored every sign

prod. pekarot

ive become a carbon copy of all of the things that i used to despise
maybe ill feel much better with some conversation and the touch of your skin tonight
jump my bones
bleed me dry
take it all from me i swear its fine
i dont know who i am without our hand’s intertwined 
and the picture i keep is a symbol of time
im way more fucked up than I realized 
shot myself in the foot, i ignored every sign
i pray to god we hit every red light 
cause when moments are fleeting, the now must suffice
maybe we can fall in love again for a night
forgive and forget, I dont care who was right
He might be remembered, but we’ll never die
search for salvation in all your goodbyes

Oh what a shame we became 
Such a fragile broken thing 
Wish we could’ve stayed the same
Oh the pain that it brings
When I think of all the ways that I could’ve seen it coming 
Would’ve fucked up anyways
Still dont know what im running from , so the songs are how I deal with what we’ve become
The glow in your eyes is as bright as the sun and it stays there even when push comes to shove
you mean more to me than you realize 
Girl you color my sky
why the fuck would i lie?
your face is a mainstay inside of my mind
read the texts back in your voice like every time
give me the chance to take you on a drive 
the way that you hold me makes everything fine 
moments so perfect at every red light
and i wish i could feel it at least one more time

red light (prod. pekarot)

I’m laying on the asphalt 
Doing what you asked for 
Treat me like an asshole 
Even tho I’m fragile 

Blood flows down from my gold teeth 
Feeling alright when you stay near me 

All these tears are meant to be 
All these tears just prove what you meant to me 
All these tears just prove what you meant to me 
All these tears show its  meant to be 

I’ll try to run away tho 
Doing what I’m said or told 
It’s hard to stay 10 toes 
When ur all I’ve ever known 

Blood flows down from my gold teeth 
Feeling alright when you stay near me

Meant to me (Prod.Emptyroads)

(prod. cxrter x the sound clown)

lyrics:
oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

here we go again
acting innocent
lately its been different
youve been so distant

oh my youre the danger zone
i let you get so close
then you go and take control
of every muscle

oh how its killing me
you love to watch me bleed
still do it so willingly
anything you need

you have me by a piece of string
ill be your puppet just let me in
ill give it up ill let you win
do i mean a thing

Danger Zone

(prod. afterlife)

devin's hook:
call me up again
when you get home safe
never know whats going on
in my own brain
but youre the reason im alive today
yeah youre the reason i survive my days

sevenfeet:
Your head on my shoulder
keeps me warm even when I’m acting colder
and you’ve been patient when I’m struggling staying sober
I just hope you stay in to my arms as we get older

You’ve been chipping at the layers of my heart tryna
Make a difference to the way I hold my guard im
Kind of learning what I think it means to love again
I’m feeling things I’ve never felt do you understand?

That I’ll answer when you call, I mean it
You said you’ve been betrayed, my dear I know the feeling
Long black sleeves and I can tell you’re freezing
Let me make repairs cause I know we’re both healing

scorpio:
when i look into your eyes
i see a new life
shining in a dazling light
a future with you, so bright
i know
im dreaming of a place called home

majoraeclipse:
When I'm wasting away 
Alone in my bedroom and light up a strain 
I fight with the sentiment to be what you wanted 
I think I know that I can't be that, if I'm being honest 
I'm growing tired of you 
If things had been different, I might've been cool to have around
I guess I'm kind of a fool 
For thinking I could make it from the start 
Now the consequences tearing me apart

kiddamo:
dont tell me that you love me
i can see it in your eyes
if its till death do us part
then girl lets die tonight
i know it dont feel right sometimes
im walking on thin ice sometimes

theres more to your story beneath the cover
ill turn the pages until im your lover
ill put them in a bodybag if you find another one
up all night long so

heyzbee:
Hold me dear
I need you here
Surrounded by things 
That cause me tears 

While I’m falling apart you’re always there for me
Ive been failing back to back for centuries 
But when you’re with everything becomes a harmony 
All alone, you’re the only thing that I could see

augustin:
call me up im wide awake
it would be a dream to hear your voice again, im lonely
i wish i could run away
run into the past and live my life as the old me

and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby
and you know i still try baby 
i still try, still try baby

home safe

(prod. The Optimist)

lyrics:

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you (x2)

Verse:
my heart is yours for taking
and you're forever saving me
your eyes there's no escaping
and they're simply spacing me

hold on just a little
ill give you my initials
and when your bones are weak and brittle
ill still want you just as much as then
as then
as then
as then
ill still want you just as much as then

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you (x2)

Bridge:

Hook:
lost in love
say that there's more to us
i need to know because
i love you
i love you

Lost In Love

(prod. mackk)
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
take me from this place
i dont wanna be there anyway
you said you hated all he is
then u were with him for that night
i just wanna hold you close and tight
hope u dont leave me all alone
i just wanna hug u one time
maybe ill make u my life
and lets just know u did
and its been like this
i been all inside
i felt more than fine
hes been holding u
oh the timing fuck
more i do
has got me more in love with you

i thought i found a reason i could hide
who was right?
she took it all from me
and now i will lose my mind

now hes taking off your clothes
in his room, ur all alone
oh he used you?
who would have thought
when he bruised you in the heart
howd u forget, i warned you
lies sent, i trust you
welp right, i shoulda known better
without you,
ill drown in this weather
n i been feeling like you wouldnt care
she took it all from me n
she knew that i would be here
n i been hurting inside for the last time
cause i dont wanna be here oh no

Should Have Known (mackk)

Wasting time in your apartment
Never thought that this would be the last time I spend here
Maybe next year I can see you again

I'm painting pictures on the back of both my eyelids
And I hope when I wake up for once
That I can just forget this
'Cause it's all the same
The movie never changes any frames
The colors blur together
And the credits roll your name

I could fall apart again
Just like everybody else that you left in your backseat
And I could forget everything that we left in the past
But I won't for the hell of it

It's not like you to remember little things about me
Like my favorite color, song, or band
Or even when my birthday is
So why the fuck am I still pacing back and forth
I should be over this by now
I shouldn't miss you anymore

I hope you're happy with yourself
I hope you got what you want
I hope you're happy with yourself
I hope you got what you wanted

I could fall apart again
Just like everybody else that you left in your backseat
And I could forget everything that we left in the past
But I won't for the hell of it

I hope you're happy with yourself
I hope you got what you wanted

And if I knew that we were parting
I would've said some different things
Along the lines of "please don't leave, I need you here with me"
All the best and worst of me
I can't stand to watch you leave
Drink myself to sleep, and I
Think that this might take some time

Maybe next year..
Think that this might take some time
I hope you got what you wanted

Maybe next year I can see you again

maybe next year (svnam, jolst)

Snow hangs heavy in the air tonight,
and the streets feel older than before.
Footprints fading in the quiet light,
like I’ve been here a thousand times or more.

The city whispers through the cold,
like it remembers what I’ve lost…
and every breath becomes a story
carved in frost.

And I go
where the winter knows my name,
where the cold feels honest
and nothing stays the same.
Where silence holds me gently
even when it aches…
yeah, I go
where the winter never breaks.

There’s a calm I only feel alone,
when the night sits heavy on my chest.
A kind of peace I never learned
from all the noise the world calls „best“.

Maybe I’m made for empty streets,
for frozen skies and quiet pain…
and maybe winter understands me
more than I explain.

So I go
where the winter knows my name,
where the cold feels honest
and nothing stays the same.
Where silence knows my secrets
and still lets me stay…
yeah, I go
where the winter lights my way.

And every year I break a little,
every year I grow.
Winter keeps the pieces safe
in places only I can go.

So I go
where the winter knows my name,
where the cold forgives me
and melts into a flame.
Where I can breathe again
without a reason why…
yeah, I go
where the winter
teaches me to try.

Snow keeps falling…
and somehow
so do I.

Produced @ Radical Life Studios
Created by X-TAC Music

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