water landing (dead spyro)

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
We may have our disagreements, guarantee we’ll move on
Not worried bout the season, im aiming for long

tryna find a lady who gon hear me on a route
Im a planner baby need to know the ins and outs
Say were on course but never know what thats about
Online all day never leave the house

Yeah i go to work, yeah i go to school
Still a fulltime loser and thats cool
not expecting pity from a damn song
But If u say im not a nerd well u damn wrong

Bitch im a nerd, word im a bitch
ima turn what i learned into money and some bricks
tryna buy a house a place to exist
Longterm growth by outweighing the risk

why am i so focused on a girl
When i could be focused on the greater meaning of the world
wanna find the one, by my 30’s be married
Buy a little place and have a little family

Middle class rural, F150
Ima put every effort into teaching history
Energy drink every morning heart attack by 50
Is the world really gonna miss me

Every choice that I make, Every place that I move
Constantly shapes my statement of view
Every choice that I make, Every place that I move
Constantly shapes my statement of view




statement of view [prod. yunny goldz]

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. (hollowprpl x ash.)

w/ @user-642636378
produced by king theta
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(cxrter)
they say i’m acing
used to the lack of, complacent
call it an anomaly, but i’m breaking
i’m stagnant by myself
so hidden in my shell
cause i’m trying to decipher what’s even implied
trying not to leave it all unsaid, i’m fine
like a semi turning cities, i’m swinging wide
satisfaction, is it fake when we say goodnight?
where's the trial run? we all just turned 21
just reminders of all things that i haven’t done
no directions, expectations of fantasies
gardening misery
yeah i’m so sorry

she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

(halfhearted)
and it happens to me every time
you got a two faced love, i don’t wanna try
if its all my fault, then i’ll testify
i try to break your fall when u call at night
called it off
applying pressure
wrote a song
left it on your dresser
if i was wrong, then it’s nothing new
i gotta bite my tongue when i talk to you
i’m better off now
cause i was at a loss, and i couldn’t be found
couldn't get across cause the the bridge had burned down
i’m out of options

(cxrter)
she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

ace/21 (feat. halfhearted) (prod. king theta)

in my head

lyrics

I feel like the dirt
I question my worth
I wear and I tear
My favorite shirt
I hope that I can
She thinks I’m the man
I’m letting her down and
I feel like the worst

No it ain’t safe to say yet
Hung up on yesterday its
Still in my head
I’m sorry 
Hate when I’m so mistaken
Trying to savor faces 
Hoping you don’t replace me
I can do better baby
I can do better maybe

Maybe heavens worth the tests
But fuck, this smith and wesson
Has a way for testing what is next
Swallow my breath
I put the world in my hands
I feel like a mess
But she swears I’m the man
I’m doing my best
At least as well as I can
I barely stand
The fucking shell that I am

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

gravel road 
driving home
every pothole in wisconsin
people grow
i dont know
if we have much in common, anymore

iv been one with the silence
only you can fill my void
promise that im trying
promise this was not my choice

cuz all that i know is defeat
white flags, running back to places iv seen
i know this damn movie by scene and Frame
and characters names
turn it off

its been hard to be honest
i hate whay iv done
left at the bottom
im one with the mud
was never the fondest 
of showing you love
but ill still deposit
your rent every month

half of these problems 
i did it just to make you mad
if im not an option
dont say you will take me back

phone screen just faded black
i couodnt call
board up my windows im sick of your cold
youre passive aggresivly gaining control
remember that halloween
i made you my home

babe its not you it was me
self inflicted wound where i bleed
you had all that i need
if these walls could feel tension theyd scream

a movie i’ve memorized [jacob vallen]

hate it when my feelings creep up like a nightmare
i swear
i aint mean to do it like i did but it was something I could fight for
we have memories that i would die for 100 times over if you let me
1000 lightyears away
but theres still something that im holding
time stops when i see ur face now
i dont wanna see that no more
it only made feel im not worth it
it only made me feel like you were bored
when you talked to me was it something that you wanted
or was it nothing of the sort
all i know is that you slammed me out the door
and ever since being happy been a chore
its not a miracle if i cant make it back to you
And im so sorry that i did just what i had to do
Had to add up to the list i got of bad news
but when you hear it you dont hear it how youre meant to
used to wear me like a life vest
til the excuses came intruding i cant digest
and when its folding over i find a new sidequest
i hope it hold me over until you get my text

i press record and then i take my first sip
im not ignoring you im just tryna fix this mix
im flying off this keef dust like a pixie
im falling down inside the void like are you with me
trust fall
ill give you my all
i could write a song in 20 minutes but in your face i stall
cause finding all the right words too hard
with love from my broken heart
lets live together we could build a house thats right under the stars
swear youre more beautiful now that i know who you are
im all rusted up can you please replace my broken parts
im so fucked up cant cry but if i could id cry a lot
they already know whats good whenever i walk into the spot
me and brecken so high were in outer space like kirk and spock
were just stepping on them like a pair of birkenstocks
we gon get big money like wap
im just trickshotting like cod
should out gray shout out amo
they my brothers let me put you on
wonder where i been for the past few days just sat back rapping smoking runtz
they already know where i be at in the party im quiet sipping mud
i stick to myself i dont feel the same i run from everyone

nothing of the sort (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics

if you stay imma stay down
she saw my ribs like im a greyhound
i felt sparks during the makeout
this shit wouldnt be here if i could take it out
dont drink too much im not in a rush
i drink too much and i feel too much
yea i woke up inside a carousel
you knew nothing bout the way i felt
life could be great if i could just get out
blowing o's with this kush its tempting me to lay down
im seeing weird shit off this purple im inside a clay house
now i got fans that i dont know feel like the boss man now
yea i miss you so much but its not the reason that im calling
i swear im in too deep my soul feel dirty even when its polished
you dont even have to see me for the shit i dont acknowledge
she said are you good and i said baby girl im solid
1800  fueled pulled up with my bros look like the army
i can tell you never proof read cause you write like fucking charlie
i swear this 3.5 just gave me wings like im a harpie
ill always be your ken if you will always be my barbie

i swear i used to love the way you stick to me like pollen
everytime you’d talk to me now i feel like weve
fallen
fallen in way deeper than i ever thought wed be
i jist feel like sleepin everytime you talk to me
oh my god make it stop
i could tell you what had went wrong
but you would lie to me and tell me its enough
i could tell you what i want you would tell me its a bluff
I swear its so overwhelming that i fell out of love
i fell outta touch when u told me that its over
im not the one
but i had went had sober for like a month
just to get thrown on the road outta luck
and i been in a rut i admit but that dont mean that you should always throw a fit
take a pic look at my fit
i swear that they think its legit
lemme take other sip
i wish that you wouldn’t trip
all these thoughts i wish i did
but i dont act on what i talk about
like every time you talk to me i feel i wanna block it out
and every single part of me dont wanna see me walk around
but thats all that they talk about
so i been tryna fix it all
i never miss my adderal
but it makes me feel horrible
but atleaast its been tolerable
and i aint been dishonorable
i hate all of these obstacles but i think ill het thru em all

greyhound (p. under the maple tree)

prod. ?

lyrics:

Scorpio:
i miss us talking
about nothing at all
staying up till the morning
on a video call

i wanna chitchat
babe i really miss that
whyd we have to go and break apart like a kitkat?
said youd stick around but where are you now?
i see you out and about with a new crowd x2

Liru:
you dont get how much I needed that
woke me up and now I feel too bad
I been looking for some reasons 
on why you cant believe me
it was never meant to last

yeah and you say you dont love me anymore
but you dont even listen to your heart girl
I been feeling different now its over
I been acting different now im older
yeah and maybe one day you might just come over
maybe one day you might just get over it
girl your lips taste better than a soda
damn I miss the time when we were closer

he4vy:
difference in your actions yeah i saw it
dissociated never bought it
passions not a part of being toxic
i still have my issues being honest 

only feelin better with a 3.5
focus on yourself i said ill be fine
smoke until i feel it in my damn spine
hate to admit it but youre my life line

hate to admit it
yeah i tell when youre distant 
we used to talk everyday 
now its like you never listen 
wanna go back to the days 
we used to smoke in my kitchen
different time different place 
different life i was given

scorpio:
i wanna chitchat
babe i really miss that
whyd we have to go and break apart like a kitkat?
said youd stick around but where are you now?
i see you out and about with a new crowd x2

i miss that (feat. Liru x He4vy)

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