@castoffcastaway
@shizukesaaa

The artists' relationship with castoff. appeared to fall off after he allegedly groomed multiple minors

The song remains up on Spotify as for now:
(https://open.spotify.com/track/0jn5woHlQEM4sDVIVmSLwM?si=0e27f8a24c3140a7)

headshot!

castoff. x shizukesa. x residential. - headshot!

16 hours w/ seejayxo & halfhearted
Prod. The sound clown

lyrics: 

she got blood drippin down her dress
i wont lie but i cant confess
one touch now im in her head
im all in so lets do it again
something taking over me
got me in headlock baby
i can feel the rain drops daily
girl yk you drive me crazy
stuffin 3 grams in this blunt
pour another fifth in my cup
i dont really do this for fun

(Hook)
I remember last night
 it’s embedded in my brain 
slumped down heavy on the porch
Tryna wash away the pain 

It’s been 16 hours and I’m still sad 
I’m Figuring the next step
Hoping you don’t get mad

all those words you shouted at me
Still causing me nightmares
Take another line of coke I wonder why I lie there 
I giving up I think it’s time
For me to unwind and speak my mind 




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16 Hours (feat. Seejayxo & halfhearted)

honestly i hate this song, but thanks for listening

prod me

ooh oh 
oh let go of my hand 
ill cry alone because i feel like I'm less of a man
the older i get
 the more i realize how much of a failure i am 
i still feel like a kid
 talk all you want but i still feel like shit
im still finding my way to be happier 
oh i wish i was
ohhh oh 
dear mom and dad
oh im so sorry i gave into my thoughts again
oh god i feel stupid 
i contradict everything
in fucking useless 
hmm 
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)
feel like I'm less of a man
(feel like I'm less of a man)

twenty

lyrics

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

hold tight my love
its almost over
were fine 
i know
but theyre still drawing closer

ripped from my domicile
and ripped into parts
tryna crawl away 
but i cant find my arms
i dont have much longer 
with this metal in my heart
i try to be stronger but its gone too far

mucus dries out
and blood drips out my nose
a cluster of airstrikes 
are cutting it close
on the other side
of what i thought was fine
i hear the buildings rock
but still slip on the ice
i dont wanna die
especially not here
im clinging on to life
but the end of it its near
the foundation crumbles
and crumbles again
the life that i planned out
may come to an end

No, Not Here (p. tiedforsilver)

prod. Thesoundclown

lyrics:

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

heyzbee:
I been on this tower
Staring here for hours
Losing all my powers
Sitting with the flowers
My mood has become sour
My soul she has devoured
She sees my iridescent skin
And screams that I’m coward 
I’m covered in the powder that’s been seen to devour 
Stars they have aligned anytime that Im around her
I been in a bad place somewhere that I scour 
Lemme know right now so I can tell you bout the counter
I been searching everywhere like I been on the browser
Epistemic views make it impossible to empower
You don’t see the vision I guess that’s you are a doubter
I been cooking up I use this beat like it’s some flour

scorpio:
throwing in the towel
stuttering my vowels
wasting all my hours
my eyes are raining showers (x2)

Noise Complaint:

Put my life on the sideline
If you talk me again that’s fine 
It just doesn’t feel right 
When I spend hours wasting my god damn time 
Feeling nothing bleed all my thoughts online
Feel the pain then it’s also mine 
But it doesn’t matter
Soon I’ll make a decision and fall off this tower

Throwing in the towel 
Throwing in the towel
I’ve been staring here for hours
I’ve been standing here for hours
I’ve been staring here for hours

throwing in the towel (feat. heyzbee x Noise Complaint)

track 10
took a big swing
drums by @ejcarrmusic
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
i’ve got this delicate thing in my hands, i might break it
i never know how to react so i fake
every motion intact though i know when to save it
i’ll bring it all back to ya, know i might hate it

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

is there more to life than brief dilapidation 
i’m just sick of all the chances that i’m wasting
if you’re here for me i’d rather you just say it
these relationships are never as explained
yet i know
if i want it back ill have to move a mountain
and twofold
there’s no going back to save me when i’m drowning

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

IMPAIRED

track 7
my favorite
melodies by @flesh
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
focus
nothing you’re saying is potent
winter white lake near the ocean
lately it feels like i’m going insane
notice
everything here has a purpose
i don’t think we are deserving
we can just wait until it goes our way
white walls don’t float around my head
i’d call the second you wanted
i needed less of an option
cuz if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said so

if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said so
if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said

i should cry in my sleep
i could die in my dreams
when you’re high, you’re between
all the love and disease
you’re the guide, bury me
in the stars, in the seas
you can try to be mean
but your heart disagrees, oh-ohhh

i wanna find it again, that burning feeling u said
was in the forest back then, you know the search came and went
we open fire to spend our waking moments as friends
is it so hard to pretend? this isn’t all that they said we’d get
vice grip my own intentions
malice fueled apprehension
i set my expectations
to be broken
waste of breath

i tried keeping far away
nothing building in its place
couldn’t find that shit forever
now im back, its just my fate
i’d try playing to your tastes
anything to hear your name
cuz i wanted this forever 
wish i wasnt in the way 

i tried keeping far away
nothing building in its place
couldn’t find that shit forever
now im back, its just my fate
i’d try playing to your tastes
anything to hear your name
cuz i wanted this forever 
wish i wasnt in the way 

i should cry in my sleep
i could die in my dreams
when you’re high, you’re between
all the love and disease
you’re the guide, bury me
in the stars, in the seas
you can try to be mean
but your heart disagrees

miserable as your hands are shaking now.

THE GUIDE

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

sewage two (prod. nciku)

Phrophetical Poetry ft. Entity (Prod. QUBE) MAST. HERM

All songs produced by hxlloghxst & Lil Dreezy
karen broca : written by me 
are you listening? : written by me and xert
are we okay? : written by me and xert
i bring pressure 2 : written by me
flow steerer : written by me
it's getting dark in here mr krabs  : written by me
it will get better : written by me
almost morning : written by me
in another life : written by me
in a land unholy : written by me
happy holidays :) 

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